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Sorrow was not unfamiliar to Paris. His life had been stained by it. What, but sorrow, could be expected of a boy sold to slavers to pay his father’s gambling debts? What, but sorrow, could be expected of a boy beaten for every slight, however minor, at the hands of his first master, until he was afraid to breathe lest he be beaten again? What, but sorrow, could be expected of a boy who knew no hope of freedom nor prayer that the Gods might take him away from the cruelties his life had become?
Certainly not love.
In truth, Paris never thought he would ever serve a Dynasteía. He believed that he would die at the hands of his first master and fade into the obscurity he begged the gods for the day black-hearted wrath was poured out upon him. For years, he assumed they could not hear him, or rather, did not believe a slave boy’s pleas held any value. But he had been wrong. The Gods did answer him. They had sent him into the service of Dynasteía Thanasi. The rumors of the family’s iniquity never concerned Paris. How could they? It was not his place to ponder why noble creatures believed they knew the meaning of cruelty or suffering. He was to serve.
And his new master came in a divine shape: Mihail of Thanasi.
Some — perhaps those who never served a cruel master — would believe Mihail to be the vicious, haughty sort and attempt to minimize their interactions with him. But Paris had no such notion in his head. In spite of the endless myriad of imperious demands, Paris felt nothing but adoration in his heart when he grew bold enough to glance at that perfectly sculpted face. He never truly saw the contempt in those dark eyes. How could he when his soul sang to know he had been looked at? The cutting words were never as deep, simply because they had been directed at him. It made no sense. He knew he was worthless. It was what he had always been told. And yet this wonderful creature believed him to be worthy of disdain.
That was an honor he prided himself in having earned. No, it was something he coveted. There were occasions he would make small errors in his work, just to hear those venomous words and feel his spirit soar again.
There were punishments for his failures. There always were. Yet he couldn’t stop himself. If he was being punished, he was present. He existed. And if nothing else, though he was ashamed of it, the berating teased a most carnal desire within him.
But this time, he’d not intended to make a mistake, nor did this punishment bring him any sort of pleasure.
His lady (as he referred to Mihail) demanded that he paint her toenails red. Naturally, he obliged. He thought he was doing as she wanted, but something had gone wrong. He’d apparently used the ‘wrong shade’, but before he could even begin to utter an apology, a sharp kick to the face sent him reeling. He stopped thinking after that, which surely must have cost him. Yet, what else could he do but crawl towards her, in spite of his tear-blurred vision, and try to beg for her mercy? Perhaps if he was more aware, he would have realized that the wetness running down his lips and dribbling off his chin was not caused by tears, but blood. Blood that, in his attempt to draw nearer and humble himself before her, damned him by dripping onto her foot.
Paris hardly remembered what came after that, only that he heard words so vile he could not bear to listen and that, at the end of it all, he had to be dragged, kicking and screaming, out of her presence.
And then he found himself thrown into a Thanasi dungeon.
This punishment was far worse than any he had been given previous. Confinement was unbearable, if only because he could not see her. He could not leave. Even when he’d displeased her and she dismissed him, he could still steal glances while he attended to other work. But there was no work now and his lady was nowhere to be found. He was worthless here and in that moment, he bitterly prayed for a beating -- something to make him feel alive again. He felt as if his soul had been torn from his body and violently shredded into pieces. He would have been wailing for her in the darkness, pleading for her to tell him he was unworthy, if he’d not known how much she despised the noise.
He never cleaned his face, but then, he didn't need to. In the blackness, the coppery taste of his own blood was all that kept him from shutting down entirely. He normally found blood so distasteful, but in solitude, it was the sweetest thing that had touched his tongue. He found solace only in the fact that he bled because of his lady. As furious as he was with himself for causing her such fury, she had made him bleed. She had seen him. And those thoughts made him all the more sorrowful when his blood dried and crusted on his flesh.
Then there was nothing.
He anguished over the possibility that she might have him sold, or worse, replaced and on that matter alone he spent his time quietly sobbing (for he knew no one liked the sounds of sorrow). There was little else to do but berate himself for his stupidity and wait to see what would become of him. Every sound, no matter how slight, sent him into a panic, for he was sure the noise would belong to men who would drag him from this place and back onto the auction block.
But they never came.
And as time dragged on, he began to wonder if anyone would.
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Sorrow was not unfamiliar to Paris. His life had been stained by it. What, but sorrow, could be expected of a boy sold to slavers to pay his father’s gambling debts? What, but sorrow, could be expected of a boy beaten for every slight, however minor, at the hands of his first master, until he was afraid to breathe lest he be beaten again? What, but sorrow, could be expected of a boy who knew no hope of freedom nor prayer that the Gods might take him away from the cruelties his life had become?
Certainly not love.
In truth, Paris never thought he would ever serve a Dynasteía. He believed that he would die at the hands of his first master and fade into the obscurity he begged the gods for the day black-hearted wrath was poured out upon him. For years, he assumed they could not hear him, or rather, did not believe a slave boy’s pleas held any value. But he had been wrong. The Gods did answer him. They had sent him into the service of Dynasteía Thanasi. The rumors of the family’s iniquity never concerned Paris. How could they? It was not his place to ponder why noble creatures believed they knew the meaning of cruelty or suffering. He was to serve.
And his new master came in a divine shape: Mihail of Thanasi.
Some — perhaps those who never served a cruel master — would believe Mihail to be the vicious, haughty sort and attempt to minimize their interactions with him. But Paris had no such notion in his head. In spite of the endless myriad of imperious demands, Paris felt nothing but adoration in his heart when he grew bold enough to glance at that perfectly sculpted face. He never truly saw the contempt in those dark eyes. How could he when his soul sang to know he had been looked at? The cutting words were never as deep, simply because they had been directed at him. It made no sense. He knew he was worthless. It was what he had always been told. And yet this wonderful creature believed him to be worthy of disdain.
That was an honor he prided himself in having earned. No, it was something he coveted. There were occasions he would make small errors in his work, just to hear those venomous words and feel his spirit soar again.
There were punishments for his failures. There always were. Yet he couldn’t stop himself. If he was being punished, he was present. He existed. And if nothing else, though he was ashamed of it, the berating teased a most carnal desire within him.
But this time, he’d not intended to make a mistake, nor did this punishment bring him any sort of pleasure.
His lady (as he referred to Mihail) demanded that he paint her toenails red. Naturally, he obliged. He thought he was doing as she wanted, but something had gone wrong. He’d apparently used the ‘wrong shade’, but before he could even begin to utter an apology, a sharp kick to the face sent him reeling. He stopped thinking after that, which surely must have cost him. Yet, what else could he do but crawl towards her, in spite of his tear-blurred vision, and try to beg for her mercy? Perhaps if he was more aware, he would have realized that the wetness running down his lips and dribbling off his chin was not caused by tears, but blood. Blood that, in his attempt to draw nearer and humble himself before her, damned him by dripping onto her foot.
Paris hardly remembered what came after that, only that he heard words so vile he could not bear to listen and that, at the end of it all, he had to be dragged, kicking and screaming, out of her presence.
And then he found himself thrown into a Thanasi dungeon.
This punishment was far worse than any he had been given previous. Confinement was unbearable, if only because he could not see her. He could not leave. Even when he’d displeased her and she dismissed him, he could still steal glances while he attended to other work. But there was no work now and his lady was nowhere to be found. He was worthless here and in that moment, he bitterly prayed for a beating -- something to make him feel alive again. He felt as if his soul had been torn from his body and violently shredded into pieces. He would have been wailing for her in the darkness, pleading for her to tell him he was unworthy, if he’d not known how much she despised the noise.
He never cleaned his face, but then, he didn't need to. In the blackness, the coppery taste of his own blood was all that kept him from shutting down entirely. He normally found blood so distasteful, but in solitude, it was the sweetest thing that had touched his tongue. He found solace only in the fact that he bled because of his lady. As furious as he was with himself for causing her such fury, she had made him bleed. She had seen him. And those thoughts made him all the more sorrowful when his blood dried and crusted on his flesh.
Then there was nothing.
He anguished over the possibility that she might have him sold, or worse, replaced and on that matter alone he spent his time quietly sobbing (for he knew no one liked the sounds of sorrow). There was little else to do but berate himself for his stupidity and wait to see what would become of him. Every sound, no matter how slight, sent him into a panic, for he was sure the noise would belong to men who would drag him from this place and back onto the auction block.
But they never came.
And as time dragged on, he began to wonder if anyone would.
Three days.
Three transgressions.
Three reasons for sorrow.
Sorrow was not unfamiliar to Paris. His life had been stained by it. What, but sorrow, could be expected of a boy sold to slavers to pay his father’s gambling debts? What, but sorrow, could be expected of a boy beaten for every slight, however minor, at the hands of his first master, until he was afraid to breathe lest he be beaten again? What, but sorrow, could be expected of a boy who knew no hope of freedom nor prayer that the Gods might take him away from the cruelties his life had become?
Certainly not love.
In truth, Paris never thought he would ever serve a Dynasteía. He believed that he would die at the hands of his first master and fade into the obscurity he begged the gods for the day black-hearted wrath was poured out upon him. For years, he assumed they could not hear him, or rather, did not believe a slave boy’s pleas held any value. But he had been wrong. The Gods did answer him. They had sent him into the service of Dynasteía Thanasi. The rumors of the family’s iniquity never concerned Paris. How could they? It was not his place to ponder why noble creatures believed they knew the meaning of cruelty or suffering. He was to serve.
And his new master came in a divine shape: Mihail of Thanasi.
Some — perhaps those who never served a cruel master — would believe Mihail to be the vicious, haughty sort and attempt to minimize their interactions with him. But Paris had no such notion in his head. In spite of the endless myriad of imperious demands, Paris felt nothing but adoration in his heart when he grew bold enough to glance at that perfectly sculpted face. He never truly saw the contempt in those dark eyes. How could he when his soul sang to know he had been looked at? The cutting words were never as deep, simply because they had been directed at him. It made no sense. He knew he was worthless. It was what he had always been told. And yet this wonderful creature believed him to be worthy of disdain.
That was an honor he prided himself in having earned. No, it was something he coveted. There were occasions he would make small errors in his work, just to hear those venomous words and feel his spirit soar again.
There were punishments for his failures. There always were. Yet he couldn’t stop himself. If he was being punished, he was present. He existed. And if nothing else, though he was ashamed of it, the berating teased a most carnal desire within him.
But this time, he’d not intended to make a mistake, nor did this punishment bring him any sort of pleasure.
His lady (as he referred to Mihail) demanded that he paint her toenails red. Naturally, he obliged. He thought he was doing as she wanted, but something had gone wrong. He’d apparently used the ‘wrong shade’, but before he could even begin to utter an apology, a sharp kick to the face sent him reeling. He stopped thinking after that, which surely must have cost him. Yet, what else could he do but crawl towards her, in spite of his tear-blurred vision, and try to beg for her mercy? Perhaps if he was more aware, he would have realized that the wetness running down his lips and dribbling off his chin was not caused by tears, but blood. Blood that, in his attempt to draw nearer and humble himself before her, damned him by dripping onto her foot.
Paris hardly remembered what came after that, only that he heard words so vile he could not bear to listen and that, at the end of it all, he had to be dragged, kicking and screaming, out of her presence.
And then he found himself thrown into a Thanasi dungeon.
This punishment was far worse than any he had been given previous. Confinement was unbearable, if only because he could not see her. He could not leave. Even when he’d displeased her and she dismissed him, he could still steal glances while he attended to other work. But there was no work now and his lady was nowhere to be found. He was worthless here and in that moment, he bitterly prayed for a beating -- something to make him feel alive again. He felt as if his soul had been torn from his body and violently shredded into pieces. He would have been wailing for her in the darkness, pleading for her to tell him he was unworthy, if he’d not known how much she despised the noise.
He never cleaned his face, but then, he didn't need to. In the blackness, the coppery taste of his own blood was all that kept him from shutting down entirely. He normally found blood so distasteful, but in solitude, it was the sweetest thing that had touched his tongue. He found solace only in the fact that he bled because of his lady. As furious as he was with himself for causing her such fury, she had made him bleed. She had seen him. And those thoughts made him all the more sorrowful when his blood dried and crusted on his flesh.
Then there was nothing.
He anguished over the possibility that she might have him sold, or worse, replaced and on that matter alone he spent his time quietly sobbing (for he knew no one liked the sounds of sorrow). There was little else to do but berate himself for his stupidity and wait to see what would become of him. Every sound, no matter how slight, sent him into a panic, for he was sure the noise would belong to men who would drag him from this place and back onto the auction block.
But they never came.
And as time dragged on, he began to wonder if anyone would.
Mihail abhorred mistakes. He thought they were typically unnecessary and a waste of time and effort for all involved parties. He could not stand watching others fail in their tasks when he thought them so excruciatingly simple: the majority of errors tended to fall in tasks that were easy enough he could have completed them himself had the presence of staff not inclined him otherwise. Thus, to find that they were incompetent even in those uncomplicated matters was nothing short of frustrating. Luckily, there were always manners of dealing with those few who irritated him, although those punishments were typically rather irreversible.
The new slave was not awful. Mihail had noticed him on the off-chance a few months prior, after a return journey from Nethisa, lingering among the others as though he had been there for years — his name was Paris, although remembering such things felt unnecessary. He had possessed the kind of boyish handsomeness that had intrigued the youngest Thanasi for many years now, and the blonde boy had been sent away with a demand to prepare a bath: an initial test that would determine whether or not he would be relied upon in the future. And, oh, what a wise choice that had been. From those first moments, his dedication had been noticeable, and if there was something that Mihail enjoyed seeing in the staff, it was dedication. After all, someone so desiring of attention was surely less likely to commit an error, no?
Since then, he had begun to be a reliable slave, and an entertaining toy. All demands tossed at him were acted upon immediately, even if not always efficiently, he addressed the Thanasi by any preferred femimine titles, and when he was punished, he only seemed to take pleasure in the pain, which suited Mihail’s proclivities well enough. It was rare for him to have a canvas who was so willing to bleed. Any cruelty he wished to inflict could be tossed onto the boy, no matter how harsh, whether it involved knives or forced exhaustion or any number of other games. It was only a shame that such enjoyment meant those things were far from effective punishment, and neglect appeared infinitely more valuable. A different type of pain and, yet, it caused Mihail an equal amount of satisfaction to watch Paris's suffering at the lack of attention he was offered. It was delightful.
Still, such obsession with obedience did not always result in skill, and there were plenty of moments where the boy had committed foolish mistakes that might otherwise easily have been avoided.
Only a few days ago, Mihail had thought to entrust him with a pedicure. As concerned with the state of his nails as he traditionally was, it had felt a dangerous request, and only one given to the newer slave because it felt like a valuable experiment as to his true level of devotion, and allowing him so close without being able to touch the man as he craved felt amusing. But, of course, it had been far too much pressure (as expected) and he had somehow failed to choose the correct shade of red. Or rather, Mihail had changed his mind halfway through on his preferred crimson, and it was far too late to admit that he was no longer keen, so he had lashed out at Paris as he was wont to do, finding it easier to toss the blame elsewhere.
Almost instinctively, his severe words had been accompanied by a kick to the face — for that, Mihail took no fault either, thinking that it was all on his new toy for failing in the first place — which had tossed the slave back where he kneeled. He would have pulled his foot back to examine the damage caused by the kick on the state of those horridly-tinted nails, but, apparently, the blonde had had different thoughts. Stray droplets of sticky red blood from the other tainted his skin and the dark cushioning of his kline, and, although he was far less bothered by the latter with the knowledge that some other could clean it up eventually (and it was hardly the worst that had ended up on his cushions), the first would have to be corrected.
Plenty of insults left his lips in response to the crime, carefully designed to cause the most damage possible, knowing right where it would be the most painful, and not in the way this boy enjoyed. This was an act calling for genuine suffering. As for the punishment itself, well…
Attention, of course, was what Paris craved, and there was no intention of giving him that. Instead, a guard had been called, and the details of the punishment given in hushed words so that he would be left in the dark until he was thrust into it. Three days of isolation, separated from the goddess he wished to serve. One day for the colour choice, one for the bleeding, and one for making such a dramatic scene when he was dragged away, screaming and sobbing as though he had no care for how irritating Mihail might consider the sound. The isolation would be structured as though he were anybody else tossed carelessly into a dungeon, with only a minimal amount of food and drink offered to him on the second day, and little other amenities, for he did not deserve the consideration.
It was all designed to break him.
