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On the darkest night of the month, when the moon was only a sliver set low in the sky, the streets of Athenia were almost impossible to maneuver for someone unfamiliar with them, But the shadow that slipped along the sides of buildings and downstairs did so with an ease and stealth that spoke of a familiarity with the area. Fingertips trailed along building walls to help guild the cloaked figure to the next level before stealing across vacant streets and cutting down to the next level of stairs to descend those as well.
The lamps to the homes that lined the hillside had long been extinguished and there wasn't a soul alive to interrupt the form as it stole away into the night; silently drawing closer to its target. There was no glint of moonlight to catch the hilt of a blade, or stray dog to betray its location. The shadow slipped over walls; dropping down to a crouch easily before hurrying across another street; down a side alley; around a fountain and through the market. Nothing was overturned and no one would see it coming.
The shadow descended the stairs that lead down to the peers where the Athenian ships rested in the harbor; cold and listless, the sea lapped against their hulls; rocking their occupants to sleep. The shadow paused as two Athenian guards turned in their patrol to look around; aware of their observance. When they turned their backs, the shadow slipped silently towards them before hopping down onto the beach. The tide was low and the sand absorbed the sound of the interloper's feet as they moved along the dry dock. When it reached the middle of the pier, it stopped to ensure it found it's target. The cloaked hooded figure looked back to check on the guards who had moved down in the opposite direction before reaching up to the side of the pier. It's shadowy fingers curled around the edge of wooden planks before it pulled itself up stealthily. With silent exertion, a leg was lifted over the edge and the shadow climbed to its feet before continuing its purpose; the Aceton... the ship of Lukos of Magnemea and traitor to Elias of Stravos.
The shadow slipped past the sleeping pirate at the edge of the gangway; an empty bottle dangling from his hand and the scent of stale wine seemed to radiate around him. It padded up the plank and dropped down silently onto the ship. As the night was warm, several pirates slept atop the deck; their snoring loud and heavy from drink. The figure stepped around them and stopped at the stairs that lead to the lower level but considered better of it. Instead, it climbed up to the lookout at the rear of the ship and looked over the edge. The window was open to allow a breeze from the warm summer night into the captains quarters below. Climbing over the edge, the shadow lowered itself down stealthily to the ledge and then slipped silently through the open window. It dropped down onto the wooden floor of Lukos's quarters with a muffled thud and pushed back its hood.
Heart racing and fingers trembling, Thalia of Nikolaos stared down at the sleeping shape of the pirate captain in the bed. She drew her blade...the one she'd stolen from Ibrascus and twisted it around before taking the three steps to where he was. In one swift move, she lifted the skirts of her gown and straddled his waist; pressing the blade to the underside of his throat as he woke. Her mouth went to his mouth to keep him from calling out and she stared down at him silently until he figured out who she was.
She'd watched him leave several hours before after agreeing to Persephone's request. After demanding of her more than he could ever want or need. And he'd done it all at her request. She'd wanted to go after him then.. to try and understand why, but there was no room for weakness in front of the future reigning monarch of Athenia. She had to go back to the palace with her and then return to stay with Diomedes that night. But she stared up at the ceiling in her room for hours thinking about what had happened. About him and the way, he looked at her. Of her betrayal and his bargain... a bargain that would stifle him and she couldn't stay away. Not knowing exactly where he was. The torture and uncertainty since he'd been gone were no different than it had been on the island. She'd needed him that evening as much as she needed to see him when he'd come in from the storm.
And so she dressed; twisting her hair into a loose braid before pulling on the cloak she'd worn to the tavern. She'd strapped on her short sword to her back and her dagger to her leg and left the family house in the upper wards to find him. There was no other time.. no way she could come here during the day, or speak to him when they met with Persephone in 3 days. It had to be now.
When his eyes finally sorted out what was going on, she whispered a soft 'shh' before easing the blade from his throat and the hand from his mouth. She'd come here with so many things to say; questions to ask but in seeing his shadowed figure and his dark eyes staring up at her from the bed....their bed, they were all lost. Just as quickly as she'd attacked him, she dropped the blade off the side of the bed and leaned forward; her mouth slanting over his as she held his chin.
The hand that had the blade fell against the side of his face; her thumb stroking his cheek as she gave a soft whimper of emotion. Gods she'd missed him. The whole world was stacked against them and she had no reason to be here. He had every right to kill her and she probably deserved it.. She'd broken their promise and put his life in danger because of it. But it wasn't anything he hadn't done a thousand times over. For one night she wanted to put it all aside. To just be with him again.
She broke the kiss and hissed against his lips as her nose grazed his cheek. "You're so stupid...." Her throat felt thick and her words came out strangled. She kissed him again as she fought the well of tears that she'd held back for months as she choked out words. "Why did you do that? ...Of all the things.... you could ask for.... a barony? What would you do.... with a barony??" Her words were spoken around kisses and tears. She was furious and sorrowful and horrified. She'd missed him and she hated him and she loved him. And she hated that she loved him. ...But she loved loving him all the same.
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On the darkest night of the month, when the moon was only a sliver set low in the sky, the streets of Athenia were almost impossible to maneuver for someone unfamiliar with them, But the shadow that slipped along the sides of buildings and downstairs did so with an ease and stealth that spoke of a familiarity with the area. Fingertips trailed along building walls to help guild the cloaked figure to the next level before stealing across vacant streets and cutting down to the next level of stairs to descend those as well.
The lamps to the homes that lined the hillside had long been extinguished and there wasn't a soul alive to interrupt the form as it stole away into the night; silently drawing closer to its target. There was no glint of moonlight to catch the hilt of a blade, or stray dog to betray its location. The shadow slipped over walls; dropping down to a crouch easily before hurrying across another street; down a side alley; around a fountain and through the market. Nothing was overturned and no one would see it coming.
The shadow descended the stairs that lead down to the peers where the Athenian ships rested in the harbor; cold and listless, the sea lapped against their hulls; rocking their occupants to sleep. The shadow paused as two Athenian guards turned in their patrol to look around; aware of their observance. When they turned their backs, the shadow slipped silently towards them before hopping down onto the beach. The tide was low and the sand absorbed the sound of the interloper's feet as they moved along the dry dock. When it reached the middle of the pier, it stopped to ensure it found it's target. The cloaked hooded figure looked back to check on the guards who had moved down in the opposite direction before reaching up to the side of the pier. It's shadowy fingers curled around the edge of wooden planks before it pulled itself up stealthily. With silent exertion, a leg was lifted over the edge and the shadow climbed to its feet before continuing its purpose; the Aceton... the ship of Lukos of Magnemea and traitor to Elias of Stravos.
The shadow slipped past the sleeping pirate at the edge of the gangway; an empty bottle dangling from his hand and the scent of stale wine seemed to radiate around him. It padded up the plank and dropped down silently onto the ship. As the night was warm, several pirates slept atop the deck; their snoring loud and heavy from drink. The figure stepped around them and stopped at the stairs that lead to the lower level but considered better of it. Instead, it climbed up to the lookout at the rear of the ship and looked over the edge. The window was open to allow a breeze from the warm summer night into the captains quarters below. Climbing over the edge, the shadow lowered itself down stealthily to the ledge and then slipped silently through the open window. It dropped down onto the wooden floor of Lukos's quarters with a muffled thud and pushed back its hood.
Heart racing and fingers trembling, Thalia of Nikolaos stared down at the sleeping shape of the pirate captain in the bed. She drew her blade...the one she'd stolen from Ibrascus and twisted it around before taking the three steps to where he was. In one swift move, she lifted the skirts of her gown and straddled his waist; pressing the blade to the underside of his throat as he woke. Her mouth went to his mouth to keep him from calling out and she stared down at him silently until he figured out who she was.
She'd watched him leave several hours before after agreeing to Persephone's request. After demanding of her more than he could ever want or need. And he'd done it all at her request. She'd wanted to go after him then.. to try and understand why, but there was no room for weakness in front of the future reigning monarch of Athenia. She had to go back to the palace with her and then return to stay with Diomedes that night. But she stared up at the ceiling in her room for hours thinking about what had happened. About him and the way, he looked at her. Of her betrayal and his bargain... a bargain that would stifle him and she couldn't stay away. Not knowing exactly where he was. The torture and uncertainty since he'd been gone were no different than it had been on the island. She'd needed him that evening as much as she needed to see him when he'd come in from the storm.
And so she dressed; twisting her hair into a loose braid before pulling on the cloak she'd worn to the tavern. She'd strapped on her short sword to her back and her dagger to her leg and left the family house in the upper wards to find him. There was no other time.. no way she could come here during the day, or speak to him when they met with Persephone in 3 days. It had to be now.
When his eyes finally sorted out what was going on, she whispered a soft 'shh' before easing the blade from his throat and the hand from his mouth. She'd come here with so many things to say; questions to ask but in seeing his shadowed figure and his dark eyes staring up at her from the bed....their bed, they were all lost. Just as quickly as she'd attacked him, she dropped the blade off the side of the bed and leaned forward; her mouth slanting over his as she held his chin.
The hand that had the blade fell against the side of his face; her thumb stroking his cheek as she gave a soft whimper of emotion. Gods she'd missed him. The whole world was stacked against them and she had no reason to be here. He had every right to kill her and she probably deserved it.. She'd broken their promise and put his life in danger because of it. But it wasn't anything he hadn't done a thousand times over. For one night she wanted to put it all aside. To just be with him again.
She broke the kiss and hissed against his lips as her nose grazed his cheek. "You're so stupid...." Her throat felt thick and her words came out strangled. She kissed him again as she fought the well of tears that she'd held back for months as she choked out words. "Why did you do that? ...Of all the things.... you could ask for.... a barony? What would you do.... with a barony??" Her words were spoken around kisses and tears. She was furious and sorrowful and horrified. She'd missed him and she hated him and she loved him. And she hated that she loved him. ...But she loved loving him all the same.
On the darkest night of the month, when the moon was only a sliver set low in the sky, the streets of Athenia were almost impossible to maneuver for someone unfamiliar with them, But the shadow that slipped along the sides of buildings and downstairs did so with an ease and stealth that spoke of a familiarity with the area. Fingertips trailed along building walls to help guild the cloaked figure to the next level before stealing across vacant streets and cutting down to the next level of stairs to descend those as well.
The lamps to the homes that lined the hillside had long been extinguished and there wasn't a soul alive to interrupt the form as it stole away into the night; silently drawing closer to its target. There was no glint of moonlight to catch the hilt of a blade, or stray dog to betray its location. The shadow slipped over walls; dropping down to a crouch easily before hurrying across another street; down a side alley; around a fountain and through the market. Nothing was overturned and no one would see it coming.
The shadow descended the stairs that lead down to the peers where the Athenian ships rested in the harbor; cold and listless, the sea lapped against their hulls; rocking their occupants to sleep. The shadow paused as two Athenian guards turned in their patrol to look around; aware of their observance. When they turned their backs, the shadow slipped silently towards them before hopping down onto the beach. The tide was low and the sand absorbed the sound of the interloper's feet as they moved along the dry dock. When it reached the middle of the pier, it stopped to ensure it found it's target. The cloaked hooded figure looked back to check on the guards who had moved down in the opposite direction before reaching up to the side of the pier. It's shadowy fingers curled around the edge of wooden planks before it pulled itself up stealthily. With silent exertion, a leg was lifted over the edge and the shadow climbed to its feet before continuing its purpose; the Aceton... the ship of Lukos of Magnemea and traitor to Elias of Stravos.
The shadow slipped past the sleeping pirate at the edge of the gangway; an empty bottle dangling from his hand and the scent of stale wine seemed to radiate around him. It padded up the plank and dropped down silently onto the ship. As the night was warm, several pirates slept atop the deck; their snoring loud and heavy from drink. The figure stepped around them and stopped at the stairs that lead to the lower level but considered better of it. Instead, it climbed up to the lookout at the rear of the ship and looked over the edge. The window was open to allow a breeze from the warm summer night into the captains quarters below. Climbing over the edge, the shadow lowered itself down stealthily to the ledge and then slipped silently through the open window. It dropped down onto the wooden floor of Lukos's quarters with a muffled thud and pushed back its hood.
Heart racing and fingers trembling, Thalia of Nikolaos stared down at the sleeping shape of the pirate captain in the bed. She drew her blade...the one she'd stolen from Ibrascus and twisted it around before taking the three steps to where he was. In one swift move, she lifted the skirts of her gown and straddled his waist; pressing the blade to the underside of his throat as he woke. Her mouth went to his mouth to keep him from calling out and she stared down at him silently until he figured out who she was.
She'd watched him leave several hours before after agreeing to Persephone's request. After demanding of her more than he could ever want or need. And he'd done it all at her request. She'd wanted to go after him then.. to try and understand why, but there was no room for weakness in front of the future reigning monarch of Athenia. She had to go back to the palace with her and then return to stay with Diomedes that night. But she stared up at the ceiling in her room for hours thinking about what had happened. About him and the way, he looked at her. Of her betrayal and his bargain... a bargain that would stifle him and she couldn't stay away. Not knowing exactly where he was. The torture and uncertainty since he'd been gone were no different than it had been on the island. She'd needed him that evening as much as she needed to see him when he'd come in from the storm.
And so she dressed; twisting her hair into a loose braid before pulling on the cloak she'd worn to the tavern. She'd strapped on her short sword to her back and her dagger to her leg and left the family house in the upper wards to find him. There was no other time.. no way she could come here during the day, or speak to him when they met with Persephone in 3 days. It had to be now.
When his eyes finally sorted out what was going on, she whispered a soft 'shh' before easing the blade from his throat and the hand from his mouth. She'd come here with so many things to say; questions to ask but in seeing his shadowed figure and his dark eyes staring up at her from the bed....their bed, they were all lost. Just as quickly as she'd attacked him, she dropped the blade off the side of the bed and leaned forward; her mouth slanting over his as she held his chin.
The hand that had the blade fell against the side of his face; her thumb stroking his cheek as she gave a soft whimper of emotion. Gods she'd missed him. The whole world was stacked against them and she had no reason to be here. He had every right to kill her and she probably deserved it.. She'd broken their promise and put his life in danger because of it. But it wasn't anything he hadn't done a thousand times over. For one night she wanted to put it all aside. To just be with him again.
She broke the kiss and hissed against his lips as her nose grazed his cheek. "You're so stupid...." Her throat felt thick and her words came out strangled. She kissed him again as she fought the well of tears that she'd held back for months as she choked out words. "Why did you do that? ...Of all the things.... you could ask for.... a barony? What would you do.... with a barony??" Her words were spoken around kisses and tears. She was furious and sorrowful and horrified. She'd missed him and she hated him and she loved him. And she hated that she loved him. ...But she loved loving him all the same.
The cold fury sustained him through the bawdy tavern and out into the night. His men struggled to keep up with his brisk pace as he led them back through the twisting streets to the harbor. To the guards who stopped them, simply because they were a large group, he patiently answered their questions and put their justified fears to rest. Once at the ship, he stopped by the gangway, allowing his crew to go up first.
Each kept their silence, not trusting his. The truth was he couldn’t think. The chaos flinging his thoughts into utter confusion threatened to overwhelm him and he didn’t trust himself to speak. He wanted to keep his storm contained.
Arktos hung over the side of the ship, his upper half crushed against the railing. “Were you right?” he boomed. Lukos’s head snapped up. “Was it a royal?”
“Keep your fucking voice down,” Lukos hissed, looking around as eyes were drawn to them.
The harbor was mostly deserted except for a few sailors and fisherman. Whores too still wandered around, though most already had already departed, having secured a bit of business. The few women who were left eyed him and his ship with interest, both from Arktos’s careless bellow and from the fact that he had enough men to pay them all. He turned his back on them, not wanting any such company tonight or any other in the foreseeable future.
Arktos pushed away from the railing as his captain hurried up the gangway. They met just as Lukos’s boots touched the deck. The rest of his crew pretended they hadn’t heard but it didn’t matter. If the gods were as cruel as he knew them to be, Persephone would be here in three days and the secret would be out on ship anyway. He bunched his fist in Arktos’s shirt and hauled him behind him down the stairs.
“Easy!” Arktos’s fingers dug at his but Lukos only elbowed him into submission. The two of them drummed down the stairs and burst into his cabin. He let go of Arktos and hid his face in his hands as the older man shut the door. “Captain?” Arktos’s voice had lost any humor and was tinged with a note of alarm. He was only steady so long as his captain was and as Lukos paced blindly, Arktos’s muscles tensed, somehow making him appear smaller.
“I don’t know what to do.” Desperation bled into his voice, cracking it at the end. His fingers tangled in his dark hair as he raked through it again. For the first time in his life, he was at a complete loss. There was no plan and he could not see a way out.
“Steady,” Arktos reached out to pat him but Lukos reared back, his eyes swept him up and down. “Steady, it’s only me.” After a pause he said, “What happened?”
“It was the fucking princess,” Lukos covered his mouth with his hand and spoke from behind it. His voice came out muffled but Arktos didn’t have trouble hearing. “She wants me to testify in the senate against Stravos.”
“Oh you didn’t-” Arktos sank down on Lukos’s bed. It groaned under his weight.
“I was going to tell her she could fuck me and then we’d talk-” he laughed hysterically like it was funny without finding any humor in it at all. “But then Phaedra started throwing around ‘choices’-”
“Wait, what was she-”
“And I saw her and I just-” he wasn’t listening to Arktos as his bear struggled to keep up. “She’s like...I don’t know, I couldn’t tell her no and I sat back down and then Persephone is asking me what I want-” Arktos just stared, not hiding the naked horror and bewilderment on his face.
“You’re not going to the senate?” Arktos prompted when Lukos abruptly stopped speaking and paused by the open window.
“I’m not sure,” Lukos refused to turn around. He hugged himself, trying to slow his panicked heartbeat. “I think I might have agreed to be a baron if all this plays out Persephone’s way.”
Silence met this statement. “How did the princess even know about Stravos?” Arktos snapped. The bed creaked as he rose from it. “Why was Phaedra there?”
“She’s the one who betrayed us,” Lukos’s distant voice only made Arktos start to show the same signs of panic.
“You said she wouldn’t!” he stabbed a finger into Lukos’s shoulder.
“I lied,” Lukos didn’t flinch even though he could already feel the bruise that would form from Arktos’s abuse.
“You...you what?” The bed creaked again under Arktos’s weight. “You took her back knowing she would do this?”
“I hoped-”
“You knew.” The accusation was flat and angry.
“I didn’t think anyone would listen to her. She lied to me. I don’t know who she is but she’s not Phaedra or whatever else she claimed.” He turned then, still hugging himself and leveling Arktos with a righteous fury. “This is why I say we don’t take nobles. They are trouble.”
“They are when you fuck them,” Arktos surged to his feet, nearly hitting the ceiling with the top of his head.
Lukos had purposefully goaded his bear into a fight. He’d thought he wanted to rip someone apart but now that Arktos was ready, he found himself unwilling to push further. All he wanted now was to be alone. Dropping his arms, he walked to the door and opened it, silently motioning for Arktos to leave.
“You put us all at fucking risk,” the bear hissed, not as ready to drop it as his captain. “For a woman.”
Lukos slid his eyes slowly away as Arktos bent down to get into his face. This feigned indifference infuriated the bear further. Two meaty hands slammed against the wall on either side of Lukos’s head but all it did was was prompt Lukos’s dark eyes to shift back in a haughty challenge for Arktos to push him into a real, bloody fight. They both knew he wouldn’t.
“She must be a good fuck,” Arktos bared his teeth. “You know what else? I don’t see her here. She doesn’t want you, Lukos. She left. So I just want you to know, that we will follow you and we will drown with you, but it’s your fault if we all die.” he said, jabbing his finger into Lukos’s chest hard enough to push him back. “Your fault.”