Once the punishment had ended, Mihail had chosen to leave it almost until the end of the fourth day to make the boy fear that his suffering would be indefinite despite the alleged restrictions of the imprisonment. He had gone about his day without a care, carefully practising his archery and taking a scented bath in his favoured rose, then taken some time for himself and his more intellectual pursuits before he took to his beloved opium pipe. Only when he was suitably relaxed, playfully distracted with Draco curling around his arms, had he summoned a guard and told them to fetch Paris back from the dungeon.
His attention did not shift when Paris was dragged back into the room with no regard for his well-being, as if any had been given over the past few days. An arm untangled itself from the pretty black viper to leave it resting instead on his chest, extending itself towards the boy with the clear yet unspoken demand that he wanted his slender fingers kissed, still staring apparently thoughtlessly into space as he sucked on his silver pipe.
“Do we have anything to say for ourselves?”
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Mihail
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Mihail
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First Impressions:Slim; Broken nose, piercing gaze, red-painted nails.
Address: Your His Lordship
Mihail abhorred mistakes. He thought they were typically unnecessary and a waste of time and effort for all involved parties. He could not stand watching others fail in their tasks when he thought them so excruciatingly simple: the majority of errors tended to fall in tasks that were easy enough he could have completed them himself had the presence of staff not inclined him otherwise. Thus, to find that they were incompetent even in those uncomplicated matters was nothing short of frustrating. Luckily, there were always manners of dealing with those few who irritated him, although those punishments were typically rather irreversible.
The new slave was not awful. Mihail had noticed him on the off-chance a few months prior, after a return journey from Nethisa, lingering among the others as though he had been there for years — his name was Paris, although remembering such things felt unnecessary. He had possessed the kind of boyish handsomeness that had intrigued the youngest Thanasi for many years now, and the blonde boy had been sent away with a demand to prepare a bath: an initial test that would determine whether or not he would be relied upon in the future. And, oh, what a wise choice that had been. From those first moments, his dedication had been noticeable, and if there was something that Mihail enjoyed seeing in the staff, it was dedication. After all, someone so desiring of attention was surely less likely to commit an error, no?
Since then, he had begun to be a reliable slave, and an entertaining toy. All demands tossed at him were acted upon immediately, even if not always efficiently, he addressed the Thanasi by any preferred femimine titles, and when he was punished, he only seemed to take pleasure in the pain, which suited Mihail’s proclivities well enough. It was rare for him to have a canvas who was so willing to bleed. Any cruelty he wished to inflict could be tossed onto the boy, no matter how harsh, whether it involved knives or forced exhaustion or any number of other games. It was only a shame that such enjoyment meant those things were far from effective punishment, and neglect appeared infinitely more valuable. A different type of pain and, yet, it caused Mihail an equal amount of satisfaction to watch Paris's suffering at the lack of attention he was offered. It was delightful.
Still, such obsession with obedience did not always result in skill, and there were plenty of moments where the boy had committed foolish mistakes that might otherwise easily have been avoided.
Only a few days ago, Mihail had thought to entrust him with a pedicure. As concerned with the state of his nails as he traditionally was, it had felt a dangerous request, and only one given to the newer slave because it felt like a valuable experiment as to his true level of devotion, and allowing him so close without being able to touch the man as he craved felt amusing. But, of course, it had been far too much pressure (as expected) and he had somehow failed to choose the correct shade of red. Or rather, Mihail had changed his mind halfway through on his preferred crimson, and it was far too late to admit that he was no longer keen, so he had lashed out at Paris as he was wont to do, finding it easier to toss the blame elsewhere.
Almost instinctively, his severe words had been accompanied by a kick to the face — for that, Mihail took no fault either, thinking that it was all on his new toy for failing in the first place — which had tossed the slave back where he kneeled. He would have pulled his foot back to examine the damage caused by the kick on the state of those horridly-tinted nails, but, apparently, the blonde had had different thoughts. Stray droplets of sticky red blood from the other tainted his skin and the dark cushioning of his kline, and, although he was far less bothered by the latter with the knowledge that some other could clean it up eventually (and it was hardly the worst that had ended up on his cushions), the first would have to be corrected.
Plenty of insults left his lips in response to the crime, carefully designed to cause the most damage possible, knowing right where it would be the most painful, and not in the way this boy enjoyed. This was an act calling for genuine suffering. As for the punishment itself, well…
Attention, of course, was what Paris craved, and there was no intention of giving him that. Instead, a guard had been called, and the details of the punishment given in hushed words so that he would be left in the dark until he was thrust into it. Three days of isolation, separated from the goddess he wished to serve. One day for the colour choice, one for the bleeding, and one for making such a dramatic scene when he was dragged away, screaming and sobbing as though he had no care for how irritating Mihail might consider the sound. The isolation would be structured as though he were anybody else tossed carelessly into a dungeon, with only a minimal amount of food and drink offered to him on the second day, and little other amenities, for he did not deserve the consideration.
It was all designed to break him.
Once the punishment had ended, Mihail had chosen to leave it almost until the end of the fourth day to make the boy fear that his suffering would be indefinite despite the alleged restrictions of the imprisonment. He had gone about his day without a care, carefully practising his archery and taking a scented bath in his favoured rose, then taken some time for himself and his more intellectual pursuits before he took to his beloved opium pipe. Only when he was suitably relaxed, playfully distracted with Draco curling around his arms, had he summoned a guard and told them to fetch Paris back from the dungeon.
His attention did not shift when Paris was dragged back into the room with no regard for his well-being, as if any had been given over the past few days. An arm untangled itself from the pretty black viper to leave it resting instead on his chest, extending itself towards the boy with the clear yet unspoken demand that he wanted his slender fingers kissed, still staring apparently thoughtlessly into space as he sucked on his silver pipe.
“Do we have anything to say for ourselves?”
Mihail abhorred mistakes. He thought they were typically unnecessary and a waste of time and effort for all involved parties. He could not stand watching others fail in their tasks when he thought them so excruciatingly simple: the majority of errors tended to fall in tasks that were easy enough he could have completed them himself had the presence of staff not inclined him otherwise. Thus, to find that they were incompetent even in those uncomplicated matters was nothing short of frustrating. Luckily, there were always manners of dealing with those few who irritated him, although those punishments were typically rather irreversible.
The new slave was not awful. Mihail had noticed him on the off-chance a few months prior, after a return journey from Nethisa, lingering among the others as though he had been there for years — his name was Paris, although remembering such things felt unnecessary. He had possessed the kind of boyish handsomeness that had intrigued the youngest Thanasi for many years now, and the blonde boy had been sent away with a demand to prepare a bath: an initial test that would determine whether or not he would be relied upon in the future. And, oh, what a wise choice that had been. From those first moments, his dedication had been noticeable, and if there was something that Mihail enjoyed seeing in the staff, it was dedication. After all, someone so desiring of attention was surely less likely to commit an error, no?
Since then, he had begun to be a reliable slave, and an entertaining toy. All demands tossed at him were acted upon immediately, even if not always efficiently, he addressed the Thanasi by any preferred femimine titles, and when he was punished, he only seemed to take pleasure in the pain, which suited Mihail’s proclivities well enough. It was rare for him to have a canvas who was so willing to bleed. Any cruelty he wished to inflict could be tossed onto the boy, no matter how harsh, whether it involved knives or forced exhaustion or any number of other games. It was only a shame that such enjoyment meant those things were far from effective punishment, and neglect appeared infinitely more valuable. A different type of pain and, yet, it caused Mihail an equal amount of satisfaction to watch Paris's suffering at the lack of attention he was offered. It was delightful.
Still, such obsession with obedience did not always result in skill, and there were plenty of moments where the boy had committed foolish mistakes that might otherwise easily have been avoided.
Only a few days ago, Mihail had thought to entrust him with a pedicure. As concerned with the state of his nails as he traditionally was, it had felt a dangerous request, and only one given to the newer slave because it felt like a valuable experiment as to his true level of devotion, and allowing him so close without being able to touch the man as he craved felt amusing. But, of course, it had been far too much pressure (as expected) and he had somehow failed to choose the correct shade of red. Or rather, Mihail had changed his mind halfway through on his preferred crimson, and it was far too late to admit that he was no longer keen, so he had lashed out at Paris as he was wont to do, finding it easier to toss the blame elsewhere.
Almost instinctively, his severe words had been accompanied by a kick to the face — for that, Mihail took no fault either, thinking that it was all on his new toy for failing in the first place — which had tossed the slave back where he kneeled. He would have pulled his foot back to examine the damage caused by the kick on the state of those horridly-tinted nails, but, apparently, the blonde had had different thoughts. Stray droplets of sticky red blood from the other tainted his skin and the dark cushioning of his kline, and, although he was far less bothered by the latter with the knowledge that some other could clean it up eventually (and it was hardly the worst that had ended up on his cushions), the first would have to be corrected.
Plenty of insults left his lips in response to the crime, carefully designed to cause the most damage possible, knowing right where it would be the most painful, and not in the way this boy enjoyed. This was an act calling for genuine suffering. As for the punishment itself, well…
Attention, of course, was what Paris craved, and there was no intention of giving him that. Instead, a guard had been called, and the details of the punishment given in hushed words so that he would be left in the dark until he was thrust into it. Three days of isolation, separated from the goddess he wished to serve. One day for the colour choice, one for the bleeding, and one for making such a dramatic scene when he was dragged away, screaming and sobbing as though he had no care for how irritating Mihail might consider the sound. The isolation would be structured as though he were anybody else tossed carelessly into a dungeon, with only a minimal amount of food and drink offered to him on the second day, and little other amenities, for he did not deserve the consideration.
It was all designed to break him.
Once the punishment had ended, Mihail had chosen to leave it almost until the end of the fourth day to make the boy fear that his suffering would be indefinite despite the alleged restrictions of the imprisonment. He had gone about his day without a care, carefully practising his archery and taking a scented bath in his favoured rose, then taken some time for himself and his more intellectual pursuits before he took to his beloved opium pipe. Only when he was suitably relaxed, playfully distracted with Draco curling around his arms, had he summoned a guard and told them to fetch Paris back from the dungeon.
His attention did not shift when Paris was dragged back into the room with no regard for his well-being, as if any had been given over the past few days. An arm untangled itself from the pretty black viper to leave it resting instead on his chest, extending itself towards the boy with the clear yet unspoken demand that he wanted his slender fingers kissed, still staring apparently thoughtlessly into space as he sucked on his silver pipe.
“Do we have anything to say for ourselves?”
Wishing for death was not a foreign or frightening idea to him. As a child, after he had been savagely beaten, Paris would curl into a tight ball, screw his eyes shut, and try to will his soul to Hades. Yet those days had been marred by physical pain and hope that the Gods would have mercy on a poor slave boy who still cried for his father in the night.
This time felt so much different.
When he cried, it was not for the father who sold him, but for the lady he longed to serve. When he lay awake at night, he prayed that she would not be rid of him. When he wished for death, he wished it only to assuage the soul-shattering anguish of being isolated from the one he could not bear to be separated. Of all the cruelty that had been inflicted on him, this was by far the worst. An hour of being away from her was painful, but three days was excruciating. The solitude tore him apart. He did not eat nor drink the little that had been provided for him. He did little else but lay quietly in a corner and try to make himself as small as possible. If he was to die in this place, he could make disposing of his corpse a simple task.
It was the least he could do.
He had already given up hope he would see her again. He had made grave errors. He was worthless. Why would she keep him? Why would anyone? In that vein, he had assumed the guard who came and dragged him from the darkness he had grown accustomed to was going to take him to be sold, or better yet, killed. And yet, as he stumbled along and tried to keep up, he noticed the halls they were walking were familiar. Too familiar. He felt his heart skip with a hope he chastised himself for having. He deserved nothing. He was nothing. He had no right to hope he would see her, but all the same, he continued to hope. He prayed to the Gods, however fickle, that the guard would not suddenly drag him down a different hall. And it seemed that once more, his prayers were answered.
He soon found himself brought before his lady.
The intensity of emotion that washed over him in that moment was nearly overwhelming, but not so much that he would forget himself. The instant she extended her hand, Paris bowed his head, pressing his chapped lips gently against her fingers. Warmth flooded his senses to feel her skin brush his lips, but even that did not cause him to forget he was in her presence. As soon as that brief moment was over, Paris sank to his knees. He felt lightheaded, but more than that, he knew did not deserve to stand. Not now. He bowed his head deeply, so that he might not have to look at the viper curled so comfortably on her chest. He hated that serpent. How lucky a creature it must have been to be lavished with such care and affection. He always wondered what it might be like to be like that serpent, but always he corrected himself. He was a slave, not a viper and he deserved nothing.
And certainly not a chance to apologize.
Hearing her voice nearly made him lose his balance. He feared he would never again have the privilege to listen while she spoke. The question she asked had a simple answer. Yes. He had much to say for himself, though he knew better than to babble. He nodded slightly to that effect. “Yes, my lady. I do.” His hushed voice quivered, though he did not stammer. “I have failed in my sole duty to please you. I have transgressed against you in more ways than one and I must beg for your mercy.” His heart was pounding so harshly, he thought she could hear it.
“Please, my lady,” he said quietly, “forgive me, a most unworthy slave, for my failures. I have no purpose without you.”
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Paris
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Paris
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Wishing for death was not a foreign or frightening idea to him. As a child, after he had been savagely beaten, Paris would curl into a tight ball, screw his eyes shut, and try to will his soul to Hades. Yet those days had been marred by physical pain and hope that the Gods would have mercy on a poor slave boy who still cried for his father in the night.
This time felt so much different.
When he cried, it was not for the father who sold him, but for the lady he longed to serve. When he lay awake at night, he prayed that she would not be rid of him. When he wished for death, he wished it only to assuage the soul-shattering anguish of being isolated from the one he could not bear to be separated. Of all the cruelty that had been inflicted on him, this was by far the worst. An hour of being away from her was painful, but three days was excruciating. The solitude tore him apart. He did not eat nor drink the little that had been provided for him. He did little else but lay quietly in a corner and try to make himself as small as possible. If he was to die in this place, he could make disposing of his corpse a simple task.
It was the least he could do.
He had already given up hope he would see her again. He had made grave errors. He was worthless. Why would she keep him? Why would anyone? In that vein, he had assumed the guard who came and dragged him from the darkness he had grown accustomed to was going to take him to be sold, or better yet, killed. And yet, as he stumbled along and tried to keep up, he noticed the halls they were walking were familiar. Too familiar. He felt his heart skip with a hope he chastised himself for having. He deserved nothing. He was nothing. He had no right to hope he would see her, but all the same, he continued to hope. He prayed to the Gods, however fickle, that the guard would not suddenly drag him down a different hall. And it seemed that once more, his prayers were answered.
He soon found himself brought before his lady.
The intensity of emotion that washed over him in that moment was nearly overwhelming, but not so much that he would forget himself. The instant she extended her hand, Paris bowed his head, pressing his chapped lips gently against her fingers. Warmth flooded his senses to feel her skin brush his lips, but even that did not cause him to forget he was in her presence. As soon as that brief moment was over, Paris sank to his knees. He felt lightheaded, but more than that, he knew did not deserve to stand. Not now. He bowed his head deeply, so that he might not have to look at the viper curled so comfortably on her chest. He hated that serpent. How lucky a creature it must have been to be lavished with such care and affection. He always wondered what it might be like to be like that serpent, but always he corrected himself. He was a slave, not a viper and he deserved nothing.
And certainly not a chance to apologize.
Hearing her voice nearly made him lose his balance. He feared he would never again have the privilege to listen while she spoke. The question she asked had a simple answer. Yes. He had much to say for himself, though he knew better than to babble. He nodded slightly to that effect. “Yes, my lady. I do.” His hushed voice quivered, though he did not stammer. “I have failed in my sole duty to please you. I have transgressed against you in more ways than one and I must beg for your mercy.” His heart was pounding so harshly, he thought she could hear it.
“Please, my lady,” he said quietly, “forgive me, a most unworthy slave, for my failures. I have no purpose without you.”
Wishing for death was not a foreign or frightening idea to him. As a child, after he had been savagely beaten, Paris would curl into a tight ball, screw his eyes shut, and try to will his soul to Hades. Yet those days had been marred by physical pain and hope that the Gods would have mercy on a poor slave boy who still cried for his father in the night.
This time felt so much different.
When he cried, it was not for the father who sold him, but for the lady he longed to serve. When he lay awake at night, he prayed that she would not be rid of him. When he wished for death, he wished it only to assuage the soul-shattering anguish of being isolated from the one he could not bear to be separated. Of all the cruelty that had been inflicted on him, this was by far the worst. An hour of being away from her was painful, but three days was excruciating. The solitude tore him apart. He did not eat nor drink the little that had been provided for him. He did little else but lay quietly in a corner and try to make himself as small as possible. If he was to die in this place, he could make disposing of his corpse a simple task.
It was the least he could do.
He had already given up hope he would see her again. He had made grave errors. He was worthless. Why would she keep him? Why would anyone? In that vein, he had assumed the guard who came and dragged him from the darkness he had grown accustomed to was going to take him to be sold, or better yet, killed. And yet, as he stumbled along and tried to keep up, he noticed the halls they were walking were familiar. Too familiar. He felt his heart skip with a hope he chastised himself for having. He deserved nothing. He was nothing. He had no right to hope he would see her, but all the same, he continued to hope. He prayed to the Gods, however fickle, that the guard would not suddenly drag him down a different hall. And it seemed that once more, his prayers were answered.
He soon found himself brought before his lady.
The intensity of emotion that washed over him in that moment was nearly overwhelming, but not so much that he would forget himself. The instant she extended her hand, Paris bowed his head, pressing his chapped lips gently against her fingers. Warmth flooded his senses to feel her skin brush his lips, but even that did not cause him to forget he was in her presence. As soon as that brief moment was over, Paris sank to his knees. He felt lightheaded, but more than that, he knew did not deserve to stand. Not now. He bowed his head deeply, so that he might not have to look at the viper curled so comfortably on her chest. He hated that serpent. How lucky a creature it must have been to be lavished with such care and affection. He always wondered what it might be like to be like that serpent, but always he corrected himself. He was a slave, not a viper and he deserved nothing.
And certainly not a chance to apologize.
Hearing her voice nearly made him lose his balance. He feared he would never again have the privilege to listen while she spoke. The question she asked had a simple answer. Yes. He had much to say for himself, though he knew better than to babble. He nodded slightly to that effect. “Yes, my lady. I do.” His hushed voice quivered, though he did not stammer. “I have failed in my sole duty to please you. I have transgressed against you in more ways than one and I must beg for your mercy.” His heart was pounding so harshly, he thought she could hear it.
“Please, my lady,” he said quietly, “forgive me, a most unworthy slave, for my failures. I have no purpose without you.”
Well, at least Paris was self-aware, if not thoroughly competent. Mihail could fault him for many things, but he had little bad to say about the boy’s self-debasing attitude when it came to pleading for forgiveness. Besides, there was quite a pleasure in listening to another beg for their life — even indirectly — before him, and it only made the corners of his lips curl upwards in mild satisfaction, although he did not shift his gaze back towards the slave, still keeping it firmly elsewhere so that his smile could not be seen, and he remained appearing thoroughly unimpressed.
He pulled his hand back, lightly shaking it off as though he was horrified by the blonde boy’s touch even though he had requested it himself, bringing it back to rest gently on the viper, stroking the back of its head in thought. For a few, long minutes, he said nothing, having not yet decided how exactly he wished to handle the situation, and fully convinced that a little hesitation would only confuse Paris further, increasing his drive to please.
When at last he spoke, his eyes took a moment to shift in the slave’s direction, tongue flicking out to run over his lips. “You have failed in your purpose,” he agreed, heaving out an overly dramatic sigh, “as if you do not care in the slightest for my needs. As if I do not matter, and all that which I desire should go unfulfilled because I am not worth a second of your attention.”
Mihail paused to take another drag from his pipe, turning his head so that the smoke blew out towards Paris rather than his beloved snake, though he suspected the blonde would not care and, instead, would relish the vague semblance of attention it provided. “You hurt me awfully the other day. I only wished to relax a while and yet you forbade me even that simple pleasure because you cannot follow a basic instruction. I imagine you wish for me to suffer.” But words alone were not enough, even regardless of the punishment the younger boy had already received, and the Thanasi did not wish for him to think it was easy to get away with such transgressions and receive no more than the most basic of repercussions.
Slowly, he drew himself up from his half-reclined position, setting his pipe down on a decorative table beside the kline, and crossing the room without paying the slave much attention again. Draco had a pretty enclosure that had been a complicated build and in which he never was anyhow, and here he set the viper down carefully, whispering a gentle apology for the disturbance, almost exaggerating the movements with an aim to frustrate Paris further. He had seen before how much the boy hated his closeness with the reptile, after all, and he loved to exacerbate it.
Once he was done with the long, drawn-out action, not even bothering to have glanced over his shoulder to confirm that the slave was still on the floor as was demanded and expected of him, knowing full well that he would be, Mihail turned back, hands on his hips. “I am certain you will not upset me again, else I can assure you the punishment shall be infinitely worse than what you experienced over these past few days. I might even have to sell you.” He stepped back, pausing directly in front of the boy and reaching out a hand to push his chin upwards, ensuring that Paris was at least facing, if not looking at him. “I am certain you would hate to be sold, hm?”
There was no wait for a response as he jerked his wrist sharply to snap the slave’s head back, then stretching out a foot to push him violently back to the ground in an action reminiscent of his kick three days prior, collapsing back onto the kline as if this movement had taken all spirits out of him, leaning back with eyes half-shut. “Fetch me some wine.” He tilted his head in the direction of a selection of jugs displayed on a side table, unbothered by the awkward juxtaposition of this command amid his rebukes. “And pray that you please me. I have yet to decide what to do with you.”
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Well, at least Paris was self-aware, if not thoroughly competent. Mihail could fault him for many things, but he had little bad to say about the boy’s self-debasing attitude when it came to pleading for forgiveness. Besides, there was quite a pleasure in listening to another beg for their life — even indirectly — before him, and it only made the corners of his lips curl upwards in mild satisfaction, although he did not shift his gaze back towards the slave, still keeping it firmly elsewhere so that his smile could not be seen, and he remained appearing thoroughly unimpressed.
He pulled his hand back, lightly shaking it off as though he was horrified by the blonde boy’s touch even though he had requested it himself, bringing it back to rest gently on the viper, stroking the back of its head in thought. For a few, long minutes, he said nothing, having not yet decided how exactly he wished to handle the situation, and fully convinced that a little hesitation would only confuse Paris further, increasing his drive to please.
When at last he spoke, his eyes took a moment to shift in the slave’s direction, tongue flicking out to run over his lips. “You have failed in your purpose,” he agreed, heaving out an overly dramatic sigh, “as if you do not care in the slightest for my needs. As if I do not matter, and all that which I desire should go unfulfilled because I am not worth a second of your attention.”
Mihail paused to take another drag from his pipe, turning his head so that the smoke blew out towards Paris rather than his beloved snake, though he suspected the blonde would not care and, instead, would relish the vague semblance of attention it provided. “You hurt me awfully the other day. I only wished to relax a while and yet you forbade me even that simple pleasure because you cannot follow a basic instruction. I imagine you wish for me to suffer.” But words alone were not enough, even regardless of the punishment the younger boy had already received, and the Thanasi did not wish for him to think it was easy to get away with such transgressions and receive no more than the most basic of repercussions.
Slowly, he drew himself up from his half-reclined position, setting his pipe down on a decorative table beside the kline, and crossing the room without paying the slave much attention again. Draco had a pretty enclosure that had been a complicated build and in which he never was anyhow, and here he set the viper down carefully, whispering a gentle apology for the disturbance, almost exaggerating the movements with an aim to frustrate Paris further. He had seen before how much the boy hated his closeness with the reptile, after all, and he loved to exacerbate it.
Once he was done with the long, drawn-out action, not even bothering to have glanced over his shoulder to confirm that the slave was still on the floor as was demanded and expected of him, knowing full well that he would be, Mihail turned back, hands on his hips. “I am certain you will not upset me again, else I can assure you the punishment shall be infinitely worse than what you experienced over these past few days. I might even have to sell you.” He stepped back, pausing directly in front of the boy and reaching out a hand to push his chin upwards, ensuring that Paris was at least facing, if not looking at him. “I am certain you would hate to be sold, hm?”
There was no wait for a response as he jerked his wrist sharply to snap the slave’s head back, then stretching out a foot to push him violently back to the ground in an action reminiscent of his kick three days prior, collapsing back onto the kline as if this movement had taken all spirits out of him, leaning back with eyes half-shut. “Fetch me some wine.” He tilted his head in the direction of a selection of jugs displayed on a side table, unbothered by the awkward juxtaposition of this command amid his rebukes. “And pray that you please me. I have yet to decide what to do with you.”
Well, at least Paris was self-aware, if not thoroughly competent. Mihail could fault him for many things, but he had little bad to say about the boy’s self-debasing attitude when it came to pleading for forgiveness. Besides, there was quite a pleasure in listening to another beg for their life — even indirectly — before him, and it only made the corners of his lips curl upwards in mild satisfaction, although he did not shift his gaze back towards the slave, still keeping it firmly elsewhere so that his smile could not be seen, and he remained appearing thoroughly unimpressed.
He pulled his hand back, lightly shaking it off as though he was horrified by the blonde boy’s touch even though he had requested it himself, bringing it back to rest gently on the viper, stroking the back of its head in thought. For a few, long minutes, he said nothing, having not yet decided how exactly he wished to handle the situation, and fully convinced that a little hesitation would only confuse Paris further, increasing his drive to please.
When at last he spoke, his eyes took a moment to shift in the slave’s direction, tongue flicking out to run over his lips. “You have failed in your purpose,” he agreed, heaving out an overly dramatic sigh, “as if you do not care in the slightest for my needs. As if I do not matter, and all that which I desire should go unfulfilled because I am not worth a second of your attention.”
Mihail paused to take another drag from his pipe, turning his head so that the smoke blew out towards Paris rather than his beloved snake, though he suspected the blonde would not care and, instead, would relish the vague semblance of attention it provided. “You hurt me awfully the other day. I only wished to relax a while and yet you forbade me even that simple pleasure because you cannot follow a basic instruction. I imagine you wish for me to suffer.” But words alone were not enough, even regardless of the punishment the younger boy had already received, and the Thanasi did not wish for him to think it was easy to get away with such transgressions and receive no more than the most basic of repercussions.
Slowly, he drew himself up from his half-reclined position, setting his pipe down on a decorative table beside the kline, and crossing the room without paying the slave much attention again. Draco had a pretty enclosure that had been a complicated build and in which he never was anyhow, and here he set the viper down carefully, whispering a gentle apology for the disturbance, almost exaggerating the movements with an aim to frustrate Paris further. He had seen before how much the boy hated his closeness with the reptile, after all, and he loved to exacerbate it.
Once he was done with the long, drawn-out action, not even bothering to have glanced over his shoulder to confirm that the slave was still on the floor as was demanded and expected of him, knowing full well that he would be, Mihail turned back, hands on his hips. “I am certain you will not upset me again, else I can assure you the punishment shall be infinitely worse than what you experienced over these past few days. I might even have to sell you.” He stepped back, pausing directly in front of the boy and reaching out a hand to push his chin upwards, ensuring that Paris was at least facing, if not looking at him. “I am certain you would hate to be sold, hm?”
There was no wait for a response as he jerked his wrist sharply to snap the slave’s head back, then stretching out a foot to push him violently back to the ground in an action reminiscent of his kick three days prior, collapsing back onto the kline as if this movement had taken all spirits out of him, leaning back with eyes half-shut. “Fetch me some wine.” He tilted his head in the direction of a selection of jugs displayed on a side table, unbothered by the awkward juxtaposition of this command amid his rebukes. “And pray that you please me. I have yet to decide what to do with you.”
In some ways, Paris missed his old master. No, he did not miss the savage beatings, nor the shouting, but there was one thing he sorely missed. His old master, at least, was readable. Paris always knew when punishment was coming back then. Yet, he had no such luxury now. His lady was so difficult to read, even without being able to look her in the face. He was not foolish enough to believe he could look her in the eyes. They were not equals, nor would they ever be. He was a slave, and short of serving her, he was nothing. Such insolence did not live within him.
What did, however, was fear, bitter jealousy, and a burning desire to right his egregious error.
But all of those things laid in the hands of his mistress, who said nothing to him. The silence was nearly as dreadful as solitude. The quiet made his stomach twist in painful knots. It was unnerving and there was nothing he could do to escape the dread creeping up on him. His fingers curled tightly into his tunic as he chewed on the inside of his lips in attempts to soothe himself. It was only when he was addressed did some of his anxiety wane.
Hearing that he failed her hurt more than the cut of the blade. Hearing that he had acted in such a way which suggested he believed himself to be above her was heart shattering. He wanted so badly to let the apologies spill from his mouth. He wanted her to know he was not foolish enough to believe he could even begin to compare to a goddess walking the earth, but he would never dare to interrupt her, no matter how badly he wished to speak. Even as smoke was blown his way, Paris did not move. How could he? Even though she had vaguely faced his direction, he could take no joy in that small sign she was aware of him. He had hurt her. Paris bit his inner lip with more force as a self-inflicted form of punishment. The anger that welled within him was directed at no one other than himself. Fool.
However angry it made him to see Draco handled with such affection, that bitter jealousy could not compare to the fury he poured out onto himself. A fury that quickly turned to abject terror when his lady mentioned the possibility he would be sold. He wanted to tell her death would be better than having to serve another, but the words would never form on his breath. He found himself looking at her and the pain in his heart grew tenfold. He could not celebrate the fact that she had touched him with the shadow of his failure hanging over him.
Being kicked to the floor was a familiar feeling, but one he could not cherish. He had hurt her. He had made her angry. There was no pleasure in having her attention if it was gained because he had failed to do his job. He could have spent years tearing himself apart over that alone. There was, however, no time. He was quick to rise back to his feet as soon as she had ordered him to bring her wine. “Yes, Mistress.” He spoke only so she knew her will had been acknowledged as he moved towards the side table.
He had served wine hundreds of times, so pouring from jug to goblet was a simple and familiar motion. Returning to her with the goblet in hand was just as familiar, if not immediate. He did his best not to tremble, fearing what might happen if he lost control of himself and spilled wine on her. His worthless blood, after all, had earned him three days in dark solitude. He could not imagine what expensive wine would cost him. He held the goblet out slightly for her to take as he waited in complete silence for his next order.
He had some semblance of a chance to convince her not to have him sold, and Paris did not intend to squander it.
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Paris
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Paris
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In some ways, Paris missed his old master. No, he did not miss the savage beatings, nor the shouting, but there was one thing he sorely missed. His old master, at least, was readable. Paris always knew when punishment was coming back then. Yet, he had no such luxury now. His lady was so difficult to read, even without being able to look her in the face. He was not foolish enough to believe he could look her in the eyes. They were not equals, nor would they ever be. He was a slave, and short of serving her, he was nothing. Such insolence did not live within him.
What did, however, was fear, bitter jealousy, and a burning desire to right his egregious error.
But all of those things laid in the hands of his mistress, who said nothing to him. The silence was nearly as dreadful as solitude. The quiet made his stomach twist in painful knots. It was unnerving and there was nothing he could do to escape the dread creeping up on him. His fingers curled tightly into his tunic as he chewed on the inside of his lips in attempts to soothe himself. It was only when he was addressed did some of his anxiety wane.
Hearing that he failed her hurt more than the cut of the blade. Hearing that he had acted in such a way which suggested he believed himself to be above her was heart shattering. He wanted so badly to let the apologies spill from his mouth. He wanted her to know he was not foolish enough to believe he could even begin to compare to a goddess walking the earth, but he would never dare to interrupt her, no matter how badly he wished to speak. Even as smoke was blown his way, Paris did not move. How could he? Even though she had vaguely faced his direction, he could take no joy in that small sign she was aware of him. He had hurt her. Paris bit his inner lip with more force as a self-inflicted form of punishment. The anger that welled within him was directed at no one other than himself. Fool.
However angry it made him to see Draco handled with such affection, that bitter jealousy could not compare to the fury he poured out onto himself. A fury that quickly turned to abject terror when his lady mentioned the possibility he would be sold. He wanted to tell her death would be better than having to serve another, but the words would never form on his breath. He found himself looking at her and the pain in his heart grew tenfold. He could not celebrate the fact that she had touched him with the shadow of his failure hanging over him.
Being kicked to the floor was a familiar feeling, but one he could not cherish. He had hurt her. He had made her angry. There was no pleasure in having her attention if it was gained because he had failed to do his job. He could have spent years tearing himself apart over that alone. There was, however, no time. He was quick to rise back to his feet as soon as she had ordered him to bring her wine. “Yes, Mistress.” He spoke only so she knew her will had been acknowledged as he moved towards the side table.