Just before Arktos slammed the door, he said, “And you didn’t take me to see the princess!” as though this part of the betrayal was the worst of it.
Lukos stayed against the wall, listening to Arktos stump down into the lower deck. He could hear his men laughing above him and knew they were getting into the wine but he didn’t have it in him to stop them. Athenia’s port wasn’t Colchis. The ship would be safe enough more than likely.
Growling to himself, he pulled off his shirt and flung it into the corner. Until the conversation with Arktos, he hadn’t even bothered about Phaedra’s real identity. All he knew for certain was that she’d lied about her name and he’d fallen for it. For months. She’d played him so completely he was surprised that she hadn’t just ripped his whole goddamn island out from under him but, he paused as he started to climb into bed, she actually had. That was what he’d essentially agreed to. Her revenge on him was complete.
After the clay lamp was extinguished, he lay there in the darkness, listening to his men grow ever more rowdy until at last, they dropped off to sleep one by one. He too drifted into unconsciousness, the tomblike silence of his temple the last thing he thought about before slipping away. His sleep was deep enough that he didn’t rouse completely when Thalia thumped on the floor of his room. It was a sound that could have happened anywhere onboard and did with such frequency, his sense of danger was not piqued.
He started to shift as soon as she had one knee on the bed but abruptly stopped as soon as he felt the edge of the knife on his throat. His eyes flew open as her soft hand pressed down hard on his mouth. All he could see was her shadowed outline in the darkness but even her shape was so familiar that his body relaxed almost immediately. Despite the knife, his hands came up to rest on her hips.
“What-” he tried but she shushed him softly and he quieted. She leaned down, letting the blade clatter to the floor, and kissed him. Whatever he thought of her, he didn’t fight her. His hands slid to cup her bottom and he lifted up, forcing her back until they were sitting upright, still caught up in each other.
When she whimpered into his mouth, his arms locked around her, crushing her against him. Being without her for so long had been a unique torture. Her fear back in the tavern that he’d been with others was justified. He had. Several. But no one tasted like she did or made his blood race fast enough to make him dizzy with desire. They’d all been pale imitations; insignificant and ultimately worthless.
He didn’t want anyone else and his attempts at burying her memory had failed spectacularly. All the anger still burning toward her didn’t matter as she sat astride him, giving him a taste of what he’d wanted the second she’d left.
She broke their kiss, leaning back just enough to tell him he was stupid. “Very,” he whispered, finding her mouth again but she wasn’t done.
"Why did you do that? ...Of all the things.... you could ask for.... a barony? What would you do.... with a barony??"
Her face was wet. Their kisses were constantly interrupted with words. The muscles of her body were tense under his hands and he was the same but he did not cry. As she mentioned the barony, the panic he’d barely fought down threatened to undo him again. Shifting them, he forced her back so that she was flat on the bed with him staring down at her through the dark.
There was no intimidation. He didn’t have time. She’d disappear if he didn’t keep his mouth somewhere on her body. At first it was her mouth, then her check, down to her neck. Her hair smelled different than it had on the island but it felt the same against his nose.
“I should have asked for her crown,” he whispered against her ear, his fingers working her hair out of its braid. “She’s a fool if she actually goes through with this.” Her questions of what he’d do with a barony were wholly ignored because he didn’t know. It didn’t bear thinking about because, at least for now, that nightmare was far away, and, as far as he was concerned, still might not happen at all.
He didn’t want to think anymore. Not about Persephone or of his argument with Arktos. So what if the woman below him had lied about absolutely everything? She was here. Her tears betrayed that Arktos was fucking wrong; she did want him and he wanted her and as bad as it was, he knew he’d line his whole crew and their families up to the gallows if she asked it of him. It wasn’t a question of if he wanted to so much as he would deny her nothing; he was too selfish and he needed her too much for any of his actions to be remotely rational.
“Don’t ask me for more,” he muttered, returning to her mouth. “I don’t have anything left.” She had on too many clothes. He unclasped her cloak and pushed it off her shoulders without mercy. His hands slid over the fabric of her dress, re-memorizing the curves of her body. The urge to lose himself inside her overrode everything else. There would be time for questions later.
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The cold fury sustained him through the bawdy tavern and out into the night. His men struggled to keep up with his brisk pace as he led them back through the twisting streets to the harbor. To the guards who stopped them, simply because they were a large group, he patiently answered their questions and put their justified fears to rest. Once at the ship, he stopped by the gangway, allowing his crew to go up first.
Each kept their silence, not trusting his. The truth was he couldn’t think. The chaos flinging his thoughts into utter confusion threatened to overwhelm him and he didn’t trust himself to speak. He wanted to keep his storm contained.
Arktos hung over the side of the ship, his upper half crushed against the railing. “Were you right?” he boomed. Lukos’s head snapped up. “Was it a royal?”
“Keep your fucking voice down,” Lukos hissed, looking around as eyes were drawn to them.
The harbor was mostly deserted except for a few sailors and fisherman. Whores too still wandered around, though most already had already departed, having secured a bit of business. The few women who were left eyed him and his ship with interest, both from Arktos’s careless bellow and from the fact that he had enough men to pay them all. He turned his back on them, not wanting any such company tonight or any other in the foreseeable future.
Arktos pushed away from the railing as his captain hurried up the gangway. They met just as Lukos’s boots touched the deck. The rest of his crew pretended they hadn’t heard but it didn’t matter. If the gods were as cruel as he knew them to be, Persephone would be here in three days and the secret would be out on ship anyway. He bunched his fist in Arktos’s shirt and hauled him behind him down the stairs.
“Easy!” Arktos’s fingers dug at his but Lukos only elbowed him into submission. The two of them drummed down the stairs and burst into his cabin. He let go of Arktos and hid his face in his hands as the older man shut the door. “Captain?” Arktos’s voice had lost any humor and was tinged with a note of alarm. He was only steady so long as his captain was and as Lukos paced blindly, Arktos’s muscles tensed, somehow making him appear smaller.
“I don’t know what to do.” Desperation bled into his voice, cracking it at the end. His fingers tangled in his dark hair as he raked through it again. For the first time in his life, he was at a complete loss. There was no plan and he could not see a way out.
“Steady,” Arktos reached out to pat him but Lukos reared back, his eyes swept him up and down. “Steady, it’s only me.” After a pause he said, “What happened?”
“It was the fucking princess,” Lukos covered his mouth with his hand and spoke from behind it. His voice came out muffled but Arktos didn’t have trouble hearing. “She wants me to testify in the senate against Stravos.”
“Oh you didn’t-” Arktos sank down on Lukos’s bed. It groaned under his weight.
“I was going to tell her she could fuck me and then we’d talk-” he laughed hysterically like it was funny without finding any humor in it at all. “But then Phaedra started throwing around ‘choices’-”
“Wait, what was she-”
“And I saw her and I just-” he wasn’t listening to Arktos as his bear struggled to keep up. “She’s like...I don’t know, I couldn’t tell her no and I sat back down and then Persephone is asking me what I want-” Arktos just stared, not hiding the naked horror and bewilderment on his face.
“You’re not going to the senate?” Arktos prompted when Lukos abruptly stopped speaking and paused by the open window.
“I’m not sure,” Lukos refused to turn around. He hugged himself, trying to slow his panicked heartbeat. “I think I might have agreed to be a baron if all this plays out Persephone’s way.”
Silence met this statement. “How did the princess even know about Stravos?” Arktos snapped. The bed creaked as he rose from it. “Why was Phaedra there?”
“She’s the one who betrayed us,” Lukos’s distant voice only made Arktos start to show the same signs of panic.
“You said she wouldn’t!” he stabbed a finger into Lukos’s shoulder.
“I lied,” Lukos didn’t flinch even though he could already feel the bruise that would form from Arktos’s abuse.
“You...you what?” The bed creaked again under Arktos’s weight. “You took her back knowing she would do this?”
“I hoped-”
“You knew.” The accusation was flat and angry.
“I didn’t think anyone would listen to her. She lied to me. I don’t know who she is but she’s not Phaedra or whatever else she claimed.” He turned then, still hugging himself and leveling Arktos with a righteous fury. “This is why I say we don’t take nobles. They are trouble.”
“They are when you fuck them,” Arktos surged to his feet, nearly hitting the ceiling with the top of his head.
Lukos had purposefully goaded his bear into a fight. He’d thought he wanted to rip someone apart but now that Arktos was ready, he found himself unwilling to push further. All he wanted now was to be alone. Dropping his arms, he walked to the door and opened it, silently motioning for Arktos to leave.
“You put us all at fucking risk,” the bear hissed, not as ready to drop it as his captain. “For a woman.”
Lukos slid his eyes slowly away as Arktos bent down to get into his face. This feigned indifference infuriated the bear further. Two meaty hands slammed against the wall on either side of Lukos’s head but all it did was was prompt Lukos’s dark eyes to shift back in a haughty challenge for Arktos to push him into a real, bloody fight. They both knew he wouldn’t.
“She must be a good fuck,” Arktos bared his teeth. “You know what else? I don’t see her here. She doesn’t want you, Lukos. She left. So I just want you to know, that we will follow you and we will drown with you, but it’s your fault if we all die.” he said, jabbing his finger into Lukos’s chest hard enough to push him back. “Your fault.”
Just before Arktos slammed the door, he said, “And you didn’t take me to see the princess!” as though this part of the betrayal was the worst of it.
Lukos stayed against the wall, listening to Arktos stump down into the lower deck. He could hear his men laughing above him and knew they were getting into the wine but he didn’t have it in him to stop them. Athenia’s port wasn’t Colchis. The ship would be safe enough more than likely.
Growling to himself, he pulled off his shirt and flung it into the corner. Until the conversation with Arktos, he hadn’t even bothered about Phaedra’s real identity. All he knew for certain was that she’d lied about her name and he’d fallen for it. For months. She’d played him so completely he was surprised that she hadn’t just ripped his whole goddamn island out from under him but, he paused as he started to climb into bed, she actually had. That was what he’d essentially agreed to. Her revenge on him was complete.
After the clay lamp was extinguished, he lay there in the darkness, listening to his men grow ever more rowdy until at last, they dropped off to sleep one by one. He too drifted into unconsciousness, the tomblike silence of his temple the last thing he thought about before slipping away. His sleep was deep enough that he didn’t rouse completely when Thalia thumped on the floor of his room. It was a sound that could have happened anywhere onboard and did with such frequency, his sense of danger was not piqued.
He started to shift as soon as she had one knee on the bed but abruptly stopped as soon as he felt the edge of the knife on his throat. His eyes flew open as her soft hand pressed down hard on his mouth. All he could see was her shadowed outline in the darkness but even her shape was so familiar that his body relaxed almost immediately. Despite the knife, his hands came up to rest on her hips.
“What-” he tried but she shushed him softly and he quieted. She leaned down, letting the blade clatter to the floor, and kissed him. Whatever he thought of her, he didn’t fight her. His hands slid to cup her bottom and he lifted up, forcing her back until they were sitting upright, still caught up in each other.
When she whimpered into his mouth, his arms locked around her, crushing her against him. Being without her for so long had been a unique torture. Her fear back in the tavern that he’d been with others was justified. He had. Several. But no one tasted like she did or made his blood race fast enough to make him dizzy with desire. They’d all been pale imitations; insignificant and ultimately worthless.
He didn’t want anyone else and his attempts at burying her memory had failed spectacularly. All the anger still burning toward her didn’t matter as she sat astride him, giving him a taste of what he’d wanted the second she’d left.
She broke their kiss, leaning back just enough to tell him he was stupid. “Very,” he whispered, finding her mouth again but she wasn’t done.
"Why did you do that? ...Of all the things.... you could ask for.... a barony? What would you do.... with a barony??"
Her face was wet. Their kisses were constantly interrupted with words. The muscles of her body were tense under his hands and he was the same but he did not cry. As she mentioned the barony, the panic he’d barely fought down threatened to undo him again. Shifting them, he forced her back so that she was flat on the bed with him staring down at her through the dark.
There was no intimidation. He didn’t have time. She’d disappear if he didn’t keep his mouth somewhere on her body. At first it was her mouth, then her check, down to her neck. Her hair smelled different than it had on the island but it felt the same against his nose.
“I should have asked for her crown,” he whispered against her ear, his fingers working her hair out of its braid. “She’s a fool if she actually goes through with this.” Her questions of what he’d do with a barony were wholly ignored because he didn’t know. It didn’t bear thinking about because, at least for now, that nightmare was far away, and, as far as he was concerned, still might not happen at all.
He didn’t want to think anymore. Not about Persephone or of his argument with Arktos. So what if the woman below him had lied about absolutely everything? She was here. Her tears betrayed that Arktos was fucking wrong; she did want him and he wanted her and as bad as it was, he knew he’d line his whole crew and their families up to the gallows if she asked it of him. It wasn’t a question of if he wanted to so much as he would deny her nothing; he was too selfish and he needed her too much for any of his actions to be remotely rational.
“Don’t ask me for more,” he muttered, returning to her mouth. “I don’t have anything left.” She had on too many clothes. He unclasped her cloak and pushed it off her shoulders without mercy. His hands slid over the fabric of her dress, re-memorizing the curves of her body. The urge to lose himself inside her overrode everything else. There would be time for questions later.
The cold fury sustained him through the bawdy tavern and out into the night. His men struggled to keep up with his brisk pace as he led them back through the twisting streets to the harbor. To the guards who stopped them, simply because they were a large group, he patiently answered their questions and put their justified fears to rest. Once at the ship, he stopped by the gangway, allowing his crew to go up first.
Each kept their silence, not trusting his. The truth was he couldn’t think. The chaos flinging his thoughts into utter confusion threatened to overwhelm him and he didn’t trust himself to speak. He wanted to keep his storm contained.
Arktos hung over the side of the ship, his upper half crushed against the railing. “Were you right?” he boomed. Lukos’s head snapped up. “Was it a royal?”
“Keep your fucking voice down,” Lukos hissed, looking around as eyes were drawn to them.
The harbor was mostly deserted except for a few sailors and fisherman. Whores too still wandered around, though most already had already departed, having secured a bit of business. The few women who were left eyed him and his ship with interest, both from Arktos’s careless bellow and from the fact that he had enough men to pay them all. He turned his back on them, not wanting any such company tonight or any other in the foreseeable future.
Arktos pushed away from the railing as his captain hurried up the gangway. They met just as Lukos’s boots touched the deck. The rest of his crew pretended they hadn’t heard but it didn’t matter. If the gods were as cruel as he knew them to be, Persephone would be here in three days and the secret would be out on ship anyway. He bunched his fist in Arktos’s shirt and hauled him behind him down the stairs.
“Easy!” Arktos’s fingers dug at his but Lukos only elbowed him into submission. The two of them drummed down the stairs and burst into his cabin. He let go of Arktos and hid his face in his hands as the older man shut the door. “Captain?” Arktos’s voice had lost any humor and was tinged with a note of alarm. He was only steady so long as his captain was and as Lukos paced blindly, Arktos’s muscles tensed, somehow making him appear smaller.
“I don’t know what to do.” Desperation bled into his voice, cracking it at the end. His fingers tangled in his dark hair as he raked through it again. For the first time in his life, he was at a complete loss. There was no plan and he could not see a way out.
“Steady,” Arktos reached out to pat him but Lukos reared back, his eyes swept him up and down. “Steady, it’s only me.” After a pause he said, “What happened?”
“It was the fucking princess,” Lukos covered his mouth with his hand and spoke from behind it. His voice came out muffled but Arktos didn’t have trouble hearing. “She wants me to testify in the senate against Stravos.”
“Oh you didn’t-” Arktos sank down on Lukos’s bed. It groaned under his weight.
“I was going to tell her she could fuck me and then we’d talk-” he laughed hysterically like it was funny without finding any humor in it at all. “But then Phaedra started throwing around ‘choices’-”
“Wait, what was she-”
“And I saw her and I just-” he wasn’t listening to Arktos as his bear struggled to keep up. “She’s like...I don’t know, I couldn’t tell her no and I sat back down and then Persephone is asking me what I want-” Arktos just stared, not hiding the naked horror and bewilderment on his face.
“You’re not going to the senate?” Arktos prompted when Lukos abruptly stopped speaking and paused by the open window.
“I’m not sure,” Lukos refused to turn around. He hugged himself, trying to slow his panicked heartbeat. “I think I might have agreed to be a baron if all this plays out Persephone’s way.”
Silence met this statement. “How did the princess even know about Stravos?” Arktos snapped. The bed creaked as he rose from it. “Why was Phaedra there?”
“She’s the one who betrayed us,” Lukos’s distant voice only made Arktos start to show the same signs of panic.
“You said she wouldn’t!” he stabbed a finger into Lukos’s shoulder.
“I lied,” Lukos didn’t flinch even though he could already feel the bruise that would form from Arktos’s abuse.
“You...you what?” The bed creaked again under Arktos’s weight. “You took her back knowing she would do this?”
“I hoped-”
“You knew.” The accusation was flat and angry.
“I didn’t think anyone would listen to her. She lied to me. I don’t know who she is but she’s not Phaedra or whatever else she claimed.” He turned then, still hugging himself and leveling Arktos with a righteous fury. “This is why I say we don’t take nobles. They are trouble.”
“They are when you fuck them,” Arktos surged to his feet, nearly hitting the ceiling with the top of his head.
Lukos had purposefully goaded his bear into a fight. He’d thought he wanted to rip someone apart but now that Arktos was ready, he found himself unwilling to push further. All he wanted now was to be alone. Dropping his arms, he walked to the door and opened it, silently motioning for Arktos to leave.
“You put us all at fucking risk,” the bear hissed, not as ready to drop it as his captain. “For a woman.”
Lukos slid his eyes slowly away as Arktos bent down to get into his face. This feigned indifference infuriated the bear further. Two meaty hands slammed against the wall on either side of Lukos’s head but all it did was was prompt Lukos’s dark eyes to shift back in a haughty challenge for Arktos to push him into a real, bloody fight. They both knew he wouldn’t.
“She must be a good fuck,” Arktos bared his teeth. “You know what else? I don’t see her here. She doesn’t want you, Lukos. She left. So I just want you to know, that we will follow you and we will drown with you, but it’s your fault if we all die.” he said, jabbing his finger into Lukos’s chest hard enough to push him back. “Your fault.”
Just before Arktos slammed the door, he said, “And you didn’t take me to see the princess!” as though this part of the betrayal was the worst of it.
Lukos stayed against the wall, listening to Arktos stump down into the lower deck. He could hear his men laughing above him and knew they were getting into the wine but he didn’t have it in him to stop them. Athenia’s port wasn’t Colchis. The ship would be safe enough more than likely.
Growling to himself, he pulled off his shirt and flung it into the corner. Until the conversation with Arktos, he hadn’t even bothered about Phaedra’s real identity. All he knew for certain was that she’d lied about her name and he’d fallen for it. For months. She’d played him so completely he was surprised that she hadn’t just ripped his whole goddamn island out from under him but, he paused as he started to climb into bed, she actually had. That was what he’d essentially agreed to. Her revenge on him was complete.
After the clay lamp was extinguished, he lay there in the darkness, listening to his men grow ever more rowdy until at last, they dropped off to sleep one by one. He too drifted into unconsciousness, the tomblike silence of his temple the last thing he thought about before slipping away. His sleep was deep enough that he didn’t rouse completely when Thalia thumped on the floor of his room. It was a sound that could have happened anywhere onboard and did with such frequency, his sense of danger was not piqued.
He started to shift as soon as she had one knee on the bed but abruptly stopped as soon as he felt the edge of the knife on his throat. His eyes flew open as her soft hand pressed down hard on his mouth. All he could see was her shadowed outline in the darkness but even her shape was so familiar that his body relaxed almost immediately. Despite the knife, his hands came up to rest on her hips.