He had served wine hundreds of times, so pouring from jug to goblet was a simple and familiar motion. Returning to her with the goblet in hand was just as familiar, if not immediate. He did his best not to tremble, fearing what might happen if he lost control of himself and spilled wine on her. His worthless blood, after all, had earned him three days in dark solitude. He could not imagine what expensive wine would cost him. He held the goblet out slightly for her to take as he waited in complete silence for his next order.
He had some semblance of a chance to convince her not to have him sold, and Paris did not intend to squander it.
In some ways, Paris missed his old master. No, he did not miss the savage beatings, nor the shouting, but there was one thing he sorely missed. His old master, at least, was readable. Paris always knew when punishment was coming back then. Yet, he had no such luxury now. His lady was so difficult to read, even without being able to look her in the face. He was not foolish enough to believe he could look her in the eyes. They were not equals, nor would they ever be. He was a slave, and short of serving her, he was nothing. Such insolence did not live within him.
What did, however, was fear, bitter jealousy, and a burning desire to right his egregious error.
But all of those things laid in the hands of his mistress, who said nothing to him. The silence was nearly as dreadful as solitude. The quiet made his stomach twist in painful knots. It was unnerving and there was nothing he could do to escape the dread creeping up on him. His fingers curled tightly into his tunic as he chewed on the inside of his lips in attempts to soothe himself. It was only when he was addressed did some of his anxiety wane.
Hearing that he failed her hurt more than the cut of the blade. Hearing that he had acted in such a way which suggested he believed himself to be above her was heart shattering. He wanted so badly to let the apologies spill from his mouth. He wanted her to know he was not foolish enough to believe he could even begin to compare to a goddess walking the earth, but he would never dare to interrupt her, no matter how badly he wished to speak. Even as smoke was blown his way, Paris did not move. How could he? Even though she had vaguely faced his direction, he could take no joy in that small sign she was aware of him. He had hurt her. Paris bit his inner lip with more force as a self-inflicted form of punishment. The anger that welled within him was directed at no one other than himself. Fool.
However angry it made him to see Draco handled with such affection, that bitter jealousy could not compare to the fury he poured out onto himself. A fury that quickly turned to abject terror when his lady mentioned the possibility he would be sold. He wanted to tell her death would be better than having to serve another, but the words would never form on his breath. He found himself looking at her and the pain in his heart grew tenfold. He could not celebrate the fact that she had touched him with the shadow of his failure hanging over him.
Being kicked to the floor was a familiar feeling, but one he could not cherish. He had hurt her. He had made her angry. There was no pleasure in having her attention if it was gained because he had failed to do his job. He could have spent years tearing himself apart over that alone. There was, however, no time. He was quick to rise back to his feet as soon as she had ordered him to bring her wine. “Yes, Mistress.” He spoke only so she knew her will had been acknowledged as he moved towards the side table.
He had served wine hundreds of times, so pouring from jug to goblet was a simple and familiar motion. Returning to her with the goblet in hand was just as familiar, if not immediate. He did his best not to tremble, fearing what might happen if he lost control of himself and spilled wine on her. His worthless blood, after all, had earned him three days in dark solitude. He could not imagine what expensive wine would cost him. He held the goblet out slightly for her to take as he waited in complete silence for his next order.
He had some semblance of a chance to convince her not to have him sold, and Paris did not intend to squander it.
Through thick eyelashes, Mihail watched as Paris quickly rose from his forced position on the floor and moved to complete his demands, rushing as though he had no purpose in life but to pour the wine as was demanded of him which, in a manner, was the truth. Had he failed, it was likely he would have been thrown back to that dank dungeon for another few days, and there was no telling how he would return from another experience like that: broken certainly seemed a possibility and, however much the Thanasi might have liked to hurt his toys, there was no joy in letting the punishment handle all the fun of the game in his place.
As forgotten as the youngest Thanasi could often be in court or other public gatherings, he had learned that there was a pleasure to be found in hiding in the shadows and watching others as they went about their business, and he thus thought himself to be a reasonable judge of character. There were certain traits that became startlingly evident in others once one knew how to identify them, and that, in turn, often made it easier to estimate how a specified target might react to different situations. Paris was one of those individuals whom he had observed long enough now to understand most of his reactions (although they were so typically based around his adoration for Mihail that it would not have been difficult for an outsider to determine half of them).
Still, he liked to test the boy now and then, and directly after a punishment was the ideal time to put some of his ideas to the test.
His hand stuck out to receive the goblet of wine, barely opening his eyes to look at the slave as he took a long and slow sip from the drink, savouring the taste of the sweet liquid and running his tongue over his lips to accentuate that point. Mihail shifted his gaze back to the blonde once he had taken his fill of the drink, nodding at the floor before him. “Get down.” He waited for the boy to comply, then stretched out his legs to rest them carefully on the other’s back, utterly certain that even this degrading act would be something the slave would regard as a great honour.
It was not until he had made himself comfortable and taken another long sip of his drink that he spoke again. “I have — rather kindly — decided to consider offering you a chance to redeem yourself. I do hope you will not disappoint.” Again, he let out another of those overly dramatic sighs with which Paris was no doubt excessively familiar, as though the mere thought of offering him the opportunity was an intense inconvenience. “Tonight, you will sleep here in case I have need of you and, tomorrow, I shall have you spend the day with me.” That was the exact sort of thing that would likely send Paris over the edge, but Mihail wished to see how long he could manage to hold his position on all-fours even if he was practically quaking with excitement. “You will wake me, you will serve my morning meal, you will attend to my archery practise and my bath and, if you are good, then...mm. If you are especially good, perhaps I will allow you the privilege of a massage. You know, my muscles grow so tense after archery, I do need a little relaxation. But I suppose you would not understand.”
He crossed one ankle over the other then, stretching his arms along the back length of the couch to improve his position. “But as I said, this is only a consideration. I want you to beg for it. If you want any opportunity, beg.”
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Through thick eyelashes, Mihail watched as Paris quickly rose from his forced position on the floor and moved to complete his demands, rushing as though he had no purpose in life but to pour the wine as was demanded of him which, in a manner, was the truth. Had he failed, it was likely he would have been thrown back to that dank dungeon for another few days, and there was no telling how he would return from another experience like that: broken certainly seemed a possibility and, however much the Thanasi might have liked to hurt his toys, there was no joy in letting the punishment handle all the fun of the game in his place.
As forgotten as the youngest Thanasi could often be in court or other public gatherings, he had learned that there was a pleasure to be found in hiding in the shadows and watching others as they went about their business, and he thus thought himself to be a reasonable judge of character. There were certain traits that became startlingly evident in others once one knew how to identify them, and that, in turn, often made it easier to estimate how a specified target might react to different situations. Paris was one of those individuals whom he had observed long enough now to understand most of his reactions (although they were so typically based around his adoration for Mihail that it would not have been difficult for an outsider to determine half of them).
Still, he liked to test the boy now and then, and directly after a punishment was the ideal time to put some of his ideas to the test.
His hand stuck out to receive the goblet of wine, barely opening his eyes to look at the slave as he took a long and slow sip from the drink, savouring the taste of the sweet liquid and running his tongue over his lips to accentuate that point. Mihail shifted his gaze back to the blonde once he had taken his fill of the drink, nodding at the floor before him. “Get down.” He waited for the boy to comply, then stretched out his legs to rest them carefully on the other’s back, utterly certain that even this degrading act would be something the slave would regard as a great honour.
It was not until he had made himself comfortable and taken another long sip of his drink that he spoke again. “I have — rather kindly — decided to consider offering you a chance to redeem yourself. I do hope you will not disappoint.” Again, he let out another of those overly dramatic sighs with which Paris was no doubt excessively familiar, as though the mere thought of offering him the opportunity was an intense inconvenience. “Tonight, you will sleep here in case I have need of you and, tomorrow, I shall have you spend the day with me.” That was the exact sort of thing that would likely send Paris over the edge, but Mihail wished to see how long he could manage to hold his position on all-fours even if he was practically quaking with excitement. “You will wake me, you will serve my morning meal, you will attend to my archery practise and my bath and, if you are good, then...mm. If you are especially good, perhaps I will allow you the privilege of a massage. You know, my muscles grow so tense after archery, I do need a little relaxation. But I suppose you would not understand.”
He crossed one ankle over the other then, stretching his arms along the back length of the couch to improve his position. “But as I said, this is only a consideration. I want you to beg for it. If you want any opportunity, beg.”
Through thick eyelashes, Mihail watched as Paris quickly rose from his forced position on the floor and moved to complete his demands, rushing as though he had no purpose in life but to pour the wine as was demanded of him which, in a manner, was the truth. Had he failed, it was likely he would have been thrown back to that dank dungeon for another few days, and there was no telling how he would return from another experience like that: broken certainly seemed a possibility and, however much the Thanasi might have liked to hurt his toys, there was no joy in letting the punishment handle all the fun of the game in his place.
As forgotten as the youngest Thanasi could often be in court or other public gatherings, he had learned that there was a pleasure to be found in hiding in the shadows and watching others as they went about their business, and he thus thought himself to be a reasonable judge of character. There were certain traits that became startlingly evident in others once one knew how to identify them, and that, in turn, often made it easier to estimate how a specified target might react to different situations. Paris was one of those individuals whom he had observed long enough now to understand most of his reactions (although they were so typically based around his adoration for Mihail that it would not have been difficult for an outsider to determine half of them).
Still, he liked to test the boy now and then, and directly after a punishment was the ideal time to put some of his ideas to the test.
His hand stuck out to receive the goblet of wine, barely opening his eyes to look at the slave as he took a long and slow sip from the drink, savouring the taste of the sweet liquid and running his tongue over his lips to accentuate that point. Mihail shifted his gaze back to the blonde once he had taken his fill of the drink, nodding at the floor before him. “Get down.” He waited for the boy to comply, then stretched out his legs to rest them carefully on the other’s back, utterly certain that even this degrading act would be something the slave would regard as a great honour.
It was not until he had made himself comfortable and taken another long sip of his drink that he spoke again. “I have — rather kindly — decided to consider offering you a chance to redeem yourself. I do hope you will not disappoint.” Again, he let out another of those overly dramatic sighs with which Paris was no doubt excessively familiar, as though the mere thought of offering him the opportunity was an intense inconvenience. “Tonight, you will sleep here in case I have need of you and, tomorrow, I shall have you spend the day with me.” That was the exact sort of thing that would likely send Paris over the edge, but Mihail wished to see how long he could manage to hold his position on all-fours even if he was practically quaking with excitement. “You will wake me, you will serve my morning meal, you will attend to my archery practise and my bath and, if you are good, then...mm. If you are especially good, perhaps I will allow you the privilege of a massage. You know, my muscles grow so tense after archery, I do need a little relaxation. But I suppose you would not understand.”
He crossed one ankle over the other then, stretching his arms along the back length of the couch to improve his position. “But as I said, this is only a consideration. I want you to beg for it. If you want any opportunity, beg.”
He had prayed more times this day than he could recall in his lifetime. Not even when he faced being beaten to death did he pray as hard or as fervently as he did now. All with the hope the Gods might deign to help a slave boy please his owner. Paris was not sure which of the Gods had helped him keep a relatively steady hand, but the relief he felt when the goblet passed from his hands to that of his mistress without trouble was nearly equal to what he felt upon being taken from the dungeon and dragged before her. He could not afford any other errors. Not now and not ever. His duty was to serve and obey, nothing more, and that was exactly what he did.
Paris was on his hands and knees nearly before Mihail had breathed the last syllable of the command. He knew what was expected of him and that made it all the simpler for him to assume the position. However caught off guard Paris had been by the often new and unusual orders he was given, he never forgot them. He knew what to do and that was some small comfort in the midst of anxiety tearing through his stomach. More than that, however, being in such a familiar position gave him hope. Paris found little shame in the act itself, but joy. His mistress still had use of him and that was more than he could have even dared to pray for.
He learned to remain as still as the furniture he was being used as, slowing his breath so as not to disturb her. He was, however, not particularly skilled at concealing his visceral reactions to the things she said. Paris expected nothing from her, of course, for he deserved nothing, but hearing her speak of a second chance made it difficult for him to keep his breathing slow and even. As angry as he was at himself for creating the need to be offered a second chance to begin with, he could not deny the excitement that shocked his system as she continued to speak.
He was struggling to keep his trembling to a minimum by the time he was told to beg for a most generous opportunity. There was so much to process and he quickly was overwhelmed by it all. He knew he hadn’t earned anything, let alone the privilege of sleeping in his mistress’ room or the honor of serving her all day long. What could he have possibly done to deserve such a generous mistress who owned him absolutely nothing? He had done his best to keep himself still, but there was nothing he could do to stop the tears from wetting his cheeks when the prospect of earning the honor of massaging her came up. He could barely keep himself from violently trembling as he struggled to hold himself together.
There was no question as to whether or not he wanted the opportunity.
“My mistress, please,” his voice nearly cracked from the desperation consuming him. “I want nothing more than to prove myself as a worthy slave. My only duty is to see your desires fulfilled and though I have erred, I want to please you once again. I want to ease the suffering I have caused you in my foolishness.” There was a twinge of pain in his heart at those words. What good was a slave who caused his mistress pain?
“I am nothing without you, my lady,” Through the tears he cried silently and the shaking he had yet to control, Paris offered one last plea with a wavering voice. “I want to have a purpose again. Please.”
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He had prayed more times this day than he could recall in his lifetime. Not even when he faced being beaten to death did he pray as hard or as fervently as he did now. All with the hope the Gods might deign to help a slave boy please his owner. Paris was not sure which of the Gods had helped him keep a relatively steady hand, but the relief he felt when the goblet passed from his hands to that of his mistress without trouble was nearly equal to what he felt upon being taken from the dungeon and dragged before her. He could not afford any other errors. Not now and not ever. His duty was to serve and obey, nothing more, and that was exactly what he did.
Paris was on his hands and knees nearly before Mihail had breathed the last syllable of the command. He knew what was expected of him and that made it all the simpler for him to assume the position. However caught off guard Paris had been by the often new and unusual orders he was given, he never forgot them. He knew what to do and that was some small comfort in the midst of anxiety tearing through his stomach. More than that, however, being in such a familiar position gave him hope. Paris found little shame in the act itself, but joy. His mistress still had use of him and that was more than he could have even dared to pray for.
He learned to remain as still as the furniture he was being used as, slowing his breath so as not to disturb her. He was, however, not particularly skilled at concealing his visceral reactions to the things she said. Paris expected nothing from her, of course, for he deserved nothing, but hearing her speak of a second chance made it difficult for him to keep his breathing slow and even. As angry as he was at himself for creating the need to be offered a second chance to begin with, he could not deny the excitement that shocked his system as she continued to speak.
He was struggling to keep his trembling to a minimum by the time he was told to beg for a most generous opportunity. There was so much to process and he quickly was overwhelmed by it all. He knew he hadn’t earned anything, let alone the privilege of sleeping in his mistress’ room or the honor of serving her all day long. What could he have possibly done to deserve such a generous mistress who owned him absolutely nothing? He had done his best to keep himself still, but there was nothing he could do to stop the tears from wetting his cheeks when the prospect of earning the honor of massaging her came up. He could barely keep himself from violently trembling as he struggled to hold himself together.
There was no question as to whether or not he wanted the opportunity.
“My mistress, please,” his voice nearly cracked from the desperation consuming him. “I want nothing more than to prove myself as a worthy slave. My only duty is to see your desires fulfilled and though I have erred, I want to please you once again. I want to ease the suffering I have caused you in my foolishness.” There was a twinge of pain in his heart at those words. What good was a slave who caused his mistress pain?
“I am nothing without you, my lady,” Through the tears he cried silently and the shaking he had yet to control, Paris offered one last plea with a wavering voice. “I want to have a purpose again. Please.”
He had prayed more times this day than he could recall in his lifetime. Not even when he faced being beaten to death did he pray as hard or as fervently as he did now. All with the hope the Gods might deign to help a slave boy please his owner. Paris was not sure which of the Gods had helped him keep a relatively steady hand, but the relief he felt when the goblet passed from his hands to that of his mistress without trouble was nearly equal to what he felt upon being taken from the dungeon and dragged before her. He could not afford any other errors. Not now and not ever. His duty was to serve and obey, nothing more, and that was exactly what he did.
Paris was on his hands and knees nearly before Mihail had breathed the last syllable of the command. He knew what was expected of him and that made it all the simpler for him to assume the position. However caught off guard Paris had been by the often new and unusual orders he was given, he never forgot them. He knew what to do and that was some small comfort in the midst of anxiety tearing through his stomach. More than that, however, being in such a familiar position gave him hope. Paris found little shame in the act itself, but joy. His mistress still had use of him and that was more than he could have even dared to pray for.