“What-” he tried but she shushed him softly and he quieted. She leaned down, letting the blade clatter to the floor, and kissed him. Whatever he thought of her, he didn’t fight her. His hands slid to cup her bottom and he lifted up, forcing her back until they were sitting upright, still caught up in each other.
When she whimpered into his mouth, his arms locked around her, crushing her against him. Being without her for so long had been a unique torture. Her fear back in the tavern that he’d been with others was justified. He had. Several. But no one tasted like she did or made his blood race fast enough to make him dizzy with desire. They’d all been pale imitations; insignificant and ultimately worthless.
He didn’t want anyone else and his attempts at burying her memory had failed spectacularly. All the anger still burning toward her didn’t matter as she sat astride him, giving him a taste of what he’d wanted the second she’d left.
She broke their kiss, leaning back just enough to tell him he was stupid. “Very,” he whispered, finding her mouth again but she wasn’t done.
"Why did you do that? ...Of all the things.... you could ask for.... a barony? What would you do.... with a barony??"
Her face was wet. Their kisses were constantly interrupted with words. The muscles of her body were tense under his hands and he was the same but he did not cry. As she mentioned the barony, the panic he’d barely fought down threatened to undo him again. Shifting them, he forced her back so that she was flat on the bed with him staring down at her through the dark.
There was no intimidation. He didn’t have time. She’d disappear if he didn’t keep his mouth somewhere on her body. At first it was her mouth, then her check, down to her neck. Her hair smelled different than it had on the island but it felt the same against his nose.
“I should have asked for her crown,” he whispered against her ear, his fingers working her hair out of its braid. “She’s a fool if she actually goes through with this.” Her questions of what he’d do with a barony were wholly ignored because he didn’t know. It didn’t bear thinking about because, at least for now, that nightmare was far away, and, as far as he was concerned, still might not happen at all.
He didn’t want to think anymore. Not about Persephone or of his argument with Arktos. So what if the woman below him had lied about absolutely everything? She was here. Her tears betrayed that Arktos was fucking wrong; she did want him and he wanted her and as bad as it was, he knew he’d line his whole crew and their families up to the gallows if she asked it of him. It wasn’t a question of if he wanted to so much as he would deny her nothing; he was too selfish and he needed her too much for any of his actions to be remotely rational.
“Don’t ask me for more,” he muttered, returning to her mouth. “I don’t have anything left.” She had on too many clothes. He unclasped her cloak and pushed it off her shoulders without mercy. His hands slid over the fabric of her dress, re-memorizing the curves of her body. The urge to lose himself inside her overrode everything else. There would be time for questions later.
“I go out on that fucking ocean because it’s all I have. My father isn’t some rich bastard sitting in his mansion reaping the rewards of his slave labor. He’s dead from rocks collapsing on him in the fucking mines. My freedom is dependent on those ships. On that gold. I’m never going back. You get angry all you want. No one fucking chooses this. No one. We’re sold into it. Born into it. Or stolen into it.”
Lukos's words that day in the temple with the rain pouring down made her lose any kind of hope she had in him. There was no redemption for a man that would sell himself for money and power. The only way you could control them was with more money and power. Thalia was aware of that. She knew Elias Stravos. She knew his type. Perhaps having money; growing up with it and not having to concern oneself with its influence allowed you to focus on what was truly important. Family. Influence. Loyalty. Maybe it was just that the Nikolaos family was imbibed with nobler traits. Their loyalties had always been to family and to country, in that order. It was ingrained in her from an early age. And so when her brother...when her Princess requested her loyalties, she had to make choice. Unfortunately for Lukos, family and country outweighed unrequited love. At least it did then when she didn't believe he could care for anything more than gold and power.
Now?
He'd made a choice. Because of her. Because she asked him to. In sitting back down with Persephone; in agreeing to her terms, not only did he do what was right, even though it was harder, he'd chosen her. And perhaps that was all she ever needed. To know that above gold and greed, he chose her.
His arms circled around her; pulling her close as he sat up and she twisted her own around his shoulders; her hands slipping into his hair. Still, it wasn't close enough. He met her emotional kisses; their bodies rigid with tension and he twisted so that she was beneath him. She let him. He gave her no time to protest; not that she would. His lips moved from hers; down her cheek and neck as he spoke. She gave a choked laugh at his mention of the crown before drawing in a shallow breath. She buried her nose into his temple; feeling his hair tickle her face as her hands grazed his shoulders and arms; urging him forward. Lost in the spontaneity of the moment. Was this why she came? She had to know this would be the outcome.. They'd never be able to sit down and have civil discord... at least not in the way one would at court and she didn't mind that. She liked fighting with him. She liked making up with him too. She would be disingenuous to herself if she said she didn't know this was going to happen.
His mouth moved back to her lips and with his words. he'd sealed himself to her. Every line of defense she'd kept up against him was broken down. Because there was only one weak link when it came to Lukos. One thing that he would give up everything he had for and it was her. She knew that now and it was what she needed from him. Because ultimately, she would do the same. She broke their kiss enough to speak as she brushed her lips around his face with feathered kisses. "You're wrong..." She stilled looked up at him for a moment so he wouldn't doubt her sincerity. "You have me."
She fumbled with his clothing as he worked on hers; deft fingers going to his pants to undo the ties that held them together; pulling hastily at the cords to loosen the garment and push it down his hips. Their touch was becoming more feverish; hasty with need and desire that they'd foregone for months. Her hips raised to meet his and she folded her legs around the back of his thighs. As his hands and mouth explored her, she arched her back and moved with him. Every graze of his fingertips was a firebrand. How had she gone for months without him? How had she functioned? She felt like she'd been living in a bank of clouds; unable to see through the fog and each touch was like a gust of wind pushing the fog away. He'd given her a choice. Him or Athenia. She'd chosen Athenia.
She wouldn't make that mistake again.
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“I go out on that fucking ocean because it’s all I have. My father isn’t some rich bastard sitting in his mansion reaping the rewards of his slave labor. He’s dead from rocks collapsing on him in the fucking mines. My freedom is dependent on those ships. On that gold. I’m never going back. You get angry all you want. No one fucking chooses this. No one. We’re sold into it. Born into it. Or stolen into it.”
Lukos's words that day in the temple with the rain pouring down made her lose any kind of hope she had in him. There was no redemption for a man that would sell himself for money and power. The only way you could control them was with more money and power. Thalia was aware of that. She knew Elias Stravos. She knew his type. Perhaps having money; growing up with it and not having to concern oneself with its influence allowed you to focus on what was truly important. Family. Influence. Loyalty. Maybe it was just that the Nikolaos family was imbibed with nobler traits. Their loyalties had always been to family and to country, in that order. It was ingrained in her from an early age. And so when her brother...when her Princess requested her loyalties, she had to make choice. Unfortunately for Lukos, family and country outweighed unrequited love. At least it did then when she didn't believe he could care for anything more than gold and power.
Now?
He'd made a choice. Because of her. Because she asked him to. In sitting back down with Persephone; in agreeing to her terms, not only did he do what was right, even though it was harder, he'd chosen her. And perhaps that was all she ever needed. To know that above gold and greed, he chose her.
His arms circled around her; pulling her close as he sat up and she twisted her own around his shoulders; her hands slipping into his hair. Still, it wasn't close enough. He met her emotional kisses; their bodies rigid with tension and he twisted so that she was beneath him. She let him. He gave her no time to protest; not that she would. His lips moved from hers; down her cheek and neck as he spoke. She gave a choked laugh at his mention of the crown before drawing in a shallow breath. She buried her nose into his temple; feeling his hair tickle her face as her hands grazed his shoulders and arms; urging him forward. Lost in the spontaneity of the moment. Was this why she came? She had to know this would be the outcome.. They'd never be able to sit down and have civil discord... at least not in the way one would at court and she didn't mind that. She liked fighting with him. She liked making up with him too. She would be disingenuous to herself if she said she didn't know this was going to happen.
His mouth moved back to her lips and with his words. he'd sealed himself to her. Every line of defense she'd kept up against him was broken down. Because there was only one weak link when it came to Lukos. One thing that he would give up everything he had for and it was her. She knew that now and it was what she needed from him. Because ultimately, she would do the same. She broke their kiss enough to speak as she brushed her lips around his face with feathered kisses. "You're wrong..." She stilled looked up at him for a moment so he wouldn't doubt her sincerity. "You have me."
She fumbled with his clothing as he worked on hers; deft fingers going to his pants to undo the ties that held them together; pulling hastily at the cords to loosen the garment and push it down his hips. Their touch was becoming more feverish; hasty with need and desire that they'd foregone for months. Her hips raised to meet his and she folded her legs around the back of his thighs. As his hands and mouth explored her, she arched her back and moved with him. Every graze of his fingertips was a firebrand. How had she gone for months without him? How had she functioned? She felt like she'd been living in a bank of clouds; unable to see through the fog and each touch was like a gust of wind pushing the fog away. He'd given her a choice. Him or Athenia. She'd chosen Athenia.
She wouldn't make that mistake again.
“I go out on that fucking ocean because it’s all I have. My father isn’t some rich bastard sitting in his mansion reaping the rewards of his slave labor. He’s dead from rocks collapsing on him in the fucking mines. My freedom is dependent on those ships. On that gold. I’m never going back. You get angry all you want. No one fucking chooses this. No one. We’re sold into it. Born into it. Or stolen into it.”
Lukos's words that day in the temple with the rain pouring down made her lose any kind of hope she had in him. There was no redemption for a man that would sell himself for money and power. The only way you could control them was with more money and power. Thalia was aware of that. She knew Elias Stravos. She knew his type. Perhaps having money; growing up with it and not having to concern oneself with its influence allowed you to focus on what was truly important. Family. Influence. Loyalty. Maybe it was just that the Nikolaos family was imbibed with nobler traits. Their loyalties had always been to family and to country, in that order. It was ingrained in her from an early age. And so when her brother...when her Princess requested her loyalties, she had to make choice. Unfortunately for Lukos, family and country outweighed unrequited love. At least it did then when she didn't believe he could care for anything more than gold and power.
Now?
He'd made a choice. Because of her. Because she asked him to. In sitting back down with Persephone; in agreeing to her terms, not only did he do what was right, even though it was harder, he'd chosen her. And perhaps that was all she ever needed. To know that above gold and greed, he chose her.
His arms circled around her; pulling her close as he sat up and she twisted her own around his shoulders; her hands slipping into his hair. Still, it wasn't close enough. He met her emotional kisses; their bodies rigid with tension and he twisted so that she was beneath him. She let him. He gave her no time to protest; not that she would. His lips moved from hers; down her cheek and neck as he spoke. She gave a choked laugh at his mention of the crown before drawing in a shallow breath. She buried her nose into his temple; feeling his hair tickle her face as her hands grazed his shoulders and arms; urging him forward. Lost in the spontaneity of the moment. Was this why she came? She had to know this would be the outcome.. They'd never be able to sit down and have civil discord... at least not in the way one would at court and she didn't mind that. She liked fighting with him. She liked making up with him too. She would be disingenuous to herself if she said she didn't know this was going to happen.
His mouth moved back to her lips and with his words. he'd sealed himself to her. Every line of defense she'd kept up against him was broken down. Because there was only one weak link when it came to Lukos. One thing that he would give up everything he had for and it was her. She knew that now and it was what she needed from him. Because ultimately, she would do the same. She broke their kiss enough to speak as she brushed her lips around his face with feathered kisses. "You're wrong..." She stilled looked up at him for a moment so he wouldn't doubt her sincerity. "You have me."
She fumbled with his clothing as he worked on hers; deft fingers going to his pants to undo the ties that held them together; pulling hastily at the cords to loosen the garment and push it down his hips. Their touch was becoming more feverish; hasty with need and desire that they'd foregone for months. Her hips raised to meet his and she folded her legs around the back of his thighs. As his hands and mouth explored her, she arched her back and moved with him. Every graze of his fingertips was a firebrand. How had she gone for months without him? How had she functioned? She felt like she'd been living in a bank of clouds; unable to see through the fog and each touch was like a gust of wind pushing the fog away. He'd given her a choice. Him or Athenia. She'd chosen Athenia.
She wouldn't make that mistake again.
Waves lapped at the ship’s hull as it lulled up and down in the calm waters of the harbor. Occasionally distant laughter or a shout would filter in through the open window. A breeze flitted through the room. He was unaware of any of it.
As she stared up at him, murmuring what he’d wanted to hear, he thought back to Arktos’s own taunt, thrown in his face in this very room just a few hours ago. If the bear only knew. Her fingers tugged at the laces of his pants and he understood that she shared his desire not to speak further.
They fit together seamlessly, easily. The hiss of her breath in his ear and the way she moaned into his mouth as he struggled to keep her quiet were what he would burn cities to keep. She writhed beneath him, real and tangible in his hands. Until he was inside her, with her legs wrapped around his waist, he hadn’t realized how badly he’d truly missed her.
When the Aceton had docked back at the island after she’d gone, he had walked up the hill to the temple. As soon as the doors were open, and he was confronted with the things she had left behind, the realization of what he’d done and how far he’d pushed her dropped him to his knees. That first night, he slept there alone, partially as self punishment. The next night, he went down to Arktos’s house and stayed there for a solid month.
As her breath quickened, he shifted them both so that she sat astride him again as he looked up at her. He’d purposefully broken their stride so that they could keep going. When this ended, real life would come crashing back. His hands cupped her backside and he didn’t help bring her to her climax yet. If she wanted it, she’d have to do it on her own. It was selfish but he wanted to keep her as long as possible.
The whores staying with Arktos had been all too keen to keep him there. He was a change of pace from the bear or anyone else and for a time, they had served as a distraction but only for a little while. The meaninglessness of it was not enough which was something he had not experienced before. It was as if Thalia had reached out to him from Athenia for a final stab, taking any pleasure he’d had in life with her, keeping it at an unreachable distance.
After a month, he returned to the temple and dismantled everything she had set up. The bed was back to where it was before, the fabric he’d sold the first chance he got. All the crates had been loaded onto the Aceton and sold. In the three months she had been gone, he’d brought in new things, arranging them just as haphazardly as he’d done before and it looked like she’d never been there. It was the only way he’d been able to get a decent night’s sleep.
Her hips rocked against his. His hands moved up her body, cupping her breasts and smoothing down her back. He forgot to delay anything. As her breathing hitched, he sat up, kissing her throat and chest. Without thinking he matched her, riding out a shock of pleasure he hadn’t experienced since before she’d forced him to give her up.
His heartbeat slowed at last and his ran his fingers along the contours of her stomach, looking up at her. Questions started teeming in his mind again as the haze of lust subsided. She was perfect and right where she should be. He had a nagging suspicion though that she would not stay until morning.
“Is this how it works?” he kept his voice low so that if one of his men woke up, they wouldn’t hear. Although, he wasn’t entirely sure they’d been quiet enough just now. “You sneak away from your husband every time I’m in port?” It was well past midnight. They were into early morning. She’d had to wait and sneak out from somewhere and he guessed that she’d been married off already. If she was coming with him to stay, likely she would have just walked in through the door and informed them all. With her, there was usually no sneaking around.
She was as bad as Arktos about bullying her way into places and so that she’d dropped in through the window told him that no one knew where she was. The knife he didn’t ask about. They were usually fairly rough with each other and he was content to believe that she both wanted to kill him, and love him. He generally felt the same, although tonight, he’d have let her drive the dagger into his chest; no fight, arms open and waiting.
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Waves lapped at the ship’s hull as it lulled up and down in the calm waters of the harbor. Occasionally distant laughter or a shout would filter in through the open window. A breeze flitted through the room. He was unaware of any of it.
As she stared up at him, murmuring what he’d wanted to hear, he thought back to Arktos’s own taunt, thrown in his face in this very room just a few hours ago. If the bear only knew. Her fingers tugged at the laces of his pants and he understood that she shared his desire not to speak further.
They fit together seamlessly, easily. The hiss of her breath in his ear and the way she moaned into his mouth as he struggled to keep her quiet were what he would burn cities to keep. She writhed beneath him, real and tangible in his hands. Until he was inside her, with her legs wrapped around his waist, he hadn’t realized how badly he’d truly missed her.
When the Aceton had docked back at the island after she’d gone, he had walked up the hill to the temple. As soon as the doors were open, and he was confronted with the things she had left behind, the realization of what he’d done and how far he’d pushed her dropped him to his knees. That first night, he slept there alone, partially as self punishment. The next night, he went down to Arktos’s house and stayed there for a solid month.
As her breath quickened, he shifted them both so that she sat astride him again as he looked up at her. He’d purposefully broken their stride so that they could keep going. When this ended, real life would come crashing back. His hands cupped her backside and he didn’t help bring her to her climax yet. If she wanted it, she’d have to do it on her own. It was selfish but he wanted to keep her as long as possible.
The whores staying with Arktos had been all too keen to keep him there. He was a change of pace from the bear or anyone else and for a time, they had served as a distraction but only for a little while. The meaninglessness of it was not enough which was something he had not experienced before. It was as if Thalia had reached out to him from Athenia for a final stab, taking any pleasure he’d had in life with her, keeping it at an unreachable distance.
After a month, he returned to the temple and dismantled everything she had set up. The bed was back to where it was before, the fabric he’d sold the first chance he got. All the crates had been loaded onto the Aceton and sold. In the three months she had been gone, he’d brought in new things, arranging them just as haphazardly as he’d done before and it looked like she’d never been there. It was the only way he’d been able to get a decent night’s sleep.
Her hips rocked against his. His hands moved up her body, cupping her breasts and smoothing down her back. He forgot to delay anything. As her breathing hitched, he sat up, kissing her throat and chest. Without thinking he matched her, riding out a shock of pleasure he hadn’t experienced since before she’d forced him to give her up.
His heartbeat slowed at last and his ran his fingers along the contours of her stomach, looking up at her. Questions started teeming in his mind again as the haze of lust subsided. She was perfect and right where she should be. He had a nagging suspicion though that she would not stay until morning.
“Is this how it works?” he kept his voice low so that if one of his men woke up, they wouldn’t hear. Although, he wasn’t entirely sure they’d been quiet enough just now. “You sneak away from your husband every time I’m in port?” It was well past midnight. They were into early morning. She’d had to wait and sneak out from somewhere and he guessed that she’d been married off already. If she was coming with him to stay, likely she would have just walked in through the door and informed them all. With her, there was usually no sneaking around.
She was as bad as Arktos about bullying her way into places and so that she’d dropped in through the window told him that no one knew where she was. The knife he didn’t ask about. They were usually fairly rough with each other and he was content to believe that she both wanted to kill him, and love him. He generally felt the same, although tonight, he’d have let her drive the dagger into his chest; no fight, arms open and waiting.
Waves lapped at the ship’s hull as it lulled up and down in the calm waters of the harbor. Occasionally distant laughter or a shout would filter in through the open window. A breeze flitted through the room. He was unaware of any of it.
As she stared up at him, murmuring what he’d wanted to hear, he thought back to Arktos’s own taunt, thrown in his face in this very room just a few hours ago. If the bear only knew. Her fingers tugged at the laces of his pants and he understood that she shared his desire not to speak further.
They fit together seamlessly, easily. The hiss of her breath in his ear and the way she moaned into his mouth as he struggled to keep her quiet were what he would burn cities to keep. She writhed beneath him, real and tangible in his hands. Until he was inside her, with her legs wrapped around his waist, he hadn’t realized how badly he’d truly missed her.
When the Aceton had docked back at the island after she’d gone, he had walked up the hill to the temple. As soon as the doors were open, and he was confronted with the things she had left behind, the realization of what he’d done and how far he’d pushed her dropped him to his knees. That first night, he slept there alone, partially as self punishment. The next night, he went down to Arktos’s house and stayed there for a solid month.
As her breath quickened, he shifted them both so that she sat astride him again as he looked up at her. He’d purposefully broken their stride so that they could keep going. When this ended, real life would come crashing back. His hands cupped her backside and he didn’t help bring her to her climax yet. If she wanted it, she’d have to do it on her own. It was selfish but he wanted to keep her as long as possible.
The whores staying with Arktos had been all too keen to keep him there. He was a change of pace from the bear or anyone else and for a time, they had served as a distraction but only for a little while. The meaninglessness of it was not enough which was something he had not experienced before. It was as if Thalia had reached out to him from Athenia for a final stab, taking any pleasure he’d had in life with her, keeping it at an unreachable distance.
After a month, he returned to the temple and dismantled everything she had set up. The bed was back to where it was before, the fabric he’d sold the first chance he got. All the crates had been loaded onto the Aceton and sold. In the three months she had been gone, he’d brought in new things, arranging them just as haphazardly as he’d done before and it looked like she’d never been there. It was the only way he’d been able to get a decent night’s sleep.
Her hips rocked against his. His hands moved up her body, cupping her breasts and smoothing down her back. He forgot to delay anything. As her breathing hitched, he sat up, kissing her throat and chest. Without thinking he matched her, riding out a shock of pleasure he hadn’t experienced since before she’d forced him to give her up.
His heartbeat slowed at last and his ran his fingers along the contours of her stomach, looking up at her. Questions started teeming in his mind again as the haze of lust subsided. She was perfect and right where she should be. He had a nagging suspicion though that she would not stay until morning.
“Is this how it works?” he kept his voice low so that if one of his men woke up, they wouldn’t hear. Although, he wasn’t entirely sure they’d been quiet enough just now. “You sneak away from your husband every time I’m in port?” It was well past midnight. They were into early morning. She’d had to wait and sneak out from somewhere and he guessed that she’d been married off already. If she was coming with him to stay, likely she would have just walked in through the door and informed them all. With her, there was usually no sneaking around.
She was as bad as Arktos about bullying her way into places and so that she’d dropped in through the window told him that no one knew where she was. The knife he didn’t ask about. They were usually fairly rough with each other and he was content to believe that she both wanted to kill him, and love him. He generally felt the same, although tonight, he’d have let her drive the dagger into his chest; no fight, arms open and waiting.
They made quick work of each other's clothing; stripping every garment away until they were both bared before each other. It was like no time had passed; there was no awkwardness...no attempt at remembering how things were, they just knew. With fumbling hands and hasty urgency, he adjusted her properly before laying claim to her again and she arched her back and gasped as he pushed into her. His mouth covered hers; stealing away her whimper of pleasure as his hips moved against hers. She caressed his cheek as she moved with him; lost in how he felt inside her; how thoroughly he filled her and how his body felt above hers. She'd craved him... this for months. There was no one else. There would be no one else that could make her feel the way Lukos did. There as just no comparison because she loved him. Time had shifted it. In the beginning, she'd thought it was just raw lust... one body in need of another. But she'd never craved another man like she did Lukos. Like air and water. When she couldn't have him she felt hollow; a shell of the person she normally was.
He twisted so she was atop him and she hissed with the change of pace.. But she rocked against his hips; finding her rhythm. Her hand braced on his chest as she took control; reveling in how deep he got when they were in this position. He drew up and brushed kisses against her chest and breasts and her arm curled around his neck; curling into his hair as she braced herself on his shoulder. Her face felt flushed and heated and she could feel her body growing closer to the inevitable conclusion of their lovemaking. Her lips parted and she sucked in a breath before every nerve in her body felt like it exploded. She cried out and gripped him to her; burying her mouth against his to stifle her release. She felt him come too and gripped him tighter as she shivered against him with wave after wave of pleasure that rolled over them. Finally, their bodies had their fill and they sank down in the bed; Thalia draped against his chest as the gasped for breath; her hair flung over her head in a tangled mess. She didn't move; enjoying the feeling of his body joined to hers; even after they'd finished. And her eyes closed contentedly as she listened to his heartbeat as it pounded quickly in his chest; the sound of his breathing as he fought to gain control. She was home. And it made her smile.
Her hands tucked beneath him; content with their closeness until he finally broke the silence by speaking. She looked up curiously; her eyes hazy with spent pleasure. Propping her chin on his chest, she frowned as he asked if this was how it would be after she married. But he didn't get it, did he? There was no one else for her... there never would be. His words were antagonistic; they searched for a fight, but she didn't want a fight... not just now... another time, perhaps but right now she needed him. She needed him to hold her.
She untangled a hand from beneath his torso and lifted it to brush some damp lucks from his forehead; her eyes watching his. She was ready to leave with him. If he asked she just might. ...But that wasn't the most prudent outcome. Thalia needed to be here not only for her sake but for his. Perhaps when he was a baron, things would be different. Whatever the case, Patros was no longer an option.
She shifted up and off of his hips so she could brush her lips languidly against his. She had snuck in. But she knew his door would be locked from the inside. The window was the easiest way to rouse him without waking the whole boat. "You really are an idiot. ...There's no one else for me. There never was and there never will be. I love you." She sank down so she lay familiarly beside him; resting her cheek against his chest. She was quiet for a long moment before speaking solemnly. "If you ask me to go, I will go with you." She would go tonight. Abscond into the night as she had before. ...But Persephone needed him. And she couldn't leave her family as she had before. ....No. This time if she left, she would prepare them.
Because if she left, she could never come back.
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They made quick work of each other's clothing; stripping every garment away until they were both bared before each other. It was like no time had passed; there was no awkwardness...no attempt at remembering how things were, they just knew. With fumbling hands and hasty urgency, he adjusted her properly before laying claim to her again and she arched her back and gasped as he pushed into her. His mouth covered hers; stealing away her whimper of pleasure as his hips moved against hers. She caressed his cheek as she moved with him; lost in how he felt inside her; how thoroughly he filled her and how his body felt above hers. She'd craved him... this for months. There was no one else. There would be no one else that could make her feel the way Lukos did. There as just no comparison because she loved him. Time had shifted it. In the beginning, she'd thought it was just raw lust... one body in need of another. But she'd never craved another man like she did Lukos. Like air and water. When she couldn't have him she felt hollow; a shell of the person she normally was.
He twisted so she was atop him and she hissed with the change of pace.. But she rocked against his hips; finding her rhythm. Her hand braced on his chest as she took control; reveling in how deep he got when they were in this position. He drew up and brushed kisses against her chest and breasts and her arm curled around his neck; curling into his hair as she braced herself on his shoulder. Her face felt flushed and heated and she could feel her body growing closer to the inevitable conclusion of their lovemaking. Her lips parted and she sucked in a breath before every nerve in her body felt like it exploded. She cried out and gripped him to her; burying her mouth against his to stifle her release. She felt him come too and gripped him tighter as she shivered against him with wave after wave of pleasure that rolled over them. Finally, their bodies had their fill and they sank down in the bed; Thalia draped against his chest as the gasped for breath; her hair flung over her head in a tangled mess. She didn't move; enjoying the feeling of his body joined to hers; even after they'd finished. And her eyes closed contentedly as she listened to his heartbeat as it pounded quickly in his chest; the sound of his breathing as he fought to gain control. She was home. And it made her smile.
Her hands tucked beneath him; content with their closeness until he finally broke the silence by speaking. She looked up curiously; her eyes hazy with spent pleasure. Propping her chin on his chest, she frowned as he asked if this was how it would be after she married. But he didn't get it, did he? There was no one else for her... there never would be. His words were antagonistic; they searched for a fight, but she didn't want a fight... not just now... another time, perhaps but right now she needed him. She needed him to hold her.
She untangled a hand from beneath his torso and lifted it to brush some damp lucks from his forehead; her eyes watching his. She was ready to leave with him. If he asked she just might. ...But that wasn't the most prudent outcome. Thalia needed to be here not only for her sake but for his. Perhaps when he was a baron, things would be different. Whatever the case, Patros was no longer an option.
She shifted up and off of his hips so she could brush her lips languidly against his. She had snuck in. But she knew his door would be locked from the inside. The window was the easiest way to rouse him without waking the whole boat. "You really are an idiot. ...There's no one else for me. There never was and there never will be. I love you." She sank down so she lay familiarly beside him; resting her cheek against his chest. She was quiet for a long moment before speaking solemnly. "If you ask me to go, I will go with you." She would go tonight. Abscond into the night as she had before. ...But Persephone needed him. And she couldn't leave her family as she had before. ....No. This time if she left, she would prepare them.
Because if she left, she could never come back.
They made quick work of each other's clothing; stripping every garment away until they were both bared before each other. It was like no time had passed; there was no awkwardness...no attempt at remembering how things were, they just knew. With fumbling hands and hasty urgency, he adjusted her properly before laying claim to her again and she arched her back and gasped as he pushed into her. His mouth covered hers; stealing away her whimper of pleasure as his hips moved against hers. She caressed his cheek as she moved with him; lost in how he felt inside her; how thoroughly he filled her and how his body felt above hers. She'd craved him... this for months. There was no one else. There would be no one else that could make her feel the way Lukos did. There as just no comparison because she loved him. Time had shifted it. In the beginning, she'd thought it was just raw lust... one body in need of another. But she'd never craved another man like she did Lukos. Like air and water. When she couldn't have him she felt hollow; a shell of the person she normally was.
He twisted so she was atop him and she hissed with the change of pace.. But she rocked against his hips; finding her rhythm. Her hand braced on his chest as she took control; reveling in how deep he got when they were in this position. He drew up and brushed kisses against her chest and breasts and her arm curled around his neck; curling into his hair as she braced herself on his shoulder. Her face felt flushed and heated and she could feel her body growing closer to the inevitable conclusion of their lovemaking. Her lips parted and she sucked in a breath before every nerve in her body felt like it exploded. She cried out and gripped him to her; burying her mouth against his to stifle her release. She felt him come too and gripped him tighter as she shivered against him with wave after wave of pleasure that rolled over them. Finally, their bodies had their fill and they sank down in the bed; Thalia draped against his chest as the gasped for breath; her hair flung over her head in a tangled mess. She didn't move; enjoying the feeling of his body joined to hers; even after they'd finished. And her eyes closed contentedly as she listened to his heartbeat as it pounded quickly in his chest; the sound of his breathing as he fought to gain control. She was home. And it made her smile.
Her hands tucked beneath him; content with their closeness until he finally broke the silence by speaking. She looked up curiously; her eyes hazy with spent pleasure. Propping her chin on his chest, she frowned as he asked if this was how it would be after she married. But he didn't get it, did he? There was no one else for her... there never would be. His words were antagonistic; they searched for a fight, but she didn't want a fight... not just now... another time, perhaps but right now she needed him. She needed him to hold her.
She untangled a hand from beneath his torso and lifted it to brush some damp lucks from his forehead; her eyes watching his. She was ready to leave with him. If he asked she just might. ...But that wasn't the most prudent outcome. Thalia needed to be here not only for her sake but for his. Perhaps when he was a baron, things would be different. Whatever the case, Patros was no longer an option.
She shifted up and off of his hips so she could brush her lips languidly against his. She had snuck in. But she knew his door would be locked from the inside. The window was the easiest way to rouse him without waking the whole boat. "You really are an idiot. ...There's no one else for me. There never was and there never will be. I love you." She sank down so she lay familiarly beside him; resting her cheek against his chest. She was quiet for a long moment before speaking solemnly. "If you ask me to go, I will go with you." She would go tonight. Abscond into the night as she had before. ...But Persephone needed him. And she couldn't leave her family as she had before. ....No. This time if she left, she would prepare them.
Because if she left, she could never come back.
She brushed a tendril of hair away from his forehead, frowning at him. The heat of her fingertips left ghostly trails behind, even after she’d taken her hand away. He waited as the silence stretched, already playing out scenarios. How long would this last? Would she come after she had children? Would one be his? Or perhaps her husband would find out and she would be confined to the house.
A contented sigh escaped him as she shifted off his hips, separating them. Any conversation would be better done not inside her. He accepted her kiss, his fingers trailing down her back, over her butt and down the backs of her thighs before he flattened his palms against the tops of her legs and continued up her stomach, stopping on her breasts.
"You really are an idiot. ...There's no one else for me. There never was and there never will be. I love you."
He tried to look her in the eye but she moved down beside him, her cheek resting on his chest. All he could see of her was the black of her hair and the pale round of her shoulder with her hip further down. His tongue slid over his lower lip, searching for the lingering taste of her mouth.
She loved him.
His fingers toyed with the ends of her hair as he stared straight ahead at the door. They’d done a lot of things in this room, almost none of it pleasant. For her to tell him here, to make love to him, to promise that she was his for the asking...he cleared his throat.
“Some people would say…” he paused, his eyes straying to the thick wooden beams above them. She was hot against him. Their skin was cool and slick where they weren’t pressed together. “That you don’t understand what you’re offering. But I think you do.”
What he wanted to believe was that she was telling him that she would come with him back to the island for good. They would live in his temple and they would fight there, love there, possibly in the very remote future have children there, and that she would be content with that. However, that was not what would happen and they both knew it. Not now.
“Is your princess really going to just give me Stravos’s title?” his voice was level, calm as though he was just mildly curious. He wanted to repeat what he’d said earlier; that she would be foolish to do so. Her barons would not be happy. The slave turned pirate, the pirate turned baron. It seemed like it was happening to someone else.
All this, of course, hinged on the complete secrecy of the plan; he was risking a great deal to stay in the harbor for three days. If Elias got the merest hint of a whisper of what he was doing, or that he met the princess, or perhaps even that he was fooling around with...whoever he was currently holding, his life would be in extreme danger. “You know,” he said, moving so that he could see her face. “I’d like to tell you that I love you too, but I don’t actually know your name.”
He wanted to know a great many things that she’d denied him or had lied to him about. Slowly, he rubbed the backs of his knuckles against her cheek. “I don’t know you - The Athenia you.” If he went to the senate, and if he came out alive on the other side, and if she was not married, since she still hadn’t told him one way or the other, he expected that at the end of that trail of fire, she would be there.
Back in the tavern, he’d promised to listen but he hadn’t really known why at the time. It was only now, after she’d admitted her own feelings, that he realized he’d loved her long before she’d ever loved him. Or, at least, he’d begun to. He hadn’t fully committed to it until after she was gone and she was no longer a possibility. Then, and only then, was when he realized for perhaps the first time, what a monster he could be. And somehow, despite that, she loved him anyway.
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She brushed a tendril of hair away from his forehead, frowning at him. The heat of her fingertips left ghostly trails behind, even after she’d taken her hand away. He waited as the silence stretched, already playing out scenarios. How long would this last? Would she come after she had children? Would one be his? Or perhaps her husband would find out and she would be confined to the house.
A contented sigh escaped him as she shifted off his hips, separating them. Any conversation would be better done not inside her. He accepted her kiss, his fingers trailing down her back, over her butt and down the backs of her thighs before he flattened his palms against the tops of her legs and continued up her stomach, stopping on her breasts.
"You really are an idiot. ...There's no one else for me. There never was and there never will be. I love you."
He tried to look her in the eye but she moved down beside him, her cheek resting on his chest. All he could see of her was the black of her hair and the pale round of her shoulder with her hip further down. His tongue slid over his lower lip, searching for the lingering taste of her mouth.
She loved him.
His fingers toyed with the ends of her hair as he stared straight ahead at the door. They’d done a lot of things in this room, almost none of it pleasant. For her to tell him here, to make love to him, to promise that she was his for the asking...he cleared his throat.
“Some people would say…” he paused, his eyes straying to the thick wooden beams above them. She was hot against him. Their skin was cool and slick where they weren’t pressed together. “That you don’t understand what you’re offering. But I think you do.”
What he wanted to believe was that she was telling him that she would come with him back to the island for good. They would live in his temple and they would fight there, love there, possibly in the very remote future have children there, and that she would be content with that. However, that was not what would happen and they both knew it. Not now.
“Is your princess really going to just give me Stravos’s title?” his voice was level, calm as though he was just mildly curious. He wanted to repeat what he’d said earlier; that she would be foolish to do so. Her barons would not be happy. The slave turned pirate, the pirate turned baron. It seemed like it was happening to someone else.
All this, of course, hinged on the complete secrecy of the plan; he was risking a great deal to stay in the harbor for three days. If Elias got the merest hint of a whisper of what he was doing, or that he met the princess, or perhaps even that he was fooling around with...whoever he was currently holding, his life would be in extreme danger. “You know,” he said, moving so that he could see her face. “I’d like to tell you that I love you too, but I don’t actually know your name.”
He wanted to know a great many things that she’d denied him or had lied to him about. Slowly, he rubbed the backs of his knuckles against her cheek. “I don’t know you - The Athenia you.” If he went to the senate, and if he came out alive on the other side, and if she was not married, since she still hadn’t told him one way or the other, he expected that at the end of that trail of fire, she would be there.
Back in the tavern, he’d promised to listen but he hadn’t really known why at the time. It was only now, after she’d admitted her own feelings, that he realized he’d loved her long before she’d ever loved him. Or, at least, he’d begun to. He hadn’t fully committed to it until after she was gone and she was no longer a possibility. Then, and only then, was when he realized for perhaps the first time, what a monster he could be. And somehow, despite that, she loved him anyway.
She brushed a tendril of hair away from his forehead, frowning at him. The heat of her fingertips left ghostly trails behind, even after she’d taken her hand away. He waited as the silence stretched, already playing out scenarios. How long would this last? Would she come after she had children? Would one be his? Or perhaps her husband would find out and she would be confined to the house.
A contented sigh escaped him as she shifted off his hips, separating them. Any conversation would be better done not inside her. He accepted her kiss, his fingers trailing down her back, over her butt and down the backs of her thighs before he flattened his palms against the tops of her legs and continued up her stomach, stopping on her breasts.
"You really are an idiot. ...There's no one else for me. There never was and there never will be. I love you."
He tried to look her in the eye but she moved down beside him, her cheek resting on his chest. All he could see of her was the black of her hair and the pale round of her shoulder with her hip further down. His tongue slid over his lower lip, searching for the lingering taste of her mouth.
She loved him.
His fingers toyed with the ends of her hair as he stared straight ahead at the door. They’d done a lot of things in this room, almost none of it pleasant. For her to tell him here, to make love to him, to promise that she was his for the asking...he cleared his throat.
“Some people would say…” he paused, his eyes straying to the thick wooden beams above them. She was hot against him. Their skin was cool and slick where they weren’t pressed together. “That you don’t understand what you’re offering. But I think you do.”
What he wanted to believe was that she was telling him that she would come with him back to the island for good. They would live in his temple and they would fight there, love there, possibly in the very remote future have children there, and that she would be content with that. However, that was not what would happen and they both knew it. Not now.
“Is your princess really going to just give me Stravos’s title?” his voice was level, calm as though he was just mildly curious. He wanted to repeat what he’d said earlier; that she would be foolish to do so. Her barons would not be happy. The slave turned pirate, the pirate turned baron. It seemed like it was happening to someone else.
All this, of course, hinged on the complete secrecy of the plan; he was risking a great deal to stay in the harbor for three days. If Elias got the merest hint of a whisper of what he was doing, or that he met the princess, or perhaps even that he was fooling around with...whoever he was currently holding, his life would be in extreme danger. “You know,” he said, moving so that he could see her face. “I’d like to tell you that I love you too, but I don’t actually know your name.”
He wanted to know a great many things that she’d denied him or had lied to him about. Slowly, he rubbed the backs of his knuckles against her cheek. “I don’t know you - The Athenia you.” If he went to the senate, and if he came out alive on the other side, and if she was not married, since she still hadn’t told him one way or the other, he expected that at the end of that trail of fire, she would be there.