He learned to remain as still as the furniture he was being used as, slowing his breath so as not to disturb her. He was, however, not particularly skilled at concealing his visceral reactions to the things she said. Paris expected nothing from her, of course, for he deserved nothing, but hearing her speak of a second chance made it difficult for him to keep his breathing slow and even. As angry as he was at himself for creating the need to be offered a second chance to begin with, he could not deny the excitement that shocked his system as she continued to speak.
He was struggling to keep his trembling to a minimum by the time he was told to beg for a most generous opportunity. There was so much to process and he quickly was overwhelmed by it all. He knew he hadn’t earned anything, let alone the privilege of sleeping in his mistress’ room or the honor of serving her all day long. What could he have possibly done to deserve such a generous mistress who owned him absolutely nothing? He had done his best to keep himself still, but there was nothing he could do to stop the tears from wetting his cheeks when the prospect of earning the honor of massaging her came up. He could barely keep himself from violently trembling as he struggled to hold himself together.
There was no question as to whether or not he wanted the opportunity.
“My mistress, please,” his voice nearly cracked from the desperation consuming him. “I want nothing more than to prove myself as a worthy slave. My only duty is to see your desires fulfilled and though I have erred, I want to please you once again. I want to ease the suffering I have caused you in my foolishness.” There was a twinge of pain in his heart at those words. What good was a slave who caused his mistress pain?
“I am nothing without you, my lady,” Through the tears he cried silently and the shaking he had yet to control, Paris offered one last plea with a wavering voice. “I want to have a purpose again. Please.”
There it was. The trembling. It was not the first time Mihail had experienced the habit his slave appeared to have of reacting strongly enough to his emotions that they were evident even in his outer movements, and he doubted it would be the last, despite the copious chastisements the boy had received. For whatever reason, despite the multiple demands to the contrary and the several months in Thanasi service by now, Paris had yet to grasp the concept that his mistress preferred silence and unobtrusive behaviour.
“Furniture does not shake,” he corrected firmly, the tone and words reminiscent of the same ones he had originally used when training Paris into the position. If the blonde continued to shake as dramatically as he did now, then the Thanasi could not relax, and then there was no purpose to the practice. It was almost as though Paris didn’t want to be used as such, and that seemed an impossibility. “Stop now or I shall take away everything I offer and force you to serve my next lover while he fucks me senseless.”
Assuming his command would be heeded to the best of Paris’s ability (the threat had been chosen as exactly what he assumed frightened the boy most), he barely paused before returning to the subject of possible opportunities, taking another long and slow sip from his wine.
The shaking might have been annoying, but the begging was exactly as he desired. So desperate and filled with desire that it was almost as pathetic as a plea for mercy in the face of death, and almost as delightful. Almost because Mihail would ordinarily have preferred to look the boy in the face and watch the fear spread across his features first-hand as he made his case. Still, the despair in that voice was enough for him to curl his lips upwards into an amused expression, letting out a low hum as he considered the request. In truth, there had been no intention of withholding the opportunity, if solely because there was more satisfaction in having a reliable servant by one’s side throughout the day than not, but understanding how dearly Paris desired it fuelled him.
He nodded, although it could not be seen, reaching over the side of the kline to set his goblet down a moment and drum his long nails on the armrest, the light tapping as impatient as his attitude. “Very well. I suppose you have done enough to convince me that you are worthy of the chance, but I want no more of this sobbing nor this worthless quivering. If you make a single error tomorrow, then I shall have you locked away as you were these past few days, and there will be no promise of tending to me any longer.” Then, he would have looked Paris in the eye to ensure he understood the severity of the threat but, given the impossibility of such a thing, leaned his head back to stare up at the patterned ceiling instead. “Nonetheless, I suppose I can appreciate that you are aware of your own faults. That should serve you finely in my service.”
Mihail ceased the tap-tap-tap of his nails, staring down at the slave on the floor, deciding what he wished to do with the boy next, though not entirely willing to demand he shift from his current position just yet, comfortable as it was even despite the trembling. “Tonight, you may sleep on the floor here. I have not yet decided if you deserve the carpet.” Likely, he did not, but there was no anticipation in being predictable, and surprises were always worth the response.
There was a brief silence, then he shifted a leg, sharply moving it to hit the blonde in the face once again before tucking them underneath himself. “Thank me for the opportunity, ingrate. You do not deserve all the pleasures I offer you.”
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There it was. The trembling. It was not the first time Mihail had experienced the habit his slave appeared to have of reacting strongly enough to his emotions that they were evident even in his outer movements, and he doubted it would be the last, despite the copious chastisements the boy had received. For whatever reason, despite the multiple demands to the contrary and the several months in Thanasi service by now, Paris had yet to grasp the concept that his mistress preferred silence and unobtrusive behaviour.
“Furniture does not shake,” he corrected firmly, the tone and words reminiscent of the same ones he had originally used when training Paris into the position. If the blonde continued to shake as dramatically as he did now, then the Thanasi could not relax, and then there was no purpose to the practice. It was almost as though Paris didn’t want to be used as such, and that seemed an impossibility. “Stop now or I shall take away everything I offer and force you to serve my next lover while he fucks me senseless.”
Assuming his command would be heeded to the best of Paris’s ability (the threat had been chosen as exactly what he assumed frightened the boy most), he barely paused before returning to the subject of possible opportunities, taking another long and slow sip from his wine.
The shaking might have been annoying, but the begging was exactly as he desired. So desperate and filled with desire that it was almost as pathetic as a plea for mercy in the face of death, and almost as delightful. Almost because Mihail would ordinarily have preferred to look the boy in the face and watch the fear spread across his features first-hand as he made his case. Still, the despair in that voice was enough for him to curl his lips upwards into an amused expression, letting out a low hum as he considered the request. In truth, there had been no intention of withholding the opportunity, if solely because there was more satisfaction in having a reliable servant by one’s side throughout the day than not, but understanding how dearly Paris desired it fuelled him.
He nodded, although it could not be seen, reaching over the side of the kline to set his goblet down a moment and drum his long nails on the armrest, the light tapping as impatient as his attitude. “Very well. I suppose you have done enough to convince me that you are worthy of the chance, but I want no more of this sobbing nor this worthless quivering. If you make a single error tomorrow, then I shall have you locked away as you were these past few days, and there will be no promise of tending to me any longer.” Then, he would have looked Paris in the eye to ensure he understood the severity of the threat but, given the impossibility of such a thing, leaned his head back to stare up at the patterned ceiling instead. “Nonetheless, I suppose I can appreciate that you are aware of your own faults. That should serve you finely in my service.”
Mihail ceased the tap-tap-tap of his nails, staring down at the slave on the floor, deciding what he wished to do with the boy next, though not entirely willing to demand he shift from his current position just yet, comfortable as it was even despite the trembling. “Tonight, you may sleep on the floor here. I have not yet decided if you deserve the carpet.” Likely, he did not, but there was no anticipation in being predictable, and surprises were always worth the response.
There was a brief silence, then he shifted a leg, sharply moving it to hit the blonde in the face once again before tucking them underneath himself. “Thank me for the opportunity, ingrate. You do not deserve all the pleasures I offer you.”
There it was. The trembling. It was not the first time Mihail had experienced the habit his slave appeared to have of reacting strongly enough to his emotions that they were evident even in his outer movements, and he doubted it would be the last, despite the copious chastisements the boy had received. For whatever reason, despite the multiple demands to the contrary and the several months in Thanasi service by now, Paris had yet to grasp the concept that his mistress preferred silence and unobtrusive behaviour.
“Furniture does not shake,” he corrected firmly, the tone and words reminiscent of the same ones he had originally used when training Paris into the position. If the blonde continued to shake as dramatically as he did now, then the Thanasi could not relax, and then there was no purpose to the practice. It was almost as though Paris didn’t want to be used as such, and that seemed an impossibility. “Stop now or I shall take away everything I offer and force you to serve my next lover while he fucks me senseless.”
Assuming his command would be heeded to the best of Paris’s ability (the threat had been chosen as exactly what he assumed frightened the boy most), he barely paused before returning to the subject of possible opportunities, taking another long and slow sip from his wine.
The shaking might have been annoying, but the begging was exactly as he desired. So desperate and filled with desire that it was almost as pathetic as a plea for mercy in the face of death, and almost as delightful. Almost because Mihail would ordinarily have preferred to look the boy in the face and watch the fear spread across his features first-hand as he made his case. Still, the despair in that voice was enough for him to curl his lips upwards into an amused expression, letting out a low hum as he considered the request. In truth, there had been no intention of withholding the opportunity, if solely because there was more satisfaction in having a reliable servant by one’s side throughout the day than not, but understanding how dearly Paris desired it fuelled him.
He nodded, although it could not be seen, reaching over the side of the kline to set his goblet down a moment and drum his long nails on the armrest, the light tapping as impatient as his attitude. “Very well. I suppose you have done enough to convince me that you are worthy of the chance, but I want no more of this sobbing nor this worthless quivering. If you make a single error tomorrow, then I shall have you locked away as you were these past few days, and there will be no promise of tending to me any longer.” Then, he would have looked Paris in the eye to ensure he understood the severity of the threat but, given the impossibility of such a thing, leaned his head back to stare up at the patterned ceiling instead. “Nonetheless, I suppose I can appreciate that you are aware of your own faults. That should serve you finely in my service.”
Mihail ceased the tap-tap-tap of his nails, staring down at the slave on the floor, deciding what he wished to do with the boy next, though not entirely willing to demand he shift from his current position just yet, comfortable as it was even despite the trembling. “Tonight, you may sleep on the floor here. I have not yet decided if you deserve the carpet.” Likely, he did not, but there was no anticipation in being predictable, and surprises were always worth the response.
There was a brief silence, then he shifted a leg, sharply moving it to hit the blonde in the face once again before tucking them underneath himself. “Thank me for the opportunity, ingrate. You do not deserve all the pleasures I offer you.”
It was easy for Paris to see the faults in himself. There were so many, but none were so offensive as those which displeased his mistress. It was the knowledge that she despised his trembling that he tried vehemently to fight against himself to obey. The fact that he could not completely still himself frustrated him to the point that more tears filled his eyes. He had one purpose, one duty, and his body was failing him. At least, it was. The threat that he might be forced to witness something so vile made his blood run cold. It was not her, no. She was beautiful in a way he could hardly describe but the idea of serving a man who touched his mistress in such ways was revolting. In spite of himself and the fact that he knew he had no right to despise any of her desires, there was a deep jealousy and vicious hatred in his heart. No one deserved to touch her. But witnessing it was something he could not bear, and so his trembling lessened.
Obey.
If he had not been ordered to stop, he would have been overcome with joyful sobbing knowing he had been granted another chance. It was more than he deserved, and the threat that followed made him all the more determined to do exactly as she wished. Being locked away from her was the worst form of torture for he could not bear to be apart from her. He was nothing if not attending to her every whim and he had no doubt she would make good on her threat should he fail again. He chewed quietly on his inner lip to try and ease the nervous tremors running down his limbs. He could hardly bring himself to fathom no longer serving her. The thought was nearly as repulsive as having to serve a man who did not deserve her. No. He would do perfectly tomorrow. There was no choice.
Obey.
In spite of his attempts to keep his breathing as subtle as possible, his breath hitched when she granted him the honor of sleeping on her floor. The urge to cry was almost too much, if it were not for his determination to obey her corrections. No more sobbing. No more trembling. He remained as still as he could in his hands and knees, not bothering to try and wipe his wet face for fear moving would disturb her. His head hung lowly until she hit him in the face. A soft, pained whimper of surprise left his lips before he could stop himself, though he did his best not to recoil as tingles of pain ran through his face. His face flushed a deep, humiliated shade of red as she reminded him he was worthless.
Yes, he was worthless and most undeserving.
“Thank you for having mercy on your most unworthy slave, Mistress.” He struggled to keep his tone steady as arousal warmed his blood. “I cannot begin to say what your grace means to me, my lady, for I know I have caused you to suffer. In spite of my gross failures you grant me the privilege to lay on your floor. I can-” His breath caught in his throat as hints of desire trickled into his voice. “I can only begin- begin to show my gratitude for your generosity by- by- serving you without error.” He tried to speak as though debasing himself was not utterly arousing, but found he was quickly failing. Paris hung his head low in abject shame as felt himself hardening beneath his tunic.
Disgusting.
“Th-thank you, Mistress,” he breathed out in spite of his embarrassment as a shiver ran down his spine. “Th-thank you.”
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Paris
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It was easy for Paris to see the faults in himself. There were so many, but none were so offensive as those which displeased his mistress. It was the knowledge that she despised his trembling that he tried vehemently to fight against himself to obey. The fact that he could not completely still himself frustrated him to the point that more tears filled his eyes. He had one purpose, one duty, and his body was failing him. At least, it was. The threat that he might be forced to witness something so vile made his blood run cold. It was not her, no. She was beautiful in a way he could hardly describe but the idea of serving a man who touched his mistress in such ways was revolting. In spite of himself and the fact that he knew he had no right to despise any of her desires, there was a deep jealousy and vicious hatred in his heart. No one deserved to touch her. But witnessing it was something he could not bear, and so his trembling lessened.
Obey.
If he had not been ordered to stop, he would have been overcome with joyful sobbing knowing he had been granted another chance. It was more than he deserved, and the threat that followed made him all the more determined to do exactly as she wished. Being locked away from her was the worst form of torture for he could not bear to be apart from her. He was nothing if not attending to her every whim and he had no doubt she would make good on her threat should he fail again. He chewed quietly on his inner lip to try and ease the nervous tremors running down his limbs. He could hardly bring himself to fathom no longer serving her. The thought was nearly as repulsive as having to serve a man who did not deserve her. No. He would do perfectly tomorrow. There was no choice.
Obey.
In spite of his attempts to keep his breathing as subtle as possible, his breath hitched when she granted him the honor of sleeping on her floor. The urge to cry was almost too much, if it were not for his determination to obey her corrections. No more sobbing. No more trembling. He remained as still as he could in his hands and knees, not bothering to try and wipe his wet face for fear moving would disturb her. His head hung lowly until she hit him in the face. A soft, pained whimper of surprise left his lips before he could stop himself, though he did his best not to recoil as tingles of pain ran through his face. His face flushed a deep, humiliated shade of red as she reminded him he was worthless.
Yes, he was worthless and most undeserving.
“Thank you for having mercy on your most unworthy slave, Mistress.” He struggled to keep his tone steady as arousal warmed his blood. “I cannot begin to say what your grace means to me, my lady, for I know I have caused you to suffer. In spite of my gross failures you grant me the privilege to lay on your floor. I can-” His breath caught in his throat as hints of desire trickled into his voice. “I can only begin- begin to show my gratitude for your generosity by- by- serving you without error.” He tried to speak as though debasing himself was not utterly arousing, but found he was quickly failing. Paris hung his head low in abject shame as felt himself hardening beneath his tunic.
Disgusting.
“Th-thank you, Mistress,” he breathed out in spite of his embarrassment as a shiver ran down his spine. “Th-thank you.”
It was easy for Paris to see the faults in himself. There were so many, but none were so offensive as those which displeased his mistress. It was the knowledge that she despised his trembling that he tried vehemently to fight against himself to obey. The fact that he could not completely still himself frustrated him to the point that more tears filled his eyes. He had one purpose, one duty, and his body was failing him. At least, it was. The threat that he might be forced to witness something so vile made his blood run cold. It was not her, no. She was beautiful in a way he could hardly describe but the idea of serving a man who touched his mistress in such ways was revolting. In spite of himself and the fact that he knew he had no right to despise any of her desires, there was a deep jealousy and vicious hatred in his heart. No one deserved to touch her. But witnessing it was something he could not bear, and so his trembling lessened.
Obey.
If he had not been ordered to stop, he would have been overcome with joyful sobbing knowing he had been granted another chance. It was more than he deserved, and the threat that followed made him all the more determined to do exactly as she wished. Being locked away from her was the worst form of torture for he could not bear to be apart from her. He was nothing if not attending to her every whim and he had no doubt she would make good on her threat should he fail again. He chewed quietly on his inner lip to try and ease the nervous tremors running down his limbs. He could hardly bring himself to fathom no longer serving her. The thought was nearly as repulsive as having to serve a man who did not deserve her. No. He would do perfectly tomorrow. There was no choice.
Obey.