Back in the tavern, he’d promised to listen but he hadn’t really known why at the time. It was only now, after she’d admitted her own feelings, that he realized he’d loved her long before she’d ever loved him. Or, at least, he’d begun to. He hadn’t fully committed to it until after she was gone and she was no longer a possibility. Then, and only then, was when he realized for perhaps the first time, what a monster he could be. And somehow, despite that, she loved him anyway.
She closed her eyes as his hands grazed over her skin; just to touch... to feel her and for no other purpose. It was soothing and gentle; in stark contrast to some of their older encounters. Finally, she was at ease. There was nothing between them now. She'd bared her feelings to him; allowed herself to be vulnerable and feminine in a way she wasn't often. But Lukos made her feel feminine. Not in the normal manner of weakness and frailty, but he reveled in her strength; in her passion and sharp tongue. And while he fought her over it, he did so as an equal... only after she demanded it of him. She would never have that with Patros. He would seclude her away to an estate where she would be expected to fulfill her role as an Athenian lady and wife; cook, clean, raise children and tend to the home. All considered to be noble and honorary jobs to do, but for a woman.
Thalia would never be satisfied with that life.
Mirroring her thoughts, he mentioned that the men in her life would say she didn't know what she wanted and that he believed she did. She smiled against his chest; growing sleepy for the first time since she'd seen him; comfortable in her arms. It felt like she hadn't been so comfortable since they'd left the island. She missed this. The lows and the highs. The fire and the ice. She'd needed the opportunity to go home. To be freed and to make the choice on her own to be with him or not. Had he kept her on the island.. had he never brought her back, she would have always harbored resentment to him. But in returning her, he gave her the choice. And while being away from him for so long was intensely painful, being with him was now up to her. She made the decision freely. She knew exactly what she was requesting and Lukos knew that. She would go back with him to the temple. She would sail with him from port to port if he desired. She would give up everything she knew to be with him; her brothers...her family to follow. As his crew followed. As Arktos followed, so she would as well. Because as she gave herself to him tonight, he gave himself to her in that tavern earlier.
With his question about Persephone, Thalia gave a soft 'hmm..?" of sleepiness before realizing what he asked. "....Yes... for you to speak in front of the Senate? She would. You hold the only information that could win her the crown without reservation. The Senate would be forced to vote against Elias. There is not much Persephone would not have given you. But a barony......." She sighed and buried her nose into his chest; his familiar scent so strong. She'd forgotten it so long ago it now seemed bittersweet. "It isn't as ideal as you would think..."
With her response, Lukos shifted; drawing her up so she had to look at him. She opened her sleepy eyes as he spoke...how he wished he could say he loved her but that he didn't know her and she frowned. He was not angry. His fingers grazed her cheek as he stared at her and in the darkness his features were soft; his body at ease. She'd tried to tell him so many times before, but it'd never been the right time. Now? When he'd asked, he was sincerely curious. There wasn't the threat of using it against her. Against her family. He wasn't angry and unforgiving.
She took a deep breath to help her wake up and she pushed herself to her elbows on his chest; brushing her lips against his. "Will you love me after I tell you who I am?" Her fingertips brushed his cheekbone; tracing his lips as she stared down at him in the darkness. "Did you love me when you didn't know?" She traced kisses along his jawbone; along the side of his neck. "My name isn't Phaedra. It's Thalia of the house Nikolaos. My brother is commander of the Athenian Guard. My father is a Senator and has long been a champion of the people and mediator of the baronies. We've served the Xanthos name in good faith for generations and they have always been loyal to us." She leaned back to look down at him. "And now you know... why I originally couldn't tell you who I was. Why I had to protect them. I would have told you earlier but the timing was never right."
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She closed her eyes as his hands grazed over her skin; just to touch... to feel her and for no other purpose. It was soothing and gentle; in stark contrast to some of their older encounters. Finally, she was at ease. There was nothing between them now. She'd bared her feelings to him; allowed herself to be vulnerable and feminine in a way she wasn't often. But Lukos made her feel feminine. Not in the normal manner of weakness and frailty, but he reveled in her strength; in her passion and sharp tongue. And while he fought her over it, he did so as an equal... only after she demanded it of him. She would never have that with Patros. He would seclude her away to an estate where she would be expected to fulfill her role as an Athenian lady and wife; cook, clean, raise children and tend to the home. All considered to be noble and honorary jobs to do, but for a woman.
Thalia would never be satisfied with that life.
Mirroring her thoughts, he mentioned that the men in her life would say she didn't know what she wanted and that he believed she did. She smiled against his chest; growing sleepy for the first time since she'd seen him; comfortable in her arms. It felt like she hadn't been so comfortable since they'd left the island. She missed this. The lows and the highs. The fire and the ice. She'd needed the opportunity to go home. To be freed and to make the choice on her own to be with him or not. Had he kept her on the island.. had he never brought her back, she would have always harbored resentment to him. But in returning her, he gave her the choice. And while being away from him for so long was intensely painful, being with him was now up to her. She made the decision freely. She knew exactly what she was requesting and Lukos knew that. She would go back with him to the temple. She would sail with him from port to port if he desired. She would give up everything she knew to be with him; her brothers...her family to follow. As his crew followed. As Arktos followed, so she would as well. Because as she gave herself to him tonight, he gave himself to her in that tavern earlier.
With his question about Persephone, Thalia gave a soft 'hmm..?" of sleepiness before realizing what he asked. "....Yes... for you to speak in front of the Senate? She would. You hold the only information that could win her the crown without reservation. The Senate would be forced to vote against Elias. There is not much Persephone would not have given you. But a barony......." She sighed and buried her nose into his chest; his familiar scent so strong. She'd forgotten it so long ago it now seemed bittersweet. "It isn't as ideal as you would think..."
With her response, Lukos shifted; drawing her up so she had to look at him. She opened her sleepy eyes as he spoke...how he wished he could say he loved her but that he didn't know her and she frowned. He was not angry. His fingers grazed her cheek as he stared at her and in the darkness his features were soft; his body at ease. She'd tried to tell him so many times before, but it'd never been the right time. Now? When he'd asked, he was sincerely curious. There wasn't the threat of using it against her. Against her family. He wasn't angry and unforgiving.
She took a deep breath to help her wake up and she pushed herself to her elbows on his chest; brushing her lips against his. "Will you love me after I tell you who I am?" Her fingertips brushed his cheekbone; tracing his lips as she stared down at him in the darkness. "Did you love me when you didn't know?" She traced kisses along his jawbone; along the side of his neck. "My name isn't Phaedra. It's Thalia of the house Nikolaos. My brother is commander of the Athenian Guard. My father is a Senator and has long been a champion of the people and mediator of the baronies. We've served the Xanthos name in good faith for generations and they have always been loyal to us." She leaned back to look down at him. "And now you know... why I originally couldn't tell you who I was. Why I had to protect them. I would have told you earlier but the timing was never right."
She closed her eyes as his hands grazed over her skin; just to touch... to feel her and for no other purpose. It was soothing and gentle; in stark contrast to some of their older encounters. Finally, she was at ease. There was nothing between them now. She'd bared her feelings to him; allowed herself to be vulnerable and feminine in a way she wasn't often. But Lukos made her feel feminine. Not in the normal manner of weakness and frailty, but he reveled in her strength; in her passion and sharp tongue. And while he fought her over it, he did so as an equal... only after she demanded it of him. She would never have that with Patros. He would seclude her away to an estate where she would be expected to fulfill her role as an Athenian lady and wife; cook, clean, raise children and tend to the home. All considered to be noble and honorary jobs to do, but for a woman.
Thalia would never be satisfied with that life.
Mirroring her thoughts, he mentioned that the men in her life would say she didn't know what she wanted and that he believed she did. She smiled against his chest; growing sleepy for the first time since she'd seen him; comfortable in her arms. It felt like she hadn't been so comfortable since they'd left the island. She missed this. The lows and the highs. The fire and the ice. She'd needed the opportunity to go home. To be freed and to make the choice on her own to be with him or not. Had he kept her on the island.. had he never brought her back, she would have always harbored resentment to him. But in returning her, he gave her the choice. And while being away from him for so long was intensely painful, being with him was now up to her. She made the decision freely. She knew exactly what she was requesting and Lukos knew that. She would go back with him to the temple. She would sail with him from port to port if he desired. She would give up everything she knew to be with him; her brothers...her family to follow. As his crew followed. As Arktos followed, so she would as well. Because as she gave herself to him tonight, he gave himself to her in that tavern earlier.
With his question about Persephone, Thalia gave a soft 'hmm..?" of sleepiness before realizing what he asked. "....Yes... for you to speak in front of the Senate? She would. You hold the only information that could win her the crown without reservation. The Senate would be forced to vote against Elias. There is not much Persephone would not have given you. But a barony......." She sighed and buried her nose into his chest; his familiar scent so strong. She'd forgotten it so long ago it now seemed bittersweet. "It isn't as ideal as you would think..."
With her response, Lukos shifted; drawing her up so she had to look at him. She opened her sleepy eyes as he spoke...how he wished he could say he loved her but that he didn't know her and she frowned. He was not angry. His fingers grazed her cheek as he stared at her and in the darkness his features were soft; his body at ease. She'd tried to tell him so many times before, but it'd never been the right time. Now? When he'd asked, he was sincerely curious. There wasn't the threat of using it against her. Against her family. He wasn't angry and unforgiving.
She took a deep breath to help her wake up and she pushed herself to her elbows on his chest; brushing her lips against his. "Will you love me after I tell you who I am?" Her fingertips brushed his cheekbone; tracing his lips as she stared down at him in the darkness. "Did you love me when you didn't know?" She traced kisses along his jawbone; along the side of his neck. "My name isn't Phaedra. It's Thalia of the house Nikolaos. My brother is commander of the Athenian Guard. My father is a Senator and has long been a champion of the people and mediator of the baronies. We've served the Xanthos name in good faith for generations and they have always been loyal to us." She leaned back to look down at him. "And now you know... why I originally couldn't tell you who I was. Why I had to protect them. I would have told you earlier but the timing was never right."
“Thalia of Nikoloas…” he whispered her name and lay his head back on the pillow. “I would never have brought you back if I’d known.” The corners of his mouth turned up until he was smirking at the ceiling. It was all so clear now how incredibly fucked he was every way he turned.
The senate. Her father would be staring down at him in that meeting. Would her brother be there too? Surely he would be.
His fingers tangled in her hair again and he pulled until her face tipped up. Sitting forward, he slid his tongue into her mouth. Her betrayal tasted sweet. It was oddly erotic to him. Perhaps he should have raged, or knocked her backward but he didn’t want to. He wanted to fuck her again.
“I love you,” he whispered against her mouth. Nothing with her was easy, except sleeping with her. Her name made everything more complicated. She may be content to come with him, but he was sure her family would never allow it. However, baron or not, he would have her. Some how, he’d force Persephone to work it into the deal. As monarch, she could override Thalia’s father’s wishes. In the tavern, Persephone had as much as said Thalia was his for the taking but he hadn’t understood her then.
So far as he was concerned, her father and brother could drown themselves in the ocean. He didn’t need their permission to take what was already his. All at once he pulled away, frowning. “You’re not married yet.” The question came out more like an accusation that she already was. It made sense, why she would have to be stolen away again, rather than come to him in day light. Three months was a long time. Certainly long enough to arrange something if her parents so wished and he couldn’t imagine they didn’t. She’d told him on the island that she wasn’t engaged but he couldn’t trust anything she said back then.
When she answered him, he pressed his hips against her, a wordless appeal for her to give in. If he was someone else, he might have tried to talk her out of loving him, for her own good. His life was dangerous. He himself could be vengeful and cruel. Across the Aegean he was feared and despised.
“You can’t stay,” he murmured, nipping at her neck. “Unless we just...leave Persephone.” By the gods he wanted her again. She would tell him no to leaving, that he must go through with the deal. His hand slid down her arm and grabbed her wrist, bringing it around the back of his neck so that she was stretched out on top of him. In direct contradiction to what he’d just told her, he said, “I need you.”
He needed her now, and he needed her to be with him from tonight onwards. Despite his need, however, he would have to let her go back. Her hair fell softly across his face. Deftly he brushed it aside, drawing her to him again.
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“Thalia of Nikoloas…” he whispered her name and lay his head back on the pillow. “I would never have brought you back if I’d known.” The corners of his mouth turned up until he was smirking at the ceiling. It was all so clear now how incredibly fucked he was every way he turned.
The senate. Her father would be staring down at him in that meeting. Would her brother be there too? Surely he would be.
His fingers tangled in her hair again and he pulled until her face tipped up. Sitting forward, he slid his tongue into her mouth. Her betrayal tasted sweet. It was oddly erotic to him. Perhaps he should have raged, or knocked her backward but he didn’t want to. He wanted to fuck her again.
“I love you,” he whispered against her mouth. Nothing with her was easy, except sleeping with her. Her name made everything more complicated. She may be content to come with him, but he was sure her family would never allow it. However, baron or not, he would have her. Some how, he’d force Persephone to work it into the deal. As monarch, she could override Thalia’s father’s wishes. In the tavern, Persephone had as much as said Thalia was his for the taking but he hadn’t understood her then.
So far as he was concerned, her father and brother could drown themselves in the ocean. He didn’t need their permission to take what was already his. All at once he pulled away, frowning. “You’re not married yet.” The question came out more like an accusation that she already was. It made sense, why she would have to be stolen away again, rather than come to him in day light. Three months was a long time. Certainly long enough to arrange something if her parents so wished and he couldn’t imagine they didn’t. She’d told him on the island that she wasn’t engaged but he couldn’t trust anything she said back then.
When she answered him, he pressed his hips against her, a wordless appeal for her to give in. If he was someone else, he might have tried to talk her out of loving him, for her own good. His life was dangerous. He himself could be vengeful and cruel. Across the Aegean he was feared and despised.
“You can’t stay,” he murmured, nipping at her neck. “Unless we just...leave Persephone.” By the gods he wanted her again. She would tell him no to leaving, that he must go through with the deal. His hand slid down her arm and grabbed her wrist, bringing it around the back of his neck so that she was stretched out on top of him. In direct contradiction to what he’d just told her, he said, “I need you.”
He needed her now, and he needed her to be with him from tonight onwards. Despite his need, however, he would have to let her go back. Her hair fell softly across his face. Deftly he brushed it aside, drawing her to him again.
“Thalia of Nikoloas…” he whispered her name and lay his head back on the pillow. “I would never have brought you back if I’d known.” The corners of his mouth turned up until he was smirking at the ceiling. It was all so clear now how incredibly fucked he was every way he turned.
The senate. Her father would be staring down at him in that meeting. Would her brother be there too? Surely he would be.
His fingers tangled in her hair again and he pulled until her face tipped up. Sitting forward, he slid his tongue into her mouth. Her betrayal tasted sweet. It was oddly erotic to him. Perhaps he should have raged, or knocked her backward but he didn’t want to. He wanted to fuck her again.
“I love you,” he whispered against her mouth. Nothing with her was easy, except sleeping with her. Her name made everything more complicated. She may be content to come with him, but he was sure her family would never allow it. However, baron or not, he would have her. Some how, he’d force Persephone to work it into the deal. As monarch, she could override Thalia’s father’s wishes. In the tavern, Persephone had as much as said Thalia was his for the taking but he hadn’t understood her then.
So far as he was concerned, her father and brother could drown themselves in the ocean. He didn’t need their permission to take what was already his. All at once he pulled away, frowning. “You’re not married yet.” The question came out more like an accusation that she already was. It made sense, why she would have to be stolen away again, rather than come to him in day light. Three months was a long time. Certainly long enough to arrange something if her parents so wished and he couldn’t imagine they didn’t. She’d told him on the island that she wasn’t engaged but he couldn’t trust anything she said back then.
When she answered him, he pressed his hips against her, a wordless appeal for her to give in. If he was someone else, he might have tried to talk her out of loving him, for her own good. His life was dangerous. He himself could be vengeful and cruel. Across the Aegean he was feared and despised.
“You can’t stay,” he murmured, nipping at her neck. “Unless we just...leave Persephone.” By the gods he wanted her again. She would tell him no to leaving, that he must go through with the deal. His hand slid down her arm and grabbed her wrist, bringing it around the back of his neck so that she was stretched out on top of him. In direct contradiction to what he’d just told her, he said, “I need you.”
He needed her now, and he needed her to be with him from tonight onwards. Despite his need, however, he would have to let her go back. Her hair fell softly across his face. Deftly he brushed it aside, drawing her to him again.
Her name felt right on his lips; like it belonged there as much as his lips belonged on her. The feeling of unease when he said the name she’d given him was gone and there was nothing between them now. He knew everything he needed to about her. And he accepted her anyway. She grinned against his neck as he told her he wouldn’t have let her leave. She knew that. It was one of the many reasons she hadn’t told him then.
Instead of pushing her away, he tangled his hand in her hair; gripping it so that she was forced to raise her head. His mouth slanted over hers in a heated kiss; his tongue invading her mouth. His desire to be with her again was apparent. Pulling back, he returned her avowal; breathing it against her lips and she smiled. It was an odd place to proclaim their love for each other; tangled in the uncomfortable bed that had long been a contention between them early on; in the room they’d fought each other from the very start. Where lies were told as truths. But in a way it was the only place it might seem sincere.
She leaned forward to kiss him again; enjoying this parlay; this pause in battle to be lovers. As if remembering something at the last moment, he pulled away and asked hastily if she was married; his voice slightly horrified and she chuckled; shaking her head. She’d lay in bed that night staring at the ceiling until the desire to see him just became too overwhelming. Instead of waiting until the next day, she’d come to him immediately; even if it was at the darkest hour of the morning. She’d slipped through the window knowing his door would be locked from the inside. And no noble Athenian woman would venture to the docks unaccompanied in broad daylight; not if she was of good reputation. Her reasons for coming the way she did were justified...even if they might look suspicious. “...No.. I’m not married. Though an arrangement has been made for my hand. The family insists, however, that the marriage wait until they can be assured that I haven’t been...spoiled..” She grinned playfully in the darkness; for in truth, she was completely spoiled. She could never have what she had with Lukos with any other man. Their fire and passion; how he touched her and how she knew how to touch him; to please him. As if in response to that, her hand trailed down his chest and torso to circle around the length of his erection; stroking it until it was hard. “I believe they’re too late…”
His hand moved to take hers and stretch her out over him and she curled her hand in his hair; stretching her body against his; their bare torsos pressed together was incredibly intimate and erotic. She brushed her thumb against the underside of his ear as his hand caressed her and kissed him in the dark as he murmured against her lips. “You have to stay…”
Her cheeks flushed as he admitting to needing her and she untangled her hands in his hair and moved them to his shoulder; pulling him so that he was atop her. She caressed his cheek as she stared up at his shadowy figure in the darkness. “You have me… I am yours.. In Athenia. In all of Greece, I am yours.”
They made love until the room turned pale and grey in the early morning hours. She knew it was time to go, but she couldn’t bear the thought of leaving him while tangled up in his arms. She missed the days at the temple; where they would make love and then fall asleep afterward; legs entwined and his heartbeat beneath her ear. The cave springs dedicated to the Gods that they bathed in and made love beneath. She sat up before she lost her nerve and gathered her dress; standing to pull it over her head and connect the clasps at her shoulders. She pushed her fingers through her wild hair to tame it and then braided it to the side as she spoke. “I have to go My brother….” She let the implications fall away as she tugged on her sandals and pulled her cloak away from the bed. Holding it over her arm, she sat on the edge of the bed so she could run her hand along his temple. “Tell me you love me again so that it may sustain me..”
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Her name felt right on his lips; like it belonged there as much as his lips belonged on her. The feeling of unease when he said the name she’d given him was gone and there was nothing between them now. He knew everything he needed to about her. And he accepted her anyway. She grinned against his neck as he told her he wouldn’t have let her leave. She knew that. It was one of the many reasons she hadn’t told him then.
Instead of pushing her away, he tangled his hand in her hair; gripping it so that she was forced to raise her head. His mouth slanted over hers in a heated kiss; his tongue invading her mouth. His desire to be with her again was apparent. Pulling back, he returned her avowal; breathing it against her lips and she smiled. It was an odd place to proclaim their love for each other; tangled in the uncomfortable bed that had long been a contention between them early on; in the room they’d fought each other from the very start. Where lies were told as truths. But in a way it was the only place it might seem sincere.
She leaned forward to kiss him again; enjoying this parlay; this pause in battle to be lovers. As if remembering something at the last moment, he pulled away and asked hastily if she was married; his voice slightly horrified and she chuckled; shaking her head. She’d lay in bed that night staring at the ceiling until the desire to see him just became too overwhelming. Instead of waiting until the next day, she’d come to him immediately; even if it was at the darkest hour of the morning. She’d slipped through the window knowing his door would be locked from the inside. And no noble Athenian woman would venture to the docks unaccompanied in broad daylight; not if she was of good reputation. Her reasons for coming the way she did were justified...even if they might look suspicious. “...No.. I’m not married. Though an arrangement has been made for my hand. The family insists, however, that the marriage wait until they can be assured that I haven’t been...spoiled..” She grinned playfully in the darkness; for in truth, she was completely spoiled. She could never have what she had with Lukos with any other man. Their fire and passion; how he touched her and how she knew how to touch him; to please him. As if in response to that, her hand trailed down his chest and torso to circle around the length of his erection; stroking it until it was hard. “I believe they’re too late…”
His hand moved to take hers and stretch her out over him and she curled her hand in his hair; stretching her body against his; their bare torsos pressed together was incredibly intimate and erotic. She brushed her thumb against the underside of his ear as his hand caressed her and kissed him in the dark as he murmured against her lips. “You have to stay…”
Her cheeks flushed as he admitting to needing her and she untangled her hands in his hair and moved them to his shoulder; pulling him so that he was atop her. She caressed his cheek as she stared up at his shadowy figure in the darkness. “You have me… I am yours.. In Athenia. In all of Greece, I am yours.”
They made love until the room turned pale and grey in the early morning hours. She knew it was time to go, but she couldn’t bear the thought of leaving him while tangled up in his arms. She missed the days at the temple; where they would make love and then fall asleep afterward; legs entwined and his heartbeat beneath her ear. The cave springs dedicated to the Gods that they bathed in and made love beneath. She sat up before she lost her nerve and gathered her dress; standing to pull it over her head and connect the clasps at her shoulders. She pushed her fingers through her wild hair to tame it and then braided it to the side as she spoke. “I have to go My brother….” She let the implications fall away as she tugged on her sandals and pulled her cloak away from the bed. Holding it over her arm, she sat on the edge of the bed so she could run her hand along his temple. “Tell me you love me again so that it may sustain me..”
Her name felt right on his lips; like it belonged there as much as his lips belonged on her. The feeling of unease when he said the name she’d given him was gone and there was nothing between them now. He knew everything he needed to about her. And he accepted her anyway. She grinned against his neck as he told her he wouldn’t have let her leave. She knew that. It was one of the many reasons she hadn’t told him then.
Instead of pushing her away, he tangled his hand in her hair; gripping it so that she was forced to raise her head. His mouth slanted over hers in a heated kiss; his tongue invading her mouth. His desire to be with her again was apparent. Pulling back, he returned her avowal; breathing it against her lips and she smiled. It was an odd place to proclaim their love for each other; tangled in the uncomfortable bed that had long been a contention between them early on; in the room they’d fought each other from the very start. Where lies were told as truths. But in a way it was the only place it might seem sincere.
She leaned forward to kiss him again; enjoying this parlay; this pause in battle to be lovers. As if remembering something at the last moment, he pulled away and asked hastily if she was married; his voice slightly horrified and she chuckled; shaking her head. She’d lay in bed that night staring at the ceiling until the desire to see him just became too overwhelming. Instead of waiting until the next day, she’d come to him immediately; even if it was at the darkest hour of the morning. She’d slipped through the window knowing his door would be locked from the inside. And no noble Athenian woman would venture to the docks unaccompanied in broad daylight; not if she was of good reputation. Her reasons for coming the way she did were justified...even if they might look suspicious. “...No.. I’m not married. Though an arrangement has been made for my hand. The family insists, however, that the marriage wait until they can be assured that I haven’t been...spoiled..” She grinned playfully in the darkness; for in truth, she was completely spoiled. She could never have what she had with Lukos with any other man. Their fire and passion; how he touched her and how she knew how to touch him; to please him. As if in response to that, her hand trailed down his chest and torso to circle around the length of his erection; stroking it until it was hard. “I believe they’re too late…”
His hand moved to take hers and stretch her out over him and she curled her hand in his hair; stretching her body against his; their bare torsos pressed together was incredibly intimate and erotic. She brushed her thumb against the underside of his ear as his hand caressed her and kissed him in the dark as he murmured against her lips. “You have to stay…”
Her cheeks flushed as he admitting to needing her and she untangled her hands in his hair and moved them to his shoulder; pulling him so that he was atop her. She caressed his cheek as she stared up at his shadowy figure in the darkness. “You have me… I am yours.. In Athenia. In all of Greece, I am yours.”
They made love until the room turned pale and grey in the early morning hours. She knew it was time to go, but she couldn’t bear the thought of leaving him while tangled up in his arms. She missed the days at the temple; where they would make love and then fall asleep afterward; legs entwined and his heartbeat beneath her ear. The cave springs dedicated to the Gods that they bathed in and made love beneath. She sat up before she lost her nerve and gathered her dress; standing to pull it over her head and connect the clasps at her shoulders. She pushed her fingers through her wild hair to tame it and then braided it to the side as she spoke. “I have to go My brother….” She let the implications fall away as she tugged on her sandals and pulled her cloak away from the bed. Holding it over her arm, she sat on the edge of the bed so she could run her hand along his temple. “Tell me you love me again so that it may sustain me..”
He was contentedly exhausted by the time he noticed her face was clearly visible in the weak light. They had nothing left to give and collapsed atop each other on the narrow bed. For the moment, they lay in silence. His fingertips trailed from the swell of her bottom to the top her exposed shoulders. As his eyes closed, his mind drifted dangerously close to sleep.
Today would be long after such an active, sleepless night.
Thalia shifted, rousing him. He watched as she slid out from under his hands. She sat up and he turned onto his stomach, hugging the pillow. It was too early yet for anyone to be awake but he was aware that he wouldn’t sleep after she left.
She leaned down, grabbing her dress from the floor where he’d dropped it. Against the light, her outline was silver, reminding him of another time when he’d watched her in this room, left to want what he could not have. Despite what she assured him and herself, she was still just as much out of his reach now as she was then. Someone was in the way.
The gray of morning glittered across his eyes, giving them a cold cast. When she stood to pull her dress over her head, he sat up and slid into his pants before laying back again. With each clasp, she was closer to leaving. He said nothing as she braided her hair before picking up her cloak.
It was only when she sank back down on the bed, the first waver in her resolve to leave that he could see, that he moved. She ran her fingers along his temple, telling him that she needed to go and implying that it would be best if her brother didn’t find out about their stolen time. His eyes dropped to her mouth as he closed the gap between them. At her insistence that he tell her he loved her again, he shook his head.
“That would give you the ability to leave,” he murmured, nipping the hollow underneath her jaw. The way he sat, her shoulder pressed into the center of his chest so that he was almost wrapped half way around her, blocked her from being able to get up easily. One hand rested flat against her stomach, pressing her to him.
“Thalia,” he kept his voice low. The crew were still sleeping. No boots or creaking of any kind resonated through the ship but he wanted to be careful. Arktos would not be pleased to find her here; not yet. “This engagement,” his hand slid up her body, cupping one of her breasts. “How solid is it?”
Abruptly his hand snaked up and around until he had her chin between his thumb and forefinger, forcing her to lock eyes with him. “Because this deal between me and Persephone is for you. If you’re not part of the deal, there isn’t one.”
Perhaps it was naive, but he wasn’t afraid of Persephone’s threat of an armada coming after him. Stravos had already pledged ships for his use. The arrangement could be maintained.
“So tell me, exactly, how it is if I become a baron… that you don’t marry that man.”
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He was contentedly exhausted by the time he noticed her face was clearly visible in the weak light. They had nothing left to give and collapsed atop each other on the narrow bed. For the moment, they lay in silence. His fingertips trailed from the swell of her bottom to the top her exposed shoulders. As his eyes closed, his mind drifted dangerously close to sleep.
Today would be long after such an active, sleepless night.
Thalia shifted, rousing him. He watched as she slid out from under his hands. She sat up and he turned onto his stomach, hugging the pillow. It was too early yet for anyone to be awake but he was aware that he wouldn’t sleep after she left.
She leaned down, grabbing her dress from the floor where he’d dropped it. Against the light, her outline was silver, reminding him of another time when he’d watched her in this room, left to want what he could not have. Despite what she assured him and herself, she was still just as much out of his reach now as she was then. Someone was in the way.
The gray of morning glittered across his eyes, giving them a cold cast. When she stood to pull her dress over her head, he sat up and slid into his pants before laying back again. With each clasp, she was closer to leaving. He said nothing as she braided her hair before picking up her cloak.
It was only when she sank back down on the bed, the first waver in her resolve to leave that he could see, that he moved. She ran her fingers along his temple, telling him that she needed to go and implying that it would be best if her brother didn’t find out about their stolen time. His eyes dropped to her mouth as he closed the gap between them. At her insistence that he tell her he loved her again, he shook his head.
“That would give you the ability to leave,” he murmured, nipping the hollow underneath her jaw. The way he sat, her shoulder pressed into the center of his chest so that he was almost wrapped half way around her, blocked her from being able to get up easily. One hand rested flat against her stomach, pressing her to him.
“Thalia,” he kept his voice low. The crew were still sleeping. No boots or creaking of any kind resonated through the ship but he wanted to be careful. Arktos would not be pleased to find her here; not yet. “This engagement,” his hand slid up her body, cupping one of her breasts. “How solid is it?”
Abruptly his hand snaked up and around until he had her chin between his thumb and forefinger, forcing her to lock eyes with him. “Because this deal between me and Persephone is for you. If you’re not part of the deal, there isn’t one.”
Perhaps it was naive, but he wasn’t afraid of Persephone’s threat of an armada coming after him. Stravos had already pledged ships for his use. The arrangement could be maintained.
“So tell me, exactly, how it is if I become a baron… that you don’t marry that man.”
He was contentedly exhausted by the time he noticed her face was clearly visible in the weak light. They had nothing left to give and collapsed atop each other on the narrow bed. For the moment, they lay in silence. His fingertips trailed from the swell of her bottom to the top her exposed shoulders. As his eyes closed, his mind drifted dangerously close to sleep.
Today would be long after such an active, sleepless night.
Thalia shifted, rousing him. He watched as she slid out from under his hands. She sat up and he turned onto his stomach, hugging the pillow. It was too early yet for anyone to be awake but he was aware that he wouldn’t sleep after she left.
She leaned down, grabbing her dress from the floor where he’d dropped it. Against the light, her outline was silver, reminding him of another time when he’d watched her in this room, left to want what he could not have. Despite what she assured him and herself, she was still just as much out of his reach now as she was then. Someone was in the way.
The gray of morning glittered across his eyes, giving them a cold cast. When she stood to pull her dress over her head, he sat up and slid into his pants before laying back again. With each clasp, she was closer to leaving. He said nothing as she braided her hair before picking up her cloak.
It was only when she sank back down on the bed, the first waver in her resolve to leave that he could see, that he moved. She ran her fingers along his temple, telling him that she needed to go and implying that it would be best if her brother didn’t find out about their stolen time. His eyes dropped to her mouth as he closed the gap between them. At her insistence that he tell her he loved her again, he shook his head.
“That would give you the ability to leave,” he murmured, nipping the hollow underneath her jaw. The way he sat, her shoulder pressed into the center of his chest so that he was almost wrapped half way around her, blocked her from being able to get up easily. One hand rested flat against her stomach, pressing her to him.
“Thalia,” he kept his voice low. The crew were still sleeping. No boots or creaking of any kind resonated through the ship but he wanted to be careful. Arktos would not be pleased to find her here; not yet. “This engagement,” his hand slid up her body, cupping one of her breasts. “How solid is it?”
Abruptly his hand snaked up and around until he had her chin between his thumb and forefinger, forcing her to lock eyes with him. “Because this deal between me and Persephone is for you. If you’re not part of the deal, there isn’t one.”
Perhaps it was naive, but he wasn’t afraid of Persephone’s threat of an armada coming after him. Stravos had already pledged ships for his use. The arrangement could be maintained.
“So tell me, exactly, how it is if I become a baron… that you don’t marry that man.”
There was something shameful in the way they both rose on their own to dress so that she could slip out into the early morning. She’d allowed herself to grow confident while they were on the island. There was no shame in being with Lukos there; no one to answer to. No consequences in their actions. Now? Now she was rushing back to keep a secret from her brother. Because nothing would please him more than having a reason to hunt Lukos down and kill him.
When she sat, he met her halfway so that she rested over him; his hand moving about her waist to keep her close. With her request, his mouth found hers again and she began to lose her resolve; her reasons for leaving seemed to evaporate and she sighed; letting her head fall to the side as his mouth grazed over her jaw; paying homage to the soft flesh there. He was temptation incarnate; wild and foreboding to most, but with her, he was a challenge; a conquest. He didn’t scare her. He exhilarated her. Even in their heated battles, he was like a competitor to best; not an enemy to defeat.
She leaned against his chest; enjoying the feeling of him folded about her; as if she was some delicate thing. He made her feel small and fragile even though nothing could be further from the truth. His voice, while soft, demanded her attention, and she turned her chin so she could look down at him; grazing her nose against his cheek distractedly as her hand untangled itself from her cloak and traced the hard lines of his arm. She gave a soft “hmm?” in response to her name as he asked about her engagement and she smiled; not fully taking him seriously. Would he be jealous? Of Patros? There was really no reason to be. “It’s about as solid as any other, I suppose.. My father and his signed an agreement. But I have no interest in him.” She lifted her hand to his cheek and grazed fingertips against the soft stubble there. “It’s you that keeps me up at night.. That I search for in the crowd.” The admittance made her flush and she gave a stifled chuckle. “I must sound like a lovesick child…” But she made no apologies. Instead, she drew his chin so that she could kiss him. ...But he stopped her; taking hold of her own chin so that she looked at him. His gaze was serious and his words sent a thrill down to the pit of her stomach of both exhilaration and dread. So much was riding on his testimony. And none of it she had any control over.
She furrowed her brow and too his hand from her chin to hold it. “What are you saying, Lukos? ..I...I didn’t consider you a possibility up until a few hours ago. What is it you want from me? From Persephone?” Because the way he made it sound was not only did he want control of all of Elias’s lands and estate, but he also wanted a wife to go along with it. Did he realize what he was asking? Not only of Persephone but of her as well? Her father would not simply hand her off in a contractual obligation to Persephone when another arrangement had been made. Even more so when Lukos was the man who’d taken her. And even if they did allow her to enter such an agreement, the requirement would be for marriage. She wouldn’t be traded as one of his slaves was. He would tie himself irrevocably to her, and she to him..when they’d only just declared themselves to each other.
It was all so fast.
“Lukos...you have to speak to the Senate. Athenia cannot withstand being controlled by Stravos. You know this….”
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There was something shameful in the way they both rose on their own to dress so that she could slip out into the early morning. She’d allowed herself to grow confident while they were on the island. There was no shame in being with Lukos there; no one to answer to. No consequences in their actions. Now? Now she was rushing back to keep a secret from her brother. Because nothing would please him more than having a reason to hunt Lukos down and kill him.
When she sat, he met her halfway so that she rested over him; his hand moving about her waist to keep her close. With her request, his mouth found hers again and she began to lose her resolve; her reasons for leaving seemed to evaporate and she sighed; letting her head fall to the side as his mouth grazed over her jaw; paying homage to the soft flesh there. He was temptation incarnate; wild and foreboding to most, but with her, he was a challenge; a conquest. He didn’t scare her. He exhilarated her. Even in their heated battles, he was like a competitor to best; not an enemy to defeat.
She leaned against his chest; enjoying the feeling of him folded about her; as if she was some delicate thing. He made her feel small and fragile even though nothing could be further from the truth. His voice, while soft, demanded her attention, and she turned her chin so she could look down at him; grazing her nose against his cheek distractedly as her hand untangled itself from her cloak and traced the hard lines of his arm. She gave a soft “hmm?” in response to her name as he asked about her engagement and she smiled; not fully taking him seriously. Would he be jealous? Of Patros? There was really no reason to be. “It’s about as solid as any other, I suppose.. My father and his signed an agreement. But I have no interest in him.” She lifted her hand to his cheek and grazed fingertips against the soft stubble there. “It’s you that keeps me up at night.. That I search for in the crowd.” The admittance made her flush and she gave a stifled chuckle. “I must sound like a lovesick child…” But she made no apologies. Instead, she drew his chin so that she could kiss him. ...But he stopped her; taking hold of her own chin so that she looked at him. His gaze was serious and his words sent a thrill down to the pit of her stomach of both exhilaration and dread. So much was riding on his testimony. And none of it she had any control over.
She furrowed her brow and too his hand from her chin to hold it. “What are you saying, Lukos? ..I...I didn’t consider you a possibility up until a few hours ago. What is it you want from me? From Persephone?” Because the way he made it sound was not only did he want control of all of Elias’s lands and estate, but he also wanted a wife to go along with it. Did he realize what he was asking? Not only of Persephone but of her as well? Her father would not simply hand her off in a contractual obligation to Persephone when another arrangement had been made. Even more so when Lukos was the man who’d taken her. And even if they did allow her to enter such an agreement, the requirement would be for marriage. She wouldn’t be traded as one of his slaves was. He would tie himself irrevocably to her, and she to him..when they’d only just declared themselves to each other.
It was all so fast.
“Lukos...you have to speak to the Senate. Athenia cannot withstand being controlled by Stravos. You know this….”
There was something shameful in the way they both rose on their own to dress so that she could slip out into the early morning. She’d allowed herself to grow confident while they were on the island. There was no shame in being with Lukos there; no one to answer to. No consequences in their actions. Now? Now she was rushing back to keep a secret from her brother. Because nothing would please him more than having a reason to hunt Lukos down and kill him.
When she sat, he met her halfway so that she rested over him; his hand moving about her waist to keep her close. With her request, his mouth found hers again and she began to lose her resolve; her reasons for leaving seemed to evaporate and she sighed; letting her head fall to the side as his mouth grazed over her jaw; paying homage to the soft flesh there. He was temptation incarnate; wild and foreboding to most, but with her, he was a challenge; a conquest. He didn’t scare her. He exhilarated her. Even in their heated battles, he was like a competitor to best; not an enemy to defeat.