In spite of his attempts to keep his breathing as subtle as possible, his breath hitched when she granted him the honor of sleeping on her floor. The urge to cry was almost too much, if it were not for his determination to obey her corrections. No more sobbing. No more trembling. He remained as still as he could in his hands and knees, not bothering to try and wipe his wet face for fear moving would disturb her. His head hung lowly until she hit him in the face. A soft, pained whimper of surprise left his lips before he could stop himself, though he did his best not to recoil as tingles of pain ran through his face. His face flushed a deep, humiliated shade of red as she reminded him he was worthless.
Yes, he was worthless and most undeserving.
“Thank you for having mercy on your most unworthy slave, Mistress.” He struggled to keep his tone steady as arousal warmed his blood. “I cannot begin to say what your grace means to me, my lady, for I know I have caused you to suffer. In spite of my gross failures you grant me the privilege to lay on your floor. I can-” His breath caught in his throat as hints of desire trickled into his voice. “I can only begin- begin to show my gratitude for your generosity by- by- serving you without error.” He tried to speak as though debasing himself was not utterly arousing, but found he was quickly failing. Paris hung his head low in abject shame as felt himself hardening beneath his tunic.
Disgusting.
“Th-thank you, Mistress,” he breathed out in spite of his embarrassment as a shiver ran down his spine. “Th-thank you.”
There were not many opportunities for Mihail to feel appreciated. So commonly overshadowed by his sisters, his father or his cousins, not many turned to the youngest of the infamous clan to thank him for his mercy or kindness. Paris was a breath of fresh air in that regard, for he gave the man every chance he did not usually have, and his genuine desire to please was nothing short of delightful. When he desired forgiveness, he begged for it incessantly, and when he wanted a reward, he worked his hardest to gain the privilege, no matter how degrading. He might not have understood every detail of his Mistress’s erratic whims, but he wanted her to love him, and that was what made them an ideal pairing.
“That will do,” Mihail replied after a long moment, having waited only because he enjoyed listening to the other’s cries, relishing the way his words caught in his throat and he stammered through the display of gratitude. The stuttering would almost have been frustrating had it not been reminiscent of his own past, so used to once having stumbled his way through his words that it was not strange to hear the same error in another’s. He lived for those notes of craving that were so difficult to hide, but, most of all, he enjoyed watching the way the other remained loyal despite another kick to the face. Sure, there had been a light whimper, but the boy had caught himself quickly enough, and there was no excessive sobbing, which was what the dark-haired man had always loathed most of all.
He might have said nothing else, abandoning Paris to the horror of being ignored once more, had his gaze not coincidentally drifted downwards and caught the slight hardness that had begun growing underneath the boy’s tunic. In a way, it was expected, for acts of degradation always seemed to have an arousing effect on him, but that did not stop the Thanasi from smirking in amusement. He did so love to watch the boy humiliate himself, and this outward admission of his desire was almost the ideal version of such. Besides, it gave him something else to play with in this meeting of theirs, and finding further ways to break the blonde slave had rather quickly become one of his favoured pastimes.
“Are you excited?” he queried, resting his chin on curled knuckles and staring down at the boy’s obvious erection. “Do my promises arouse you that much? Perhaps I should rescind them. I do not intend to be some target for your nighttime fantasies.” There was something uncomfortable in the thought that Paris might fantasize about the youngest Thanasi if he were given the privilege of sleeping in the same room, although he did not reverse the offer just yet.
Still on all fours, Paris was hardly in the ideal position to provoke, but Mihail uncurled his legs again, reaching one out with pointed toes to slip under his torso and find the bulk of the arousal. It was not difficult, for the cheapness of the tunic did not offer much protection against his probing, and he found it in a second, unable to hold back a low chuckle. “Is that it?” His toe poked at the erection, not bothering to be gentle, still half-laughing at the whole situation.
“You are pathetic.” He leaned across to his goblet of wine, attempting to quell his laughter somewhat as he took a sip, almost spluttering. “Strip. I want to see the extent of your pitifulness.”
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There were not many opportunities for Mihail to feel appreciated. So commonly overshadowed by his sisters, his father or his cousins, not many turned to the youngest of the infamous clan to thank him for his mercy or kindness. Paris was a breath of fresh air in that regard, for he gave the man every chance he did not usually have, and his genuine desire to please was nothing short of delightful. When he desired forgiveness, he begged for it incessantly, and when he wanted a reward, he worked his hardest to gain the privilege, no matter how degrading. He might not have understood every detail of his Mistress’s erratic whims, but he wanted her to love him, and that was what made them an ideal pairing.
“That will do,” Mihail replied after a long moment, having waited only because he enjoyed listening to the other’s cries, relishing the way his words caught in his throat and he stammered through the display of gratitude. The stuttering would almost have been frustrating had it not been reminiscent of his own past, so used to once having stumbled his way through his words that it was not strange to hear the same error in another’s. He lived for those notes of craving that were so difficult to hide, but, most of all, he enjoyed watching the way the other remained loyal despite another kick to the face. Sure, there had been a light whimper, but the boy had caught himself quickly enough, and there was no excessive sobbing, which was what the dark-haired man had always loathed most of all.
He might have said nothing else, abandoning Paris to the horror of being ignored once more, had his gaze not coincidentally drifted downwards and caught the slight hardness that had begun growing underneath the boy’s tunic. In a way, it was expected, for acts of degradation always seemed to have an arousing effect on him, but that did not stop the Thanasi from smirking in amusement. He did so love to watch the boy humiliate himself, and this outward admission of his desire was almost the ideal version of such. Besides, it gave him something else to play with in this meeting of theirs, and finding further ways to break the blonde slave had rather quickly become one of his favoured pastimes.
“Are you excited?” he queried, resting his chin on curled knuckles and staring down at the boy’s obvious erection. “Do my promises arouse you that much? Perhaps I should rescind them. I do not intend to be some target for your nighttime fantasies.” There was something uncomfortable in the thought that Paris might fantasize about the youngest Thanasi if he were given the privilege of sleeping in the same room, although he did not reverse the offer just yet.
Still on all fours, Paris was hardly in the ideal position to provoke, but Mihail uncurled his legs again, reaching one out with pointed toes to slip under his torso and find the bulk of the arousal. It was not difficult, for the cheapness of the tunic did not offer much protection against his probing, and he found it in a second, unable to hold back a low chuckle. “Is that it?” His toe poked at the erection, not bothering to be gentle, still half-laughing at the whole situation.
“You are pathetic.” He leaned across to his goblet of wine, attempting to quell his laughter somewhat as he took a sip, almost spluttering. “Strip. I want to see the extent of your pitifulness.”
There were not many opportunities for Mihail to feel appreciated. So commonly overshadowed by his sisters, his father or his cousins, not many turned to the youngest of the infamous clan to thank him for his mercy or kindness. Paris was a breath of fresh air in that regard, for he gave the man every chance he did not usually have, and his genuine desire to please was nothing short of delightful. When he desired forgiveness, he begged for it incessantly, and when he wanted a reward, he worked his hardest to gain the privilege, no matter how degrading. He might not have understood every detail of his Mistress’s erratic whims, but he wanted her to love him, and that was what made them an ideal pairing.
“That will do,” Mihail replied after a long moment, having waited only because he enjoyed listening to the other’s cries, relishing the way his words caught in his throat and he stammered through the display of gratitude. The stuttering would almost have been frustrating had it not been reminiscent of his own past, so used to once having stumbled his way through his words that it was not strange to hear the same error in another’s. He lived for those notes of craving that were so difficult to hide, but, most of all, he enjoyed watching the way the other remained loyal despite another kick to the face. Sure, there had been a light whimper, but the boy had caught himself quickly enough, and there was no excessive sobbing, which was what the dark-haired man had always loathed most of all.
He might have said nothing else, abandoning Paris to the horror of being ignored once more, had his gaze not coincidentally drifted downwards and caught the slight hardness that had begun growing underneath the boy’s tunic. In a way, it was expected, for acts of degradation always seemed to have an arousing effect on him, but that did not stop the Thanasi from smirking in amusement. He did so love to watch the boy humiliate himself, and this outward admission of his desire was almost the ideal version of such. Besides, it gave him something else to play with in this meeting of theirs, and finding further ways to break the blonde slave had rather quickly become one of his favoured pastimes.
“Are you excited?” he queried, resting his chin on curled knuckles and staring down at the boy’s obvious erection. “Do my promises arouse you that much? Perhaps I should rescind them. I do not intend to be some target for your nighttime fantasies.” There was something uncomfortable in the thought that Paris might fantasize about the youngest Thanasi if he were given the privilege of sleeping in the same room, although he did not reverse the offer just yet.
Still on all fours, Paris was hardly in the ideal position to provoke, but Mihail uncurled his legs again, reaching one out with pointed toes to slip under his torso and find the bulk of the arousal. It was not difficult, for the cheapness of the tunic did not offer much protection against his probing, and he found it in a second, unable to hold back a low chuckle. “Is that it?” His toe poked at the erection, not bothering to be gentle, still half-laughing at the whole situation.
“You are pathetic.” He leaned across to his goblet of wine, attempting to quell his laughter somewhat as he took a sip, almost spluttering. “Strip. I want to see the extent of your pitifulness.”
He had prayed after appealing for her mercy that all might fall quiet again, if only so he could handle his own filthy desires. It seemed, however, that the Gods had stopped listening, for no sooner than he had prayed did his mistress notice his indecency. Immediately, he felt a new sense of dread wash over him. Had he offended her?
He noticeably tensed at the mention of losing all he had begged her for. As much as he wanted to protest the idea, Paris remained silent. If he had truly offended her with his own indiscretion, surely speaking out of turn would exacerbate the situation. The last thing he needed in this moment was to prove himself a liar by displeasing her after professing his desire to do the exact opposite.
That was why Paris silently cursed himself for jumping slightly when her toe poked at the arousal he wished wasn’t there. He had to bite his lip to keep it from quivering as she laughed at him. The sound alone increased his shame tenfold. He wanted to say that he was disgusted with himself and that he knew he had no right to desire her in the way he did, but the words died in his breath. Even in utter indignity, he would not dare to also be insolent.
Still, in spite of his will to obey her, a quiet whine left his lips when she ordered him to undress. He wanted nothing more in that moment to vanish from thin air. For all of his attempts to control himself, he could not stop the waves of desire that coursed through him simply because he had been called pathetic. He tried so hard, after all, to hide this most disgraceful side of him so that she would not be troubled to see it and he had, once again, failed.
He was pathetic.
And yet he would obey.
Slowly, for his legs felt weak, Paris rose from the floor. He felt he stood too close to her, and yet he could not bring himself to step back because she had not explicitly told him to move. The dilemma of whether or not to take that small step back caused his body to be wracked with a new wave of tremors. He could only hope she would be more pleased that he hardly hesitated in shedding his tunic, in spite of the visible trembling in his hands. The only thing hiding his hardened cock was pooled at his feet and the awareness of this made his nudity all the more humiliating.
There was nowhere to hide now.
Paris kept his gaze focused directly on the ground. He could not bring himself to look at her, for the shame would be unbearable. His face was a bright shade of red and in spite of himself, he trembled. He chastised himself for all of it. For his arousal. For his failures. For the inability to obey. He knew what she thought of his quivering and his incapacity to make it stop made him all the more distressed. He was certain that if he displeased her, he would be punished, but more than that, he risked losing the honor to serve her. The idea was more horrifying than the fact that he was still aroused.
No.
Blinking back tears, he pushed his nails into his thigh, trying to control himself so that she might not have to correct him once more.
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He had prayed after appealing for her mercy that all might fall quiet again, if only so he could handle his own filthy desires. It seemed, however, that the Gods had stopped listening, for no sooner than he had prayed did his mistress notice his indecency. Immediately, he felt a new sense of dread wash over him. Had he offended her?
He noticeably tensed at the mention of losing all he had begged her for. As much as he wanted to protest the idea, Paris remained silent. If he had truly offended her with his own indiscretion, surely speaking out of turn would exacerbate the situation. The last thing he needed in this moment was to prove himself a liar by displeasing her after professing his desire to do the exact opposite.
That was why Paris silently cursed himself for jumping slightly when her toe poked at the arousal he wished wasn’t there. He had to bite his lip to keep it from quivering as she laughed at him. The sound alone increased his shame tenfold. He wanted to say that he was disgusted with himself and that he knew he had no right to desire her in the way he did, but the words died in his breath. Even in utter indignity, he would not dare to also be insolent.
Still, in spite of his will to obey her, a quiet whine left his lips when she ordered him to undress. He wanted nothing more in that moment to vanish from thin air. For all of his attempts to control himself, he could not stop the waves of desire that coursed through him simply because he had been called pathetic. He tried so hard, after all, to hide this most disgraceful side of him so that she would not be troubled to see it and he had, once again, failed.
He was pathetic.
And yet he would obey.
Slowly, for his legs felt weak, Paris rose from the floor. He felt he stood too close to her, and yet he could not bring himself to step back because she had not explicitly told him to move. The dilemma of whether or not to take that small step back caused his body to be wracked with a new wave of tremors. He could only hope she would be more pleased that he hardly hesitated in shedding his tunic, in spite of the visible trembling in his hands. The only thing hiding his hardened cock was pooled at his feet and the awareness of this made his nudity all the more humiliating.
There was nowhere to hide now.
Paris kept his gaze focused directly on the ground. He could not bring himself to look at her, for the shame would be unbearable. His face was a bright shade of red and in spite of himself, he trembled. He chastised himself for all of it. For his arousal. For his failures. For the inability to obey. He knew what she thought of his quivering and his incapacity to make it stop made him all the more distressed. He was certain that if he displeased her, he would be punished, but more than that, he risked losing the honor to serve her. The idea was more horrifying than the fact that he was still aroused.
No.
Blinking back tears, he pushed his nails into his thigh, trying to control himself so that she might not have to correct him once more.
He had prayed after appealing for her mercy that all might fall quiet again, if only so he could handle his own filthy desires. It seemed, however, that the Gods had stopped listening, for no sooner than he had prayed did his mistress notice his indecency. Immediately, he felt a new sense of dread wash over him. Had he offended her?
He noticeably tensed at the mention of losing all he had begged her for. As much as he wanted to protest the idea, Paris remained silent. If he had truly offended her with his own indiscretion, surely speaking out of turn would exacerbate the situation. The last thing he needed in this moment was to prove himself a liar by displeasing her after professing his desire to do the exact opposite.
That was why Paris silently cursed himself for jumping slightly when her toe poked at the arousal he wished wasn’t there. He had to bite his lip to keep it from quivering as she laughed at him. The sound alone increased his shame tenfold. He wanted to say that he was disgusted with himself and that he knew he had no right to desire her in the way he did, but the words died in his breath. Even in utter indignity, he would not dare to also be insolent.
Still, in spite of his will to obey her, a quiet whine left his lips when she ordered him to undress. He wanted nothing more in that moment to vanish from thin air. For all of his attempts to control himself, he could not stop the waves of desire that coursed through him simply because he had been called pathetic. He tried so hard, after all, to hide this most disgraceful side of him so that she would not be troubled to see it and he had, once again, failed.
He was pathetic.
And yet he would obey.
Slowly, for his legs felt weak, Paris rose from the floor. He felt he stood too close to her, and yet he could not bring himself to step back because she had not explicitly told him to move. The dilemma of whether or not to take that small step back caused his body to be wracked with a new wave of tremors. He could only hope she would be more pleased that he hardly hesitated in shedding his tunic, in spite of the visible trembling in his hands. The only thing hiding his hardened cock was pooled at his feet and the awareness of this made his nudity all the more humiliating.
There was nowhere to hide now.
Paris kept his gaze focused directly on the ground. He could not bring himself to look at her, for the shame would be unbearable. His face was a bright shade of red and in spite of himself, he trembled. He chastised himself for all of it. For his arousal. For his failures. For the inability to obey. He knew what she thought of his quivering and his incapacity to make it stop made him all the more distressed. He was certain that if he displeased her, he would be punished, but more than that, he risked losing the honor to serve her. The idea was more horrifying than the fact that he was still aroused.
No.
Blinking back tears, he pushed his nails into his thigh, trying to control himself so that she might not have to correct him once more.
It was not the first time another man had dropped his tunic before Mihail. Many men had passed through his chambers before in outfits of all varieties, and plenty of them had dropped their clothes to the floor and shared his bed. It was, additionally, not the first time another man had dropped his tunic before Mihail and not managed to enter his bed. There were plenty who had not lived up to his expectations when they entered the room, and many occasions when he had turned them away on a sudden change of mind. The slave was nowhere near the same calibre as those men (although some of them were questionable decisions made with drink), and yet here he was, allowing his tunic to fall onto the carpet.
The Thanasi observed the boy’s naked form for a while, slowly sipping from his goblet of wine as though it was a matter requiring all of his thought. There was no doubt that Paris was good-looking. He had the strong body that so many of the slaves possessed as a result of the hard work they endured each day, and soft muscles along the lengths of his arms. His curls were angelic and reminiscent of some lost god fallen to earth, and his eyes were Mihail’s favoured shade of green. Had he been another, then it was likely he would have been dragged to bed in a moment, but he was only a slave, and Mihail found that he derived far more joy from ceaselessly humiliating the boy than from the idea of fucking him.
He let his eyes drift down the front of the slave’s torso to rest, at last, on the moment’s matter of interest, his giggles having died down by now so that he could look upon it seriously. In truth, there would ordinarily have been little to chuckle at, for he was not small by any meaning of the word, but there was no fun in kindness or lack of provocation. He lifted slowly from his seat, taking his time to highlight further his taunting intention, and closed the small gap between them.
Now, they were almost face-to-face, separated only by the mild difference in their heights. Mihail moved his dark eyes to meet Paris’s green ones, an eyebrow raised to test for any defiance in the boy’s demeanour. He leaned in further, leaving only a fraction of space between them so his skin almost touched the other’s, breathing in his ear. “If you touch yourself or try to relieve yourself of your desire in any manner — if you do it while thinking of me — then you shall not be mine any longer. Do you understand me?” The dark-haired lord pulled away, pressing a cold finger against the boy’s torso, slowly trailing it down his front and pausing mere inches above his trembling hardness. “I am not a toy designed for your pleasure. Do you know what I am?”
His eyes met Paris’s once more, sardonic smile on his face as his tongue flickered out to run over his lower lips, head almost tilted so that his gaze almost caught him from below. “I am your very reason for living. I am the only thing that keeps you waking up in the morning and lets you fall back to sleep in the night. I am the only person who decides if you have the right to live another day. I am your god, and none control your fate as do I. If I forbid you from touching yourself, then you shall do as I demand. Now, kneel, and show me that you understand.”
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It was not the first time another man had dropped his tunic before Mihail. Many men had passed through his chambers before in outfits of all varieties, and plenty of them had dropped their clothes to the floor and shared his bed. It was, additionally, not the first time another man had dropped his tunic before Mihail and not managed to enter his bed. There were plenty who had not lived up to his expectations when they entered the room, and many occasions when he had turned them away on a sudden change of mind. The slave was nowhere near the same calibre as those men (although some of them were questionable decisions made with drink), and yet here he was, allowing his tunic to fall onto the carpet.
The Thanasi observed the boy’s naked form for a while, slowly sipping from his goblet of wine as though it was a matter requiring all of his thought. There was no doubt that Paris was good-looking. He had the strong body that so many of the slaves possessed as a result of the hard work they endured each day, and soft muscles along the lengths of his arms. His curls were angelic and reminiscent of some lost god fallen to earth, and his eyes were Mihail’s favoured shade of green. Had he been another, then it was likely he would have been dragged to bed in a moment, but he was only a slave, and Mihail found that he derived far more joy from ceaselessly humiliating the boy than from the idea of fucking him.
He let his eyes drift down the front of the slave’s torso to rest, at last, on the moment’s matter of interest, his giggles having died down by now so that he could look upon it seriously. In truth, there would ordinarily have been little to chuckle at, for he was not small by any meaning of the word, but there was no fun in kindness or lack of provocation. He lifted slowly from his seat, taking his time to highlight further his taunting intention, and closed the small gap between them.
Now, they were almost face-to-face, separated only by the mild difference in their heights. Mihail moved his dark eyes to meet Paris’s green ones, an eyebrow raised to test for any defiance in the boy’s demeanour. He leaned in further, leaving only a fraction of space between them so his skin almost touched the other’s, breathing in his ear. “If you touch yourself or try to relieve yourself of your desire in any manner — if you do it while thinking of me — then you shall not be mine any longer. Do you understand me?” The dark-haired lord pulled away, pressing a cold finger against the boy’s torso, slowly trailing it down his front and pausing mere inches above his trembling hardness. “I am not a toy designed for your pleasure. Do you know what I am?”
His eyes met Paris’s once more, sardonic smile on his face as his tongue flickered out to run over his lower lips, head almost tilted so that his gaze almost caught him from below. “I am your very reason for living. I am the only thing that keeps you waking up in the morning and lets you fall back to sleep in the night. I am the only person who decides if you have the right to live another day. I am your god, and none control your fate as do I. If I forbid you from touching yourself, then you shall do as I demand. Now, kneel, and show me that you understand.”
It was not the first time another man had dropped his tunic before Mihail. Many men had passed through his chambers before in outfits of all varieties, and plenty of them had dropped their clothes to the floor and shared his bed. It was, additionally, not the first time another man had dropped his tunic before Mihail and not managed to enter his bed. There were plenty who had not lived up to his expectations when they entered the room, and many occasions when he had turned them away on a sudden change of mind. The slave was nowhere near the same calibre as those men (although some of them were questionable decisions made with drink), and yet here he was, allowing his tunic to fall onto the carpet.
The Thanasi observed the boy’s naked form for a while, slowly sipping from his goblet of wine as though it was a matter requiring all of his thought. There was no doubt that Paris was good-looking. He had the strong body that so many of the slaves possessed as a result of the hard work they endured each day, and soft muscles along the lengths of his arms. His curls were angelic and reminiscent of some lost god fallen to earth, and his eyes were Mihail’s favoured shade of green. Had he been another, then it was likely he would have been dragged to bed in a moment, but he was only a slave, and Mihail found that he derived far more joy from ceaselessly humiliating the boy than from the idea of fucking him.
He let his eyes drift down the front of the slave’s torso to rest, at last, on the moment’s matter of interest, his giggles having died down by now so that he could look upon it seriously. In truth, there would ordinarily have been little to chuckle at, for he was not small by any meaning of the word, but there was no fun in kindness or lack of provocation. He lifted slowly from his seat, taking his time to highlight further his taunting intention, and closed the small gap between them.
Now, they were almost face-to-face, separated only by the mild difference in their heights. Mihail moved his dark eyes to meet Paris’s green ones, an eyebrow raised to test for any defiance in the boy’s demeanour. He leaned in further, leaving only a fraction of space between them so his skin almost touched the other’s, breathing in his ear. “If you touch yourself or try to relieve yourself of your desire in any manner — if you do it while thinking of me — then you shall not be mine any longer. Do you understand me?” The dark-haired lord pulled away, pressing a cold finger against the boy’s torso, slowly trailing it down his front and pausing mere inches above his trembling hardness. “I am not a toy designed for your pleasure. Do you know what I am?”
His eyes met Paris’s once more, sardonic smile on his face as his tongue flickered out to run over his lower lips, head almost tilted so that his gaze almost caught him from below. “I am your very reason for living. I am the only thing that keeps you waking up in the morning and lets you fall back to sleep in the night. I am the only person who decides if you have the right to live another day. I am your god, and none control your fate as do I. If I forbid you from touching yourself, then you shall do as I demand. Now, kneel, and show me that you understand.”
At times like these, when he found himself subject to immense humiliation, Paris found he wished for a beating instead. As wrong as it was for him to even compare his owners, the wrathful man who owned him through boyhood preferred physical cruelties. The kind that allowed Paris to curl into a ball as he was kicked and stomped on. The kind that allowed him to hide his face. But standing before his lady, fully nude offered no such room for him to try and save face.
He desperately wished to make himself small, as if it would ease the red hot shame burning his skin. Truly, however, it was the sensation of being appraised that made him most uncomfortable. It reminded him of the days when he stood with others like statues to be assessed by their potential masters and mistresses. For all of his praying that she might notice him, he found her attention to be wholly overwhelming.
But what could be expected of a mortal who stood in the presence of divinity?
When his mistress rose, Paris stilled himself and when she closed the space between them, his breath turned shallow. She was tantalizingly near, so much so that the foolish thought of reaching out to touch crossed his mind. Was it so wrong to want to feel divinity at his fingertips? Yes. It was. He could not hold her eye, for he knew he did not deserve to anymore than he deserved to touch her. His hands remained firmly at his side. He would not forget his place.
He was worthless.
He was beneath her.
He was nothing.
His heart pounded heavily, even as she forbade him from relieving his desires and tempting them all the same with a cold finger. She seemed to know so well how badly he longed to serve her, so much so that he would deny himself simply because she commanded him to. He knew she often used the threat of removal to terrify him and even still his heart twisted in pain at the very idea. He could not bear it. All he could muster was a slight nod of his head. He belonged to her and held not the capacity to view her as anything other than the highest authority, for she was.
Nothing about him was more important than she was. Not this pent up frustration or his desires outside of obeying her entirely. Her words reminded him of that. In truth, it always lingered at the back of his mind. He knew he was owned, but that never felt more real than it did now that he was in her service. His former master treated him more like a mule. A beaten mule, but all the same, an animal. And he knew then that as long as he completed his work, he was safe, for even his master’s rage could not warrant beating a useful slave to death.
But Paris had never served a goddess before.
There were rules he didn’t know about, whims he struggled to keep up with, but all the same he was devoted. She showed him mercies he could not begin to fathom. She offered him reward despite his lack of merit. She was his everything. And so, in spite of his terror, his frustrated, shallow breathing, and the sheer desire consuming his senses, Paris obeyed.
The blonde boy easily sank to his knees where he belonged, resting his hands in his lap in spite of his arousal. He lifted his gaze to her face, green eyes filled with frustration, and yet also a deep devotion and desire to please. More than anything he wanted her to be pleased with him. If he did nothing else in this life, then he wanted to make her happy. So he did not contemplate what denying himself as she commanded would feel like.
It did not matter.
“I am devoted to pleasing you, my goddess.”
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At times like these, when he found himself subject to immense humiliation, Paris found he wished for a beating instead. As wrong as it was for him to even compare his owners, the wrathful man who owned him through boyhood preferred physical cruelties. The kind that allowed Paris to curl into a ball as he was kicked and stomped on. The kind that allowed him to hide his face. But standing before his lady, fully nude offered no such room for him to try and save face.
He desperately wished to make himself small, as if it would ease the red hot shame burning his skin. Truly, however, it was the sensation of being appraised that made him most uncomfortable. It reminded him of the days when he stood with others like statues to be assessed by their potential masters and mistresses. For all of his praying that she might notice him, he found her attention to be wholly overwhelming.
But what could be expected of a mortal who stood in the presence of divinity?
When his mistress rose, Paris stilled himself and when she closed the space between them, his breath turned shallow. She was tantalizingly near, so much so that the foolish thought of reaching out to touch crossed his mind. Was it so wrong to want to feel divinity at his fingertips? Yes. It was. He could not hold her eye, for he knew he did not deserve to anymore than he deserved to touch her. His hands remained firmly at his side. He would not forget his place.
He was worthless.
He was beneath her.
He was nothing.
His heart pounded heavily, even as she forbade him from relieving his desires and tempting them all the same with a cold finger. She seemed to know so well how badly he longed to serve her, so much so that he would deny himself simply because she commanded him to. He knew she often used the threat of removal to terrify him and even still his heart twisted in pain at the very idea. He could not bear it. All he could muster was a slight nod of his head. He belonged to her and held not the capacity to view her as anything other than the highest authority, for she was.
Nothing about him was more important than she was. Not this pent up frustration or his desires outside of obeying her entirely. Her words reminded him of that. In truth, it always lingered at the back of his mind. He knew he was owned, but that never felt more real than it did now that he was in her service. His former master treated him more like a mule. A beaten mule, but all the same, an animal. And he knew then that as long as he completed his work, he was safe, for even his master’s rage could not warrant beating a useful slave to death.
But Paris had never served a goddess before.
There were rules he didn’t know about, whims he struggled to keep up with, but all the same he was devoted. She showed him mercies he could not begin to fathom. She offered him reward despite his lack of merit. She was his everything. And so, in spite of his terror, his frustrated, shallow breathing, and the sheer desire consuming his senses, Paris obeyed.
The blonde boy easily sank to his knees where he belonged, resting his hands in his lap in spite of his arousal. He lifted his gaze to her face, green eyes filled with frustration, and yet also a deep devotion and desire to please. More than anything he wanted her to be pleased with him. If he did nothing else in this life, then he wanted to make her happy. So he did not contemplate what denying himself as she commanded would feel like.
It did not matter.
“I am devoted to pleasing you, my goddess.”
At times like these, when he found himself subject to immense humiliation, Paris found he wished for a beating instead. As wrong as it was for him to even compare his owners, the wrathful man who owned him through boyhood preferred physical cruelties. The kind that allowed Paris to curl into a ball as he was kicked and stomped on. The kind that allowed him to hide his face. But standing before his lady, fully nude offered no such room for him to try and save face.
He desperately wished to make himself small, as if it would ease the red hot shame burning his skin. Truly, however, it was the sensation of being appraised that made him most uncomfortable. It reminded him of the days when he stood with others like statues to be assessed by their potential masters and mistresses. For all of his praying that she might notice him, he found her attention to be wholly overwhelming.
But what could be expected of a mortal who stood in the presence of divinity?
When his mistress rose, Paris stilled himself and when she closed the space between them, his breath turned shallow. She was tantalizingly near, so much so that the foolish thought of reaching out to touch crossed his mind. Was it so wrong to want to feel divinity at his fingertips? Yes. It was. He could not hold her eye, for he knew he did not deserve to anymore than he deserved to touch her. His hands remained firmly at his side. He would not forget his place.
He was worthless.
He was beneath her.
He was nothing.
His heart pounded heavily, even as she forbade him from relieving his desires and tempting them all the same with a cold finger. She seemed to know so well how badly he longed to serve her, so much so that he would deny himself simply because she commanded him to. He knew she often used the threat of removal to terrify him and even still his heart twisted in pain at the very idea. He could not bear it. All he could muster was a slight nod of his head. He belonged to her and held not the capacity to view her as anything other than the highest authority, for she was.
Nothing about him was more important than she was. Not this pent up frustration or his desires outside of obeying her entirely. Her words reminded him of that. In truth, it always lingered at the back of his mind. He knew he was owned, but that never felt more real than it did now that he was in her service. His former master treated him more like a mule. A beaten mule, but all the same, an animal. And he knew then that as long as he completed his work, he was safe, for even his master’s rage could not warrant beating a useful slave to death.
But Paris had never served a goddess before.
There were rules he didn’t know about, whims he struggled to keep up with, but all the same he was devoted. She showed him mercies he could not begin to fathom. She offered him reward despite his lack of merit. She was his everything. And so, in spite of his terror, his frustrated, shallow breathing, and the sheer desire consuming his senses, Paris obeyed.
The blonde boy easily sank to his knees where he belonged, resting his hands in his lap in spite of his arousal. He lifted his gaze to her face, green eyes filled with frustration, and yet also a deep devotion and desire to please. More than anything he wanted her to be pleased with him. If he did nothing else in this life, then he wanted to make her happy. So he did not contemplate what denying himself as she commanded would feel like.
It did not matter.
“I am devoted to pleasing you, my goddess.”
“I am your goddess,” Mihail repeated once again in agreement, dropping both hands to his hips as he stared down at the boy, adoring the moment for all the importance it gave him. For all that he punished Paris and teased his adoration, he could not help but admire how reliably he referred to his mistress by the feminine titles that the youngest Thanasi preferred at times. There were very few who did so — in truth, there were very few who were aware that he felt as such, for aside from his style of dress, he was not entirely open about his proclivities — and even the staff who were aware of his choices did not always use them when appropriate, more often than not calling the boy ‘lord’ rather than the softer and desired ‘lady’. Paris, on the other hand, made such a constant and conscious effort to please Mihail that he never failed to use the female when Mihail so preferred it, and it only delighted the Thanasi more each day. Even now that Paris was only repeating the words he had used, it brought him great joy, and he spent a long moment relishing the assurance that he was a goddess before doing anything else.
Dear, if Nethis had walked in at that moment she would surely have had words for her little brother.
In an obvious move to stress the boy further (part of him wished to see if he could trick the boy into relieving his tension despite commands to the otherwise), he reached down a hand to entangle fingers in those blonde curls, partially wanting to feel their bounce though he would rarely have cared to touch Paris likewise. They twisted their way through the tendrils as they might have if he had been caught in the throes of ecstasy with the boy, tugging harshly because he could not resist seeing the flashes of light pain that might cross the other’s features. “I think you will find that I can be a rather kind goddess, if you satisfy me enough. On that note…”
With another teasing glance towards the slave’s exposed member and another amused smirk, he pulled his fingers out and stepped back again. All this chastisement was truly overtaking his day, and Mihail was starting to grow tired. As was blindingly clear to most who knew him, he tended to spend his days doing very little of great consequence, and after the uncharacteristically athletic two to three hours he spent on his archery each morning, he did prefer to spend time with the twin virtues of rest and relaxation. He had already taken a bath that morning, but there was nothing wrong with enjoying a second when he knew he could. Where was the fun in being a member of a noble house if one could not take advantage of their natural-born privilege?