She leaned against his chest; enjoying the feeling of him folded about her; as if she was some delicate thing. He made her feel small and fragile even though nothing could be further from the truth. His voice, while soft, demanded her attention, and she turned her chin so she could look down at him; grazing her nose against his cheek distractedly as her hand untangled itself from her cloak and traced the hard lines of his arm. She gave a soft “hmm?” in response to her name as he asked about her engagement and she smiled; not fully taking him seriously. Would he be jealous? Of Patros? There was really no reason to be. “It’s about as solid as any other, I suppose.. My father and his signed an agreement. But I have no interest in him.” She lifted her hand to his cheek and grazed fingertips against the soft stubble there. “It’s you that keeps me up at night.. That I search for in the crowd.” The admittance made her flush and she gave a stifled chuckle. “I must sound like a lovesick child…” But she made no apologies. Instead, she drew his chin so that she could kiss him. ...But he stopped her; taking hold of her own chin so that she looked at him. His gaze was serious and his words sent a thrill down to the pit of her stomach of both exhilaration and dread. So much was riding on his testimony. And none of it she had any control over.
She furrowed her brow and too his hand from her chin to hold it. “What are you saying, Lukos? ..I...I didn’t consider you a possibility up until a few hours ago. What is it you want from me? From Persephone?” Because the way he made it sound was not only did he want control of all of Elias’s lands and estate, but he also wanted a wife to go along with it. Did he realize what he was asking? Not only of Persephone but of her as well? Her father would not simply hand her off in a contractual obligation to Persephone when another arrangement had been made. Even more so when Lukos was the man who’d taken her. And even if they did allow her to enter such an agreement, the requirement would be for marriage. She wouldn’t be traded as one of his slaves was. He would tie himself irrevocably to her, and she to him..when they’d only just declared themselves to each other.
It was all so fast.
“Lukos...you have to speak to the Senate. Athenia cannot withstand being controlled by Stravos. You know this….”
The difference in their expectations was fast becoming apparent. She seemed to think he would be content in the knowledge that she loved him, whatever else happened. It was easy to guess that he was the first person she had given her heart to and she seemed to think that love could conquer all barriers. His experience with love was quite different; he understood it to be unstable and transient. It could be ripped away or sold out from underneath him.
Sitting on the bed, with her nuzzling him, he stared straight ahead at the door. A dark frown crossed his features. She held his hand and drew his attention back to her with, “What are you saying, Lukos? ..I...I didn’t consider you a possibility up until a few hours ago. What is it you want from me? From Persephone? Lukos...you have to speak to the Senate. Athenia cannot withstand being controlled by Stravos. You know this….”
He pulled away from her and her growing distress. Circumstances kept shifting. Just to please her, he had entertained Persephone’s offer. Now, Thalia had come to him and given him a taste of what he actually wanted - only to tell him that, in essence, this was all he could reasonably expect.
“If I am a baron,” he said slowly, rising from the bed and walking barefoot over to the corner of the room. “That means I give up the island. I don’t sail whenever I wish like I do now.” His tone was even, deceptively casual. “I sign my life away to your princess and in return, I don’t get killed by Stravos...I trade places with him.”
Lukos slipped his shirt over his head and walked back over to the table beside the bed. Silver rings lay scattered over the surface. He slid each one onto the appropriate finger, smiling at her without a ghost of it reaching his eyes.
“And you are married off to someone neither of us cares about. But that’s all fine. Because we love each other.”
His voice had taken on a dangerous, velvet smoothness. He lowered himself until he knelt at her feet. From here, he looked up into her face, his arms resting on her knees. “I’ll do what you want.” There was no need to rail at her or scream to drive his point home. No matter what she said, or what he did, whether he pledged himself to Elias or to Persephone, they would not be together.
When she married, which he imagined to be sooner rather than later, her husband would go into her on their wedding night and whether she enjoyed it or not didn’t matter to him. He didn’t want someone else with her at all. Thalia wasn’t an island whore, going between Arktos, himself, and whoever else. She was different, meant to be treated differently.
Perhaps it would please him if they could find ways to come together but she would not be available to him every day and every night. In another twist, he wasn’t exactly asking for her hand in marriage, either. He wanted what they had on the island - no strings but an unspoken understanding that she was not to stray, and that he would not. She’d asked him before why he wasn’t married and his answer was still the same; What would he, of all people, do with a wife?
Thalia did not feel like a wife. She was a different entity entirely. Someone with freedoms a wife would never have. No. He didn’t want to marry her and it hadn’t occurred to him that he could try.
After a pause, he sighed and said, “What are you doing here, Thalia?”
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The difference in their expectations was fast becoming apparent. She seemed to think he would be content in the knowledge that she loved him, whatever else happened. It was easy to guess that he was the first person she had given her heart to and she seemed to think that love could conquer all barriers. His experience with love was quite different; he understood it to be unstable and transient. It could be ripped away or sold out from underneath him.
Sitting on the bed, with her nuzzling him, he stared straight ahead at the door. A dark frown crossed his features. She held his hand and drew his attention back to her with, “What are you saying, Lukos? ..I...I didn’t consider you a possibility up until a few hours ago. What is it you want from me? From Persephone? Lukos...you have to speak to the Senate. Athenia cannot withstand being controlled by Stravos. You know this….”
He pulled away from her and her growing distress. Circumstances kept shifting. Just to please her, he had entertained Persephone’s offer. Now, Thalia had come to him and given him a taste of what he actually wanted - only to tell him that, in essence, this was all he could reasonably expect.
“If I am a baron,” he said slowly, rising from the bed and walking barefoot over to the corner of the room. “That means I give up the island. I don’t sail whenever I wish like I do now.” His tone was even, deceptively casual. “I sign my life away to your princess and in return, I don’t get killed by Stravos...I trade places with him.”
Lukos slipped his shirt over his head and walked back over to the table beside the bed. Silver rings lay scattered over the surface. He slid each one onto the appropriate finger, smiling at her without a ghost of it reaching his eyes.
“And you are married off to someone neither of us cares about. But that’s all fine. Because we love each other.”
His voice had taken on a dangerous, velvet smoothness. He lowered himself until he knelt at her feet. From here, he looked up into her face, his arms resting on her knees. “I’ll do what you want.” There was no need to rail at her or scream to drive his point home. No matter what she said, or what he did, whether he pledged himself to Elias or to Persephone, they would not be together.
When she married, which he imagined to be sooner rather than later, her husband would go into her on their wedding night and whether she enjoyed it or not didn’t matter to him. He didn’t want someone else with her at all. Thalia wasn’t an island whore, going between Arktos, himself, and whoever else. She was different, meant to be treated differently.
Perhaps it would please him if they could find ways to come together but she would not be available to him every day and every night. In another twist, he wasn’t exactly asking for her hand in marriage, either. He wanted what they had on the island - no strings but an unspoken understanding that she was not to stray, and that he would not. She’d asked him before why he wasn’t married and his answer was still the same; What would he, of all people, do with a wife?
Thalia did not feel like a wife. She was a different entity entirely. Someone with freedoms a wife would never have. No. He didn’t want to marry her and it hadn’t occurred to him that he could try.
After a pause, he sighed and said, “What are you doing here, Thalia?”
The difference in their expectations was fast becoming apparent. She seemed to think he would be content in the knowledge that she loved him, whatever else happened. It was easy to guess that he was the first person she had given her heart to and she seemed to think that love could conquer all barriers. His experience with love was quite different; he understood it to be unstable and transient. It could be ripped away or sold out from underneath him.
Sitting on the bed, with her nuzzling him, he stared straight ahead at the door. A dark frown crossed his features. She held his hand and drew his attention back to her with, “What are you saying, Lukos? ..I...I didn’t consider you a possibility up until a few hours ago. What is it you want from me? From Persephone? Lukos...you have to speak to the Senate. Athenia cannot withstand being controlled by Stravos. You know this….”
He pulled away from her and her growing distress. Circumstances kept shifting. Just to please her, he had entertained Persephone’s offer. Now, Thalia had come to him and given him a taste of what he actually wanted - only to tell him that, in essence, this was all he could reasonably expect.
“If I am a baron,” he said slowly, rising from the bed and walking barefoot over to the corner of the room. “That means I give up the island. I don’t sail whenever I wish like I do now.” His tone was even, deceptively casual. “I sign my life away to your princess and in return, I don’t get killed by Stravos...I trade places with him.”
Lukos slipped his shirt over his head and walked back over to the table beside the bed. Silver rings lay scattered over the surface. He slid each one onto the appropriate finger, smiling at her without a ghost of it reaching his eyes.
“And you are married off to someone neither of us cares about. But that’s all fine. Because we love each other.”
His voice had taken on a dangerous, velvet smoothness. He lowered himself until he knelt at her feet. From here, he looked up into her face, his arms resting on her knees. “I’ll do what you want.” There was no need to rail at her or scream to drive his point home. No matter what she said, or what he did, whether he pledged himself to Elias or to Persephone, they would not be together.
When she married, which he imagined to be sooner rather than later, her husband would go into her on their wedding night and whether she enjoyed it or not didn’t matter to him. He didn’t want someone else with her at all. Thalia wasn’t an island whore, going between Arktos, himself, and whoever else. She was different, meant to be treated differently.
Perhaps it would please him if they could find ways to come together but she would not be available to him every day and every night. In another twist, he wasn’t exactly asking for her hand in marriage, either. He wanted what they had on the island - no strings but an unspoken understanding that she was not to stray, and that he would not. She’d asked him before why he wasn’t married and his answer was still the same; What would he, of all people, do with a wife?
Thalia did not feel like a wife. She was a different entity entirely. Someone with freedoms a wife would never have. No. He didn’t want to marry her and it hadn’t occurred to him that he could try.
After a pause, he sighed and said, “What are you doing here, Thalia?”
Thalia knew this version of Lukos well… it was the version that looked for a fight in every word she said if only to push her away. She furrowed her brow as he pulled his hand from hers and slid around her to climb from the bed and retrieve his clothes. She watched him silently from her place on the bed as he poured over his position and how it would directly affect him..what would be expected to him and she balled her hand into a fist in the threadbare linens on the bed. When he stopped to pull on his shirt, she interjected. “You didn’t have to ask for a barony, Lukos..” And he didn’t. She still believed he was out of his mind for it. Running an island was nothing like running a province. He thought it meant wealth and power when, in fact, it meant mountains of paperwork and settling territorial disputes. Sitting for long hours in Senate meetings with procedures he knew nothing about. And sometimes days without even voting on an issue.
But she said nothing when he mentioned her impending marriage. The truth was she had no more desire to marry Patros than he did. But she’d only just returned to him. It wasn’t as if she’d had time in the past three hours to think such things through and figure out a way for her to get out of it. And now? There was no way for her to live as an unmarried woman kept by a baron lest she was his whore...his mistress. And while what they were doing was on the same level as such a thing, it wasn’t public. The shame it would bring to her noble house…. He had to understand it wasn’t even an option! Marriage was the only option.
His words...cheapened her confession. They stung; as if her love wasn’t good enough. He needed more from her and her shoulders fell. “What other option is there?” She spoke slowly and calmly as she had no desire to fight with him; only to speak to him truthfully. It seemed to work as he knelt before her without raising his voice; though his smile was deceptive and she knew it.
With his admission that he would do what she wanted, she stiffened and frowned. It sounded like a negotiation; he would do what she wanted if she did something in return. Her eyes searched his; waiting for him to tell her of his intent. ….Instead,he asked her of hers.
She gave a short laugh of disbelief as she stared at him before shaking her head; her lips parted incredulously and she felt a sick feeling in her stomach. What was she doing there? She thought it was obvious.
She thought it was enough.
She pushed his arms off her lap and stood; her emotions bare on her face and her eyes glassy with unshed tears. “Is it not obvious? Is it not enough for you? What do you WANT from me, Lukos?? I’m giving you.. Everything I have the ability to give you but it’s not good enough. It’s never enough!” He was always looking to level up. She came to confess her love and he wanted her to deny her family..her reputation.. What promises was he making for her? Sure he was betraying Elias, but that had no bearing on them. In the end, he would be a Lord, Persephone would be queen and Thalia would be shamed; her reputation dashed and her family dishonored; their relationship with the monarchy irrevocably damaged. She fell on her knees with him; not fighting her ears anymore as she took hold of his face. Her eyes searched his; pleading for reason and understanding as she spoke. “How do I love you? Tell me! ….I’ll do it. Take me away. We can leave right now… to hell with Elias.. To hell with Persephone and the fate of Athenia… my family… my reputation. I’d give it all for you… but would you be satisfied?” Her voice was hasty; he had to know she would do anything for him just as he was doing for her but she didn’t know how to prove it or if it even mattered.
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Thalia knew this version of Lukos well… it was the version that looked for a fight in every word she said if only to push her away. She furrowed her brow as he pulled his hand from hers and slid around her to climb from the bed and retrieve his clothes. She watched him silently from her place on the bed as he poured over his position and how it would directly affect him..what would be expected to him and she balled her hand into a fist in the threadbare linens on the bed. When he stopped to pull on his shirt, she interjected. “You didn’t have to ask for a barony, Lukos..” And he didn’t. She still believed he was out of his mind for it. Running an island was nothing like running a province. He thought it meant wealth and power when, in fact, it meant mountains of paperwork and settling territorial disputes. Sitting for long hours in Senate meetings with procedures he knew nothing about. And sometimes days without even voting on an issue.
But she said nothing when he mentioned her impending marriage. The truth was she had no more desire to marry Patros than he did. But she’d only just returned to him. It wasn’t as if she’d had time in the past three hours to think such things through and figure out a way for her to get out of it. And now? There was no way for her to live as an unmarried woman kept by a baron lest she was his whore...his mistress. And while what they were doing was on the same level as such a thing, it wasn’t public. The shame it would bring to her noble house…. He had to understand it wasn’t even an option! Marriage was the only option.
His words...cheapened her confession. They stung; as if her love wasn’t good enough. He needed more from her and her shoulders fell. “What other option is there?” She spoke slowly and calmly as she had no desire to fight with him; only to speak to him truthfully. It seemed to work as he knelt before her without raising his voice; though his smile was deceptive and she knew it.
With his admission that he would do what she wanted, she stiffened and frowned. It sounded like a negotiation; he would do what she wanted if she did something in return. Her eyes searched his; waiting for him to tell her of his intent. ….Instead,he asked her of hers.
She gave a short laugh of disbelief as she stared at him before shaking her head; her lips parted incredulously and she felt a sick feeling in her stomach. What was she doing there? She thought it was obvious.
She thought it was enough.
She pushed his arms off her lap and stood; her emotions bare on her face and her eyes glassy with unshed tears. “Is it not obvious? Is it not enough for you? What do you WANT from me, Lukos?? I’m giving you.. Everything I have the ability to give you but it’s not good enough. It’s never enough!” He was always looking to level up. She came to confess her love and he wanted her to deny her family..her reputation.. What promises was he making for her? Sure he was betraying Elias, but that had no bearing on them. In the end, he would be a Lord, Persephone would be queen and Thalia would be shamed; her reputation dashed and her family dishonored; their relationship with the monarchy irrevocably damaged. She fell on her knees with him; not fighting her ears anymore as she took hold of his face. Her eyes searched his; pleading for reason and understanding as she spoke. “How do I love you? Tell me! ….I’ll do it. Take me away. We can leave right now… to hell with Elias.. To hell with Persephone and the fate of Athenia… my family… my reputation. I’d give it all for you… but would you be satisfied?” Her voice was hasty; he had to know she would do anything for him just as he was doing for her but she didn’t know how to prove it or if it even mattered.
Thalia knew this version of Lukos well… it was the version that looked for a fight in every word she said if only to push her away. She furrowed her brow as he pulled his hand from hers and slid around her to climb from the bed and retrieve his clothes. She watched him silently from her place on the bed as he poured over his position and how it would directly affect him..what would be expected to him and she balled her hand into a fist in the threadbare linens on the bed. When he stopped to pull on his shirt, she interjected. “You didn’t have to ask for a barony, Lukos..” And he didn’t. She still believed he was out of his mind for it. Running an island was nothing like running a province. He thought it meant wealth and power when, in fact, it meant mountains of paperwork and settling territorial disputes. Sitting for long hours in Senate meetings with procedures he knew nothing about. And sometimes days without even voting on an issue.
But she said nothing when he mentioned her impending marriage. The truth was she had no more desire to marry Patros than he did. But she’d only just returned to him. It wasn’t as if she’d had time in the past three hours to think such things through and figure out a way for her to get out of it. And now? There was no way for her to live as an unmarried woman kept by a baron lest she was his whore...his mistress. And while what they were doing was on the same level as such a thing, it wasn’t public. The shame it would bring to her noble house…. He had to understand it wasn’t even an option! Marriage was the only option.
His words...cheapened her confession. They stung; as if her love wasn’t good enough. He needed more from her and her shoulders fell. “What other option is there?” She spoke slowly and calmly as she had no desire to fight with him; only to speak to him truthfully. It seemed to work as he knelt before her without raising his voice; though his smile was deceptive and she knew it.
With his admission that he would do what she wanted, she stiffened and frowned. It sounded like a negotiation; he would do what she wanted if she did something in return. Her eyes searched his; waiting for him to tell her of his intent. ….Instead,he asked her of hers.
She gave a short laugh of disbelief as she stared at him before shaking her head; her lips parted incredulously and she felt a sick feeling in her stomach. What was she doing there? She thought it was obvious.
She thought it was enough.
She pushed his arms off her lap and stood; her emotions bare on her face and her eyes glassy with unshed tears. “Is it not obvious? Is it not enough for you? What do you WANT from me, Lukos?? I’m giving you.. Everything I have the ability to give you but it’s not good enough. It’s never enough!” He was always looking to level up. She came to confess her love and he wanted her to deny her family..her reputation.. What promises was he making for her? Sure he was betraying Elias, but that had no bearing on them. In the end, he would be a Lord, Persephone would be queen and Thalia would be shamed; her reputation dashed and her family dishonored; their relationship with the monarchy irrevocably damaged. She fell on her knees with him; not fighting her ears anymore as she took hold of his face. Her eyes searched his; pleading for reason and understanding as she spoke. “How do I love you? Tell me! ….I’ll do it. Take me away. We can leave right now… to hell with Elias.. To hell with Persephone and the fate of Athenia… my family… my reputation. I’d give it all for you… but would you be satisfied?” Her voice was hasty; he had to know she would do anything for him just as he was doing for her but she didn’t know how to prove it or if it even mattered.
It was as if the air was sucked out of the room. He waited for her to answer but instead, she laughed. Without ceremony she forced him back as she shoved his arms off her lap. His eyes narrowed as she stood over him.
Pain etched itself in her features, in the twist of her mouth. The hazel of her eyes shone bright behind the barrier of unshed tears and he waited for them to slide down her beautiful face. He wanted to look away and would have done if she’d not sank to her knees. They were almost on top of each other again. This time, he didn’t want her close. The way she pleaded unnerved him.
“Is it not obvious? Is it not enough for you? What do you WANT from me, Lukos?? I’m giving you.. Everything I have the ability to give you but it’s not good enough. It’s never enough!”
“Thalia-” he tried but her tears spilled over and she grabbed him, silently demanding him to keep eye contact. His pulse quickened as his natural reaction urged him to shove her away but he forced himself to remain in her grip. She didn’t allow him to finish, instead, cutting across him, begging to know how to love him.
“Shhh,” he reached up, covering her hands with his own and firmly took them away from his face. Once her hands were in her lap, he put his arms around her and gathered her to him. Her cries were muffled against his shoulder. The perfume in her hair washed over him. It was easier to focus on that than to consider the suicide she’d just proposed for them.
He could possibly avoid Persephone’s fleet for a while. There was an even slimmer chance of escaping Stravos’s ships. But the two combined? He’d be a fool to try.
“Stop,” he said softly, pulling her back. The wet of her cheeks caught the dawning light and he ran his knuckles over the tear tracks, smoothing them away. It was the hopelessness and the frustration in her gaze, something close to an accusation, that made him think of someone else who’d looked at him the same away long ago.