“Prepare me a bath. Something nice with milk and scented, if you can. It does such good things to my complexion, you know, and I do like to stay pretty.” He ran a hand along his cheek, feeling the softness with a light smile, as though making a point to show Paris what he could never have. “And perhaps, if you do it well, you will have yet another chance to redeem your error from the other day. There is no need to dress again.” The slave’s struggle to rush about the house without clothing when he was so close to desire might provide a further idea of amusement, after all. Mihail pressed a finger to his lips in mock thought, then added: “You know, I think that is the closest you might ever get to spending time in bed with me. How funny. Now, hurry, I really do not like to have my time wasted, as you well know.”
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“I am your goddess,” Mihail repeated once again in agreement, dropping both hands to his hips as he stared down at the boy, adoring the moment for all the importance it gave him. For all that he punished Paris and teased his adoration, he could not help but admire how reliably he referred to his mistress by the feminine titles that the youngest Thanasi preferred at times. There were very few who did so — in truth, there were very few who were aware that he felt as such, for aside from his style of dress, he was not entirely open about his proclivities — and even the staff who were aware of his choices did not always use them when appropriate, more often than not calling the boy ‘lord’ rather than the softer and desired ‘lady’. Paris, on the other hand, made such a constant and conscious effort to please Mihail that he never failed to use the female when Mihail so preferred it, and it only delighted the Thanasi more each day. Even now that Paris was only repeating the words he had used, it brought him great joy, and he spent a long moment relishing the assurance that he was a goddess before doing anything else.
Dear, if Nethis had walked in at that moment she would surely have had words for her little brother.
In an obvious move to stress the boy further (part of him wished to see if he could trick the boy into relieving his tension despite commands to the otherwise), he reached down a hand to entangle fingers in those blonde curls, partially wanting to feel their bounce though he would rarely have cared to touch Paris likewise. They twisted their way through the tendrils as they might have if he had been caught in the throes of ecstasy with the boy, tugging harshly because he could not resist seeing the flashes of light pain that might cross the other’s features. “I think you will find that I can be a rather kind goddess, if you satisfy me enough. On that note…”
With another teasing glance towards the slave’s exposed member and another amused smirk, he pulled his fingers out and stepped back again. All this chastisement was truly overtaking his day, and Mihail was starting to grow tired. As was blindingly clear to most who knew him, he tended to spend his days doing very little of great consequence, and after the uncharacteristically athletic two to three hours he spent on his archery each morning, he did prefer to spend time with the twin virtues of rest and relaxation. He had already taken a bath that morning, but there was nothing wrong with enjoying a second when he knew he could. Where was the fun in being a member of a noble house if one could not take advantage of their natural-born privilege?
“Prepare me a bath. Something nice with milk and scented, if you can. It does such good things to my complexion, you know, and I do like to stay pretty.” He ran a hand along his cheek, feeling the softness with a light smile, as though making a point to show Paris what he could never have. “And perhaps, if you do it well, you will have yet another chance to redeem your error from the other day. There is no need to dress again.” The slave’s struggle to rush about the house without clothing when he was so close to desire might provide a further idea of amusement, after all. Mihail pressed a finger to his lips in mock thought, then added: “You know, I think that is the closest you might ever get to spending time in bed with me. How funny. Now, hurry, I really do not like to have my time wasted, as you well know.”
“I am your goddess,” Mihail repeated once again in agreement, dropping both hands to his hips as he stared down at the boy, adoring the moment for all the importance it gave him. For all that he punished Paris and teased his adoration, he could not help but admire how reliably he referred to his mistress by the feminine titles that the youngest Thanasi preferred at times. There were very few who did so — in truth, there were very few who were aware that he felt as such, for aside from his style of dress, he was not entirely open about his proclivities — and even the staff who were aware of his choices did not always use them when appropriate, more often than not calling the boy ‘lord’ rather than the softer and desired ‘lady’. Paris, on the other hand, made such a constant and conscious effort to please Mihail that he never failed to use the female when Mihail so preferred it, and it only delighted the Thanasi more each day. Even now that Paris was only repeating the words he had used, it brought him great joy, and he spent a long moment relishing the assurance that he was a goddess before doing anything else.
Dear, if Nethis had walked in at that moment she would surely have had words for her little brother.
In an obvious move to stress the boy further (part of him wished to see if he could trick the boy into relieving his tension despite commands to the otherwise), he reached down a hand to entangle fingers in those blonde curls, partially wanting to feel their bounce though he would rarely have cared to touch Paris likewise. They twisted their way through the tendrils as they might have if he had been caught in the throes of ecstasy with the boy, tugging harshly because he could not resist seeing the flashes of light pain that might cross the other’s features. “I think you will find that I can be a rather kind goddess, if you satisfy me enough. On that note…”
With another teasing glance towards the slave’s exposed member and another amused smirk, he pulled his fingers out and stepped back again. All this chastisement was truly overtaking his day, and Mihail was starting to grow tired. As was blindingly clear to most who knew him, he tended to spend his days doing very little of great consequence, and after the uncharacteristically athletic two to three hours he spent on his archery each morning, he did prefer to spend time with the twin virtues of rest and relaxation. He had already taken a bath that morning, but there was nothing wrong with enjoying a second when he knew he could. Where was the fun in being a member of a noble house if one could not take advantage of their natural-born privilege?
“Prepare me a bath. Something nice with milk and scented, if you can. It does such good things to my complexion, you know, and I do like to stay pretty.” He ran a hand along his cheek, feeling the softness with a light smile, as though making a point to show Paris what he could never have. “And perhaps, if you do it well, you will have yet another chance to redeem your error from the other day. There is no need to dress again.” The slave’s struggle to rush about the house without clothing when he was so close to desire might provide a further idea of amusement, after all. Mihail pressed a finger to his lips in mock thought, then added: “You know, I think that is the closest you might ever get to spending time in bed with me. How funny. Now, hurry, I really do not like to have my time wasted, as you well know.”
Paris had no true hopes that he would be able to indefinitely obey the pointed command he has been given to deny himself. He had no experience in such a thing, after all, but more than that, he had never been overwhelmed by desire as strong as what he felt for his mistress. Simply kneeling her presence made his skin tingle in delight, but this? This was maddening even before she did the inconceivable and curled her fingers into his blonde curls. In that moment, Paris was certain his heart had stopped. She was touching him and it felt heavenly. Even the painful tug of his hair felt delightful in a way he rationally knew should not have. It had hurt, and that showed in his eyes, but it had also been unspeakably exciting. A small sound grew in his throat, somewhere between a purr and a moan, but it faded when she disentangled her fingers from his hair.
His lust did not.
He suddenly felt so empty without her standing so close and he wondered then what he might have to do to earn that closeness again. The brief moment he had with her had been so tender in his eyes. He could still feel the phantom of her fingers in his hair. It had been sheer ecstasy for the time he had been blessed enough to experience it. She had spoken of how kind she could truly be if he satisfied her. Paris wondered if that kindness might extend to touching his hair again. The sensation was unlike anything he’d experienced before. While his old master liked to drag him by his hair, this small moment with his goddess was...overwhelming and wonderful all the same.
He craved her touch nearly as much as he craved her approval.
Being told to draw a bath was not surprising. He had drawn plenty of baths in his time here, but to do so nude? Apprehension crossed his face before he could quell it. He wanted to please her desperately, but to be bare before everyone? Paris did not know what was more humiliating: the fact that he would be forced to run around the Archontiko or the fact that he was aroused by the idea. He was ashamed of his twisted love for humiliation. He hated that he could not control his desires, but more than that, he loathed how his cock twitched, almost begging him to soothe the ache he knew he couldn't. His mistress had been abundantly clear. In the face of never serving her again, no desire was too great to ignore.
Or so he hoped.
He banished the temptation to fantasize about what it might be like to share her bed. No. Bowing his head slightly to silently acknowledge her wishes, Paris scrambled to his feet as soon as she dismissed him and rushed to draw the bath she desired. He kept his gaze directed at the floor, arms crossed in front of his indecency to preserve what little modesty he had as he sped to fetch everything required of her bath. He did his best to ignore the sensation of eyes on him as he ran about in the nude. Not now.
He tried to push away the stinging in his eyes, though he knew a stray tear escaped before he could quell it. Perhaps if he had been delayed, the tears he was suppressing would have flowed without stopping. His only comfort in all of this was that he knew how his mistress liked her baths to be drawn. The hope that she would be pleased that he had even gotten it scented (as if there was an option not to) slightly lessened the shame of having to do it all stark naked.
When he was sure the bath was to her liking, Paris paused. He glanced at the doorway before looking down at his hardened cock. Immediately the shame was consumed by utter desire. It was then he felt true temptation. She was not here. It would be so easy to reach down and soothe the immense ache she had caused him. Relief was so close…
But he did nothing.
For even if he had been quick enough to relieve his frustrations, she would surely notice that he was no longer painfully aroused. The consequence of that discovery was not something he wanted to bring upon himself. Instead, Paris silently chastised himself and rushed back to fetch his lady for her bath. His gaze was focused on the floor when he returned to her room. Standing by the door, Paris had crossed his arms over his crotch to conceal his arousal with his hands without touching himself, still attached to a feeble sense of modesty.
Though his face was bright red with utter shame, Paris still spoke. His voice was quiet and colored with sensual frustration. “Your bath has been drawn, Mistress.”
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Paris had no true hopes that he would be able to indefinitely obey the pointed command he has been given to deny himself. He had no experience in such a thing, after all, but more than that, he had never been overwhelmed by desire as strong as what he felt for his mistress. Simply kneeling her presence made his skin tingle in delight, but this? This was maddening even before she did the inconceivable and curled her fingers into his blonde curls. In that moment, Paris was certain his heart had stopped. She was touching him and it felt heavenly. Even the painful tug of his hair felt delightful in a way he rationally knew should not have. It had hurt, and that showed in his eyes, but it had also been unspeakably exciting. A small sound grew in his throat, somewhere between a purr and a moan, but it faded when she disentangled her fingers from his hair.
His lust did not.
He suddenly felt so empty without her standing so close and he wondered then what he might have to do to earn that closeness again. The brief moment he had with her had been so tender in his eyes. He could still feel the phantom of her fingers in his hair. It had been sheer ecstasy for the time he had been blessed enough to experience it. She had spoken of how kind she could truly be if he satisfied her. Paris wondered if that kindness might extend to touching his hair again. The sensation was unlike anything he’d experienced before. While his old master liked to drag him by his hair, this small moment with his goddess was...overwhelming and wonderful all the same.
He craved her touch nearly as much as he craved her approval.
Being told to draw a bath was not surprising. He had drawn plenty of baths in his time here, but to do so nude? Apprehension crossed his face before he could quell it. He wanted to please her desperately, but to be bare before everyone? Paris did not know what was more humiliating: the fact that he would be forced to run around the Archontiko or the fact that he was aroused by the idea. He was ashamed of his twisted love for humiliation. He hated that he could not control his desires, but more than that, he loathed how his cock twitched, almost begging him to soothe the ache he knew he couldn't. His mistress had been abundantly clear. In the face of never serving her again, no desire was too great to ignore.
Or so he hoped.
He banished the temptation to fantasize about what it might be like to share her bed. No. Bowing his head slightly to silently acknowledge her wishes, Paris scrambled to his feet as soon as she dismissed him and rushed to draw the bath she desired. He kept his gaze directed at the floor, arms crossed in front of his indecency to preserve what little modesty he had as he sped to fetch everything required of her bath. He did his best to ignore the sensation of eyes on him as he ran about in the nude. Not now.
He tried to push away the stinging in his eyes, though he knew a stray tear escaped before he could quell it. Perhaps if he had been delayed, the tears he was suppressing would have flowed without stopping. His only comfort in all of this was that he knew how his mistress liked her baths to be drawn. The hope that she would be pleased that he had even gotten it scented (as if there was an option not to) slightly lessened the shame of having to do it all stark naked.
When he was sure the bath was to her liking, Paris paused. He glanced at the doorway before looking down at his hardened cock. Immediately the shame was consumed by utter desire. It was then he felt true temptation. She was not here. It would be so easy to reach down and soothe the immense ache she had caused him. Relief was so close…
But he did nothing.
For even if he had been quick enough to relieve his frustrations, she would surely notice that he was no longer painfully aroused. The consequence of that discovery was not something he wanted to bring upon himself. Instead, Paris silently chastised himself and rushed back to fetch his lady for her bath. His gaze was focused on the floor when he returned to her room. Standing by the door, Paris had crossed his arms over his crotch to conceal his arousal with his hands without touching himself, still attached to a feeble sense of modesty.
Though his face was bright red with utter shame, Paris still spoke. His voice was quiet and colored with sensual frustration. “Your bath has been drawn, Mistress.”
Paris had no true hopes that he would be able to indefinitely obey the pointed command he has been given to deny himself. He had no experience in such a thing, after all, but more than that, he had never been overwhelmed by desire as strong as what he felt for his mistress. Simply kneeling her presence made his skin tingle in delight, but this? This was maddening even before she did the inconceivable and curled her fingers into his blonde curls. In that moment, Paris was certain his heart had stopped. She was touching him and it felt heavenly. Even the painful tug of his hair felt delightful in a way he rationally knew should not have. It had hurt, and that showed in his eyes, but it had also been unspeakably exciting. A small sound grew in his throat, somewhere between a purr and a moan, but it faded when she disentangled her fingers from his hair.
His lust did not.
He suddenly felt so empty without her standing so close and he wondered then what he might have to do to earn that closeness again. The brief moment he had with her had been so tender in his eyes. He could still feel the phantom of her fingers in his hair. It had been sheer ecstasy for the time he had been blessed enough to experience it. She had spoken of how kind she could truly be if he satisfied her. Paris wondered if that kindness might extend to touching his hair again. The sensation was unlike anything he’d experienced before. While his old master liked to drag him by his hair, this small moment with his goddess was...overwhelming and wonderful all the same.
He craved her touch nearly as much as he craved her approval.
Being told to draw a bath was not surprising. He had drawn plenty of baths in his time here, but to do so nude? Apprehension crossed his face before he could quell it. He wanted to please her desperately, but to be bare before everyone? Paris did not know what was more humiliating: the fact that he would be forced to run around the Archontiko or the fact that he was aroused by the idea. He was ashamed of his twisted love for humiliation. He hated that he could not control his desires, but more than that, he loathed how his cock twitched, almost begging him to soothe the ache he knew he couldn't. His mistress had been abundantly clear. In the face of never serving her again, no desire was too great to ignore.
Or so he hoped.
He banished the temptation to fantasize about what it might be like to share her bed. No. Bowing his head slightly to silently acknowledge her wishes, Paris scrambled to his feet as soon as she dismissed him and rushed to draw the bath she desired. He kept his gaze directed at the floor, arms crossed in front of his indecency to preserve what little modesty he had as he sped to fetch everything required of her bath. He did his best to ignore the sensation of eyes on him as he ran about in the nude. Not now.
He tried to push away the stinging in his eyes, though he knew a stray tear escaped before he could quell it. Perhaps if he had been delayed, the tears he was suppressing would have flowed without stopping. His only comfort in all of this was that he knew how his mistress liked her baths to be drawn. The hope that she would be pleased that he had even gotten it scented (as if there was an option not to) slightly lessened the shame of having to do it all stark naked.
When he was sure the bath was to her liking, Paris paused. He glanced at the doorway before looking down at his hardened cock. Immediately the shame was consumed by utter desire. It was then he felt true temptation. She was not here. It would be so easy to reach down and soothe the immense ache she had caused him. Relief was so close…
But he did nothing.
For even if he had been quick enough to relieve his frustrations, she would surely notice that he was no longer painfully aroused. The consequence of that discovery was not something he wanted to bring upon himself. Instead, Paris silently chastised himself and rushed back to fetch his lady for her bath. His gaze was focused on the floor when he returned to her room. Standing by the door, Paris had crossed his arms over his crotch to conceal his arousal with his hands without touching himself, still attached to a feeble sense of modesty.
Though his face was bright red with utter shame, Paris still spoke. His voice was quiet and colored with sensual frustration. “Your bath has been drawn, Mistress.”