She’d clung to him too, begging him to save her. Her hair had been softer than Thalia’s, and blonde. They’d been in this very room. His orders had been not to touch her but he’d disobeyed because he had been young, and she had been willing, and they assumed that he would be allowed to buy her freedom. Fate was not kind to either of them.
“You’d never forgive me for stealing you twice,” he searched her face as the momentary smile he wore died.
The temptation to take her up on her offer was overwhelming. They could pretend for a few days, or a few weeks but fate would find them. Instead of being beaten by his captain until he was a bloody mess on the mid deck, he’d be cut down by some nameless soldier of Persephone’s or Elias’s, while Thalia was brought back and either executed for treason or locked in her father’s house until the end of her days.
“You don’t cry,” he said, tipping her chin up with his thumb. “You are not weak. These people made you forget.” His eyes bored into hers, willing her to understand. “Their manners and their palaces are all masks. They are weak. They need us.”
“And I want you,” he said, referring to her earlier question of what he wanted. “If I can’t have you as I am, then I’ll be something else.” To him, she’d made it seem that her marriage could not be changed. He would put this to the test. If Persephone needed him as much as he suspected she did, then this little barrier between them could be kicked down. However, if Thalia was content to do as her family told her, and resign herself to a lifetime of unhappiness just to keep peace, then he’d misjudged who it was he was in love with.
“I need to know who I’m fighting for. Am I asking Persephone for the woman who held a sword to my neck at the temple? Or the one who lets others decide for her.” After a long pause, he added, “Or do you want me to fight for you at all?”
He rested his forehead against hers, letting his gaze fall. “I’d burn the world if you wanted me to. And I’ll go to the Senate, because you ask me to…”
His threat of no deal without her was a hollow one. No matter what happened between himself and her, because she wanted it this badly, he would testify.
“Don’t answer me now,” he murmured. “We have three days until Persephone brings her promises to bear. Think about it...I’ll walk you part way home.”
They’d talked too long. Dawn seeped through the window, brighter with every passing minute. He didn’t want to fight with her. Their battles for power were over. If he could prove himself to her...perhaps she wouldn’t be hesitant.
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It was as if the air was sucked out of the room. He waited for her to answer but instead, she laughed. Without ceremony she forced him back as she shoved his arms off her lap. His eyes narrowed as she stood over him.
Pain etched itself in her features, in the twist of her mouth. The hazel of her eyes shone bright behind the barrier of unshed tears and he waited for them to slide down her beautiful face. He wanted to look away and would have done if she’d not sank to her knees. They were almost on top of each other again. This time, he didn’t want her close. The way she pleaded unnerved him.
“Is it not obvious? Is it not enough for you? What do you WANT from me, Lukos?? I’m giving you.. Everything I have the ability to give you but it’s not good enough. It’s never enough!”
“Thalia-” he tried but her tears spilled over and she grabbed him, silently demanding him to keep eye contact. His pulse quickened as his natural reaction urged him to shove her away but he forced himself to remain in her grip. She didn’t allow him to finish, instead, cutting across him, begging to know how to love him.
“Shhh,” he reached up, covering her hands with his own and firmly took them away from his face. Once her hands were in her lap, he put his arms around her and gathered her to him. Her cries were muffled against his shoulder. The perfume in her hair washed over him. It was easier to focus on that than to consider the suicide she’d just proposed for them.
He could possibly avoid Persephone’s fleet for a while. There was an even slimmer chance of escaping Stravos’s ships. But the two combined? He’d be a fool to try.
“Stop,” he said softly, pulling her back. The wet of her cheeks caught the dawning light and he ran his knuckles over the tear tracks, smoothing them away. It was the hopelessness and the frustration in her gaze, something close to an accusation, that made him think of someone else who’d looked at him the same away long ago.
She’d clung to him too, begging him to save her. Her hair had been softer than Thalia’s, and blonde. They’d been in this very room. His orders had been not to touch her but he’d disobeyed because he had been young, and she had been willing, and they assumed that he would be allowed to buy her freedom. Fate was not kind to either of them.
“You’d never forgive me for stealing you twice,” he searched her face as the momentary smile he wore died.
The temptation to take her up on her offer was overwhelming. They could pretend for a few days, or a few weeks but fate would find them. Instead of being beaten by his captain until he was a bloody mess on the mid deck, he’d be cut down by some nameless soldier of Persephone’s or Elias’s, while Thalia was brought back and either executed for treason or locked in her father’s house until the end of her days.
“You don’t cry,” he said, tipping her chin up with his thumb. “You are not weak. These people made you forget.” His eyes bored into hers, willing her to understand. “Their manners and their palaces are all masks. They are weak. They need us.”
“And I want you,” he said, referring to her earlier question of what he wanted. “If I can’t have you as I am, then I’ll be something else.” To him, she’d made it seem that her marriage could not be changed. He would put this to the test. If Persephone needed him as much as he suspected she did, then this little barrier between them could be kicked down. However, if Thalia was content to do as her family told her, and resign herself to a lifetime of unhappiness just to keep peace, then he’d misjudged who it was he was in love with.
“I need to know who I’m fighting for. Am I asking Persephone for the woman who held a sword to my neck at the temple? Or the one who lets others decide for her.” After a long pause, he added, “Or do you want me to fight for you at all?”
He rested his forehead against hers, letting his gaze fall. “I’d burn the world if you wanted me to. And I’ll go to the Senate, because you ask me to…”
His threat of no deal without her was a hollow one. No matter what happened between himself and her, because she wanted it this badly, he would testify.
“Don’t answer me now,” he murmured. “We have three days until Persephone brings her promises to bear. Think about it...I’ll walk you part way home.”
They’d talked too long. Dawn seeped through the window, brighter with every passing minute. He didn’t want to fight with her. Their battles for power were over. If he could prove himself to her...perhaps she wouldn’t be hesitant.
It was as if the air was sucked out of the room. He waited for her to answer but instead, she laughed. Without ceremony she forced him back as she shoved his arms off her lap. His eyes narrowed as she stood over him.
Pain etched itself in her features, in the twist of her mouth. The hazel of her eyes shone bright behind the barrier of unshed tears and he waited for them to slide down her beautiful face. He wanted to look away and would have done if she’d not sank to her knees. They were almost on top of each other again. This time, he didn’t want her close. The way she pleaded unnerved him.
“Is it not obvious? Is it not enough for you? What do you WANT from me, Lukos?? I’m giving you.. Everything I have the ability to give you but it’s not good enough. It’s never enough!”
“Thalia-” he tried but her tears spilled over and she grabbed him, silently demanding him to keep eye contact. His pulse quickened as his natural reaction urged him to shove her away but he forced himself to remain in her grip. She didn’t allow him to finish, instead, cutting across him, begging to know how to love him.
“Shhh,” he reached up, covering her hands with his own and firmly took them away from his face. Once her hands were in her lap, he put his arms around her and gathered her to him. Her cries were muffled against his shoulder. The perfume in her hair washed over him. It was easier to focus on that than to consider the suicide she’d just proposed for them.
He could possibly avoid Persephone’s fleet for a while. There was an even slimmer chance of escaping Stravos’s ships. But the two combined? He’d be a fool to try.
“Stop,” he said softly, pulling her back. The wet of her cheeks caught the dawning light and he ran his knuckles over the tear tracks, smoothing them away. It was the hopelessness and the frustration in her gaze, something close to an accusation, that made him think of someone else who’d looked at him the same away long ago.
She’d clung to him too, begging him to save her. Her hair had been softer than Thalia’s, and blonde. They’d been in this very room. His orders had been not to touch her but he’d disobeyed because he had been young, and she had been willing, and they assumed that he would be allowed to buy her freedom. Fate was not kind to either of them.
“You’d never forgive me for stealing you twice,” he searched her face as the momentary smile he wore died.
The temptation to take her up on her offer was overwhelming. They could pretend for a few days, or a few weeks but fate would find them. Instead of being beaten by his captain until he was a bloody mess on the mid deck, he’d be cut down by some nameless soldier of Persephone’s or Elias’s, while Thalia was brought back and either executed for treason or locked in her father’s house until the end of her days.
“You don’t cry,” he said, tipping her chin up with his thumb. “You are not weak. These people made you forget.” His eyes bored into hers, willing her to understand. “Their manners and their palaces are all masks. They are weak. They need us.”
“And I want you,” he said, referring to her earlier question of what he wanted. “If I can’t have you as I am, then I’ll be something else.” To him, she’d made it seem that her marriage could not be changed. He would put this to the test. If Persephone needed him as much as he suspected she did, then this little barrier between them could be kicked down. However, if Thalia was content to do as her family told her, and resign herself to a lifetime of unhappiness just to keep peace, then he’d misjudged who it was he was in love with.
“I need to know who I’m fighting for. Am I asking Persephone for the woman who held a sword to my neck at the temple? Or the one who lets others decide for her.” After a long pause, he added, “Or do you want me to fight for you at all?”
He rested his forehead against hers, letting his gaze fall. “I’d burn the world if you wanted me to. And I’ll go to the Senate, because you ask me to…”
His threat of no deal without her was a hollow one. No matter what happened between himself and her, because she wanted it this badly, he would testify.
“Don’t answer me now,” he murmured. “We have three days until Persephone brings her promises to bear. Think about it...I’ll walk you part way home.”
They’d talked too long. Dawn seeped through the window, brighter with every passing minute. He didn’t want to fight with her. Their battles for power were over. If he could prove himself to her...perhaps she wouldn’t be hesitant.
She was a little hysterical; mildly frantic. It was something she would admit to. She’d come to him, heart in hand and he wanted more. But she didn’t know how to give it. She felt as if she was straddling two worlds and each demanded all or nothing of her. Long held loyalties were being tested. By Lukos. And he was the only person who would make her question them.
In that moment she would give it all up. She would run with him. Logic be damned, she would sail wherever he wanted; fight whomever he wanted and she would likely die with him and that was enough. She wanted to go back to their island. She wanted heated springs and the field they trained on. She missed Frona and Pallas. She missed her cat. But mostly she missed him. When he sailed away her heart went with him. And even coming home; being with her family and those who loved her... It wasn’t enough. There was a hole in her chest and nothing seemed to fill it. Most days she simply went through the motions; agreeing to what was expected of her. It wasn’t until Persephone asked about him… when the letter was written and the prospect of seeing him again that she began to feel renewed.. That she had a purpose again. She tried to believe it was solely for the best of the country. That Athenia needed him, not her. That she couldn’t be with someone who didn’t love her the way he loved his wealth.
But then he sat down at the table.
Every brick she’d built up to shelter herself from him was torn down. He’d done it for her, therefore there must have been some sort of redemption. He felt something for her, otherwise, he would have left. And it was enough. She would let it be enough.
Pulling her hands from his face, he bid her to stop and then pulled her towards him; his arms wrapping around her in a hug. She remained stiff for a moment before folding into him with a whimper; her arms moving to circle his waist and she buried her nose into his shirt to inhale his scent; leather and sand and ocean spray. Thalia wasn’t weak. And perhaps her tears belayed that, but she was human. There was only so much weight one could bear to carry before they broke. She’d come here with an open heart and it felt like it wasn’t enough for him. But what else could she offer?
Finally, he’d had enough of her self-pity and he pushed her back so he could look at her. With no preamble, he told her to stop and her brows furrowed in contrition. She stared at him blankly with his teasing smile and admission that she’d never forgive him. Because she would. ...Or at least she liked to think she would. ...Because it would have been her choice. He hadn’t taken her as he did last time, she went of her own volition. His fingers took her chin and pushed it up as he reminded her of who she was.. At least who she was with him. Had she changed? ..Perhaps. “Lukos.. ‘those’ people are my people.”
She lifted her hand to press against his chest as he told her he would change for her. But she wasn’t sure that would be enough.. For the Athenians? He would have a greater chance of besting Persephone’s fleet with his one boat than being one of them. ….But she didn’t mind that. She couldn’t imagine him as a rich land baron with soft hands and tailored robes. She liked him free and wild; beholden to no one. She shook her head; her eyes still luminous with unshed tears, but the lump in her throat was too thick to speak. She opened her mouth to tell him to fight for her, but his admission that he would burn the world for her was too much. She didn’t know what he needed of her. What he wanted. She needed time to think; to decide what she wanted as he’d said. So that she could come to him with confidence.
She gave him a reluctant nod as she told her not to answer. She needed to decide who she was. Was the daughter of a noble house and servant of the crown? Or was she the defiant lover of a pirate? She couldn’t be both.
She had to make a choice between him and her family.
She stood with him and wiped off her face; pushing back her emotions again as they gathered their things. Above deck, the first stirrings of life thumped across the floorboards and she looked at Lukos knowingly. Pulling her cloak on, she lifted the hood over her head. It likely wouldn’t keep the men from staring, but at least then Lukos could tell them whatever lie he liked. On the island, she walked with a self-satisfied pride in being the woman to best the ship’s captain. Now she didn’t know who she was.
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She was a little hysterical; mildly frantic. It was something she would admit to. She’d come to him, heart in hand and he wanted more. But she didn’t know how to give it. She felt as if she was straddling two worlds and each demanded all or nothing of her. Long held loyalties were being tested. By Lukos. And he was the only person who would make her question them.
In that moment she would give it all up. She would run with him. Logic be damned, she would sail wherever he wanted; fight whomever he wanted and she would likely die with him and that was enough. She wanted to go back to their island. She wanted heated springs and the field they trained on. She missed Frona and Pallas. She missed her cat. But mostly she missed him. When he sailed away her heart went with him. And even coming home; being with her family and those who loved her... It wasn’t enough. There was a hole in her chest and nothing seemed to fill it. Most days she simply went through the motions; agreeing to what was expected of her. It wasn’t until Persephone asked about him… when the letter was written and the prospect of seeing him again that she began to feel renewed.. That she had a purpose again. She tried to believe it was solely for the best of the country. That Athenia needed him, not her. That she couldn’t be with someone who didn’t love her the way he loved his wealth.
But then he sat down at the table.
Every brick she’d built up to shelter herself from him was torn down. He’d done it for her, therefore there must have been some sort of redemption. He felt something for her, otherwise, he would have left. And it was enough. She would let it be enough.
Pulling her hands from his face, he bid her to stop and then pulled her towards him; his arms wrapping around her in a hug. She remained stiff for a moment before folding into him with a whimper; her arms moving to circle his waist and she buried her nose into his shirt to inhale his scent; leather and sand and ocean spray. Thalia wasn’t weak. And perhaps her tears belayed that, but she was human. There was only so much weight one could bear to carry before they broke. She’d come here with an open heart and it felt like it wasn’t enough for him. But what else could she offer?
Finally, he’d had enough of her self-pity and he pushed her back so he could look at her. With no preamble, he told her to stop and her brows furrowed in contrition. She stared at him blankly with his teasing smile and admission that she’d never forgive him. Because she would. ...Or at least she liked to think she would. ...Because it would have been her choice. He hadn’t taken her as he did last time, she went of her own volition. His fingers took her chin and pushed it up as he reminded her of who she was.. At least who she was with him. Had she changed? ..Perhaps. “Lukos.. ‘those’ people are my people.”
She lifted her hand to press against his chest as he told her he would change for her. But she wasn’t sure that would be enough.. For the Athenians? He would have a greater chance of besting Persephone’s fleet with his one boat than being one of them. ….But she didn’t mind that. She couldn’t imagine him as a rich land baron with soft hands and tailored robes. She liked him free and wild; beholden to no one. She shook her head; her eyes still luminous with unshed tears, but the lump in her throat was too thick to speak. She opened her mouth to tell him to fight for her, but his admission that he would burn the world for her was too much. She didn’t know what he needed of her. What he wanted. She needed time to think; to decide what she wanted as he’d said. So that she could come to him with confidence.
She gave him a reluctant nod as she told her not to answer. She needed to decide who she was. Was the daughter of a noble house and servant of the crown? Or was she the defiant lover of a pirate? She couldn’t be both.
She had to make a choice between him and her family.
She stood with him and wiped off her face; pushing back her emotions again as they gathered their things. Above deck, the first stirrings of life thumped across the floorboards and she looked at Lukos knowingly. Pulling her cloak on, she lifted the hood over her head. It likely wouldn’t keep the men from staring, but at least then Lukos could tell them whatever lie he liked. On the island, she walked with a self-satisfied pride in being the woman to best the ship’s captain. Now she didn’t know who she was.
She was a little hysterical; mildly frantic. It was something she would admit to. She’d come to him, heart in hand and he wanted more. But she didn’t know how to give it. She felt as if she was straddling two worlds and each demanded all or nothing of her. Long held loyalties were being tested. By Lukos. And he was the only person who would make her question them.
In that moment she would give it all up. She would run with him. Logic be damned, she would sail wherever he wanted; fight whomever he wanted and she would likely die with him and that was enough. She wanted to go back to their island. She wanted heated springs and the field they trained on. She missed Frona and Pallas. She missed her cat. But mostly she missed him. When he sailed away her heart went with him. And even coming home; being with her family and those who loved her... It wasn’t enough. There was a hole in her chest and nothing seemed to fill it. Most days she simply went through the motions; agreeing to what was expected of her. It wasn’t until Persephone asked about him… when the letter was written and the prospect of seeing him again that she began to feel renewed.. That she had a purpose again. She tried to believe it was solely for the best of the country. That Athenia needed him, not her. That she couldn’t be with someone who didn’t love her the way he loved his wealth.
But then he sat down at the table.
Every brick she’d built up to shelter herself from him was torn down. He’d done it for her, therefore there must have been some sort of redemption. He felt something for her, otherwise, he would have left. And it was enough. She would let it be enough.
Pulling her hands from his face, he bid her to stop and then pulled her towards him; his arms wrapping around her in a hug. She remained stiff for a moment before folding into him with a whimper; her arms moving to circle his waist and she buried her nose into his shirt to inhale his scent; leather and sand and ocean spray. Thalia wasn’t weak. And perhaps her tears belayed that, but she was human. There was only so much weight one could bear to carry before they broke. She’d come here with an open heart and it felt like it wasn’t enough for him. But what else could she offer?
Finally, he’d had enough of her self-pity and he pushed her back so he could look at her. With no preamble, he told her to stop and her brows furrowed in contrition. She stared at him blankly with his teasing smile and admission that she’d never forgive him. Because she would. ...Or at least she liked to think she would. ...Because it would have been her choice. He hadn’t taken her as he did last time, she went of her own volition. His fingers took her chin and pushed it up as he reminded her of who she was.. At least who she was with him. Had she changed? ..Perhaps. “Lukos.. ‘those’ people are my people.”
She lifted her hand to press against his chest as he told her he would change for her. But she wasn’t sure that would be enough.. For the Athenians? He would have a greater chance of besting Persephone’s fleet with his one boat than being one of them. ….But she didn’t mind that. She couldn’t imagine him as a rich land baron with soft hands and tailored robes. She liked him free and wild; beholden to no one. She shook her head; her eyes still luminous with unshed tears, but the lump in her throat was too thick to speak. She opened her mouth to tell him to fight for her, but his admission that he would burn the world for her was too much. She didn’t know what he needed of her. What he wanted. She needed time to think; to decide what she wanted as he’d said. So that she could come to him with confidence.
She gave him a reluctant nod as she told her not to answer. She needed to decide who she was. Was the daughter of a noble house and servant of the crown? Or was she the defiant lover of a pirate? She couldn’t be both.
She had to make a choice between him and her family.
She stood with him and wiped off her face; pushing back her emotions again as they gathered their things. Above deck, the first stirrings of life thumped across the floorboards and she looked at Lukos knowingly. Pulling her cloak on, she lifted the hood over her head. It likely wouldn’t keep the men from staring, but at least then Lukos could tell them whatever lie he liked. On the island, she walked with a self-satisfied pride in being the woman to best the ship’s captain. Now she didn’t know who she was